EVADNE
I was already wet from his mere kiss, him touching me, his voice when he promised me pain instead of gentle pleasure. I wanted him, I took the risk of asking for sex from an engaged man and that must be one of the worst things I've ever done to someone. I wouldn't like to feel guilty during my first sex so I pushed those thoughts away.
With his face still buried on my neck he whispered, "I'm going to bend you over, those heels will increase your pain, remove them."
I did as he instructed and waited, his face still buried on my neck. He put his one foot between mine and parted them with it. I felt a hint of embarrassment, not a hint, a ton of embarrassment being but naked at the moment while he was fully dressed. He could see me naked and I couldn't. At the same time I'm grateful I didn't have to do the awkward position where I'm the one spreading my legs and watching him as he did his thing.
He pushed my back forward making me bend over. The cold air hit my ass cheeks and I wanted to turn on my decision at this very moment.
"You're dripping wet Eva. I haven't even done anything to you. You're such a slut aren't you little
bird. "
I heard the clinking of his belt and the rustling of his fabric. He took my hands that were holding on to my knees for support and used his belt to tie my hands behind my back. Now I was excited. My heart leaped with joy when the belt was locked in and I couldn't free myself.
Bondage was definitely my thing.
"you could at least try to hide how bondage turns you on Eva."
My mind was screaming at me to tell him to shut the fuck up because his voice was the reason why I'd become dripping wet more than I was right now. Fuck! There's not even a need for foreplay, no finger fucking, no tongue fucking no kisses and promised gentleness all because my body is a fucking traitor.
"Are you ready baby girl?"
He didn't wait for my response. Instead I felt the tip of his dick at my entrance. He got in slowly and my pussy adjusted to his huge size. I wish I could have seen what I was dealing with because he felt huge and it kind of hurt. For a split second I thought that it wouldn't hurt much because he had considered letting me adjust to his size but ooh boy was I wrong.
He pulled out then slammed into me full force.
"aaaah!"
Stop! Stop! Stop! My mind was screaming at me to tell him to just pull out and leave me be but a small part of me told me to adjust and enjoy it while I lasted. Physically, this was the closest we'd ever gotten. He pulled then slammed into me again and then he repeated with greater impact.
The pain was bearable and it turned to pleasure. My eyes rolled back from the pleasure, the discomfort slowly fading away too. He had great stamina, I must say. My knees gave out but he caught me before I could fall his hand on my vagina and abdomen. Warmth flooded through my belly and I let it take over. The little strength I had disappeared after my very first orgasm in my entire 18 years of living.Saint orgasmed soon after me releasing his semen in me and I felt his liquids in me. He pulled out and spanked my ass cheeks. He removed the belt from my wrists and turned me to face him.
"I got what I wanted from you now, listen carefully. I don't want you anywhere near me. I don't want to see your ugly face, I don't want to see your ugly body, you're just a dirty little desperate slut. I don't want you near me."
I pulled down my dress to cover myself.
"What do you mean?"
"all I needed from you was your body, not even that I wanted what's between your legs, I got it so stay the hell away from me. Even in this club, ensure you work without crossing my path. "
"It's okay. I understand. I won't cross your path Saint. I love you."
I smiled at him and gave a slight nod.
"Can I have the keys sir."
Just a second ago we were close, physically. I wouldn't call it making love, you only do that with someone you love. He's not bad he's just, well he's just Saint. Saint Clarence Zyraelle. I could say I regretted it but I don't. I could be dramatic about how I felt but I felt nothing. I felt nothing at all.
Not anger, not hate, not hurt, not heartbreak, not disappointed, just empty. Like the place where my heart was supposed to be was just empty, like there was just an empty space, empty land amongst the cages of my ribs. Saint threw the key to me and I unlocked the door. I looked back at Saint who was already staring.
His gaze held nothing, not victory nor triumph just dark and empty. I loved his eyes. They were a beautiful but dark shade of Onyx brown. I loved that they were so dark, that seeing the light in them was so rare. I'd only seen his eyes sparkle once, on a date at McDonalds. He looked beautiful that day.
I turned away and walked myself out. My thighs hurt but I forced myself to walk anyway. I told Marcus I was sick so I'd leave work early today. I took a cab back home and found Laila sitting in the living room. She stood up when she saw me and jumped over the sofa and threw herself on me.
Laila,"guess who has a smart TV and Wi-Fi.'"
She turned around indicating she bought those things. I looked at the new setup, she had adorned the couches with soft pink covers and they were backed against the wall giving a clear and perfect view of the TV. The TV was a 55 inch samsung smart TV and the wifi had a pink design cover.
Laila, "since we get along now roomie I figured I could invest in us. We could turn this apartment into our dream home, you know. I remember the dreams I had as a teenager. You inspired me to fulfill them when I saw the dress you wore…ooh my god. I didnt notice how fucking hot you look. Bitch you look like a hot mess. You have to give me this dress please."
Evadne," Im sorry Laila, this is property of my workplace. I have to return it. Can we please watch a movie? Please."
She took my hand in hers and led me to the kitchen where she opened the fridge.
Laila," okay roomie. You sound gloomy, good thing I bought a whole lot of ice cream so if you feel like crying let's do it with elegance. No, that's not the right word. I have a couple of moviesI'd like to watch. Well start with Saiyaara then followed by Marjavaan and then The girlfriend and if you're still awake Mimi. so ice cream plus a movie marathon."
The idea of having ice cream and movies sounded fun. I was totally in.