I stayed away from male gender, I concentrated more on my studies because I want to score high mark for my secondary school,which am happy am going to enter and because of what happen my parents refuse the idea of boarding school. They insist I more be going from home to school so that they will give me the training they want, I obliged I did not argue, during my secondary school, it is always my book no distraction until I finish school. I wrote my senior examination and I pass. At home thing were not going well with my parents financially. We needed help ,am done with secondary school I decided to look for work to support my parents after graduation, which I did. I started earing money to support my family, sometimes I take them out with the little money I earn we were happy again. I met a guy called chidi. He is tall and has a chocolate skin, he is a quite type. Chidi studied pharmacy in the university and was serving the country when we met. He was everything a lady could possible could ask for in a man. We started as friend, with time, I was able to understand him. He was serving in another state, so our relationships is on phone, when he informed me that he got a contract to advertise drugs for a company l was happy for him although it changed our relationships. During the time of advertising for the company, he forgot he has a girlfriend, I was alone, no care, attention, or even call or should I say he call every four months to check on me, I was not happy. The truth he was doing well for himself which am grateful to God, I focused my time on my work which also includes catering job, where I met another guy called Tobe is an Engineer but unemployed and last child of his parents. We were connected instantly so I thought , but I pretended, so he will do the normal chasing which he did, we change contacts.Tobe called the next day "Hello" I was the guy you gave your number at the burial, I said okay, he introduce himself again and went straight to say his mind, I agree because I was feeling abandoned by my boyfriend. We started dating, calling, chatting and going out, meeting his friends, I was happy again. We continue the relationship until he invites to end of the party organize by his town head for his people based in the state. I went to the party we had our best life that day and it was also the first day we made love, it was also the end of the relationship after two years , because we did not communicate after three months. After the night of the party he gave me money to buy pills because we did not used condom, I didn't board to buy the pills because I ask him did you release inside he said no I believed him because I trust him without knowing it will be my greatest mistake which I regret. I became pregnant with his child that night out of wedlock. It was all about the sex for him.
