keifer's pov -
why keifer
why did you do that
now you are acting like you love her
then why did you push her away
said those words which hurt her
Percy told calmly which means he is serious
because I had to
i had no fucking option
my enemies are targeting her
some are even blackmailing me to kill her
what should I do
He seems convinced by my answer
And I told my whole story about plan and everything
He listened
He didn't interrupt me
He didn't even beat me.
After that he said
I understood you keifer.
you had your reasons to push her away
but I can't tell you her details
i can't break her trust
when she trusted me the most in her worst times
My heart broken into different pieces
I don't know what to do anymore
But soon what he said gives me hope
i will soon go to her.
if she chooses you again
if she waits for you
i will definitely help you
when the right time comes
he said and left
For me that's enough
A hope
A small hope that I may reach her again
I slowly went to my car and drove to my house
I went to my room and sank to the floor
Started thinking and crying
Soon keigan came in anger and started saying things
I didn't expect from my brother to say these words about her
what is this kuya
you are immersed in her thoughts again
what magic she did to you
that you couldn't stop thinking about her.
leave her
she only wants your money
She is like Freya and ella
she only uses you
he said and I froze
I didn't expect this him
Why is his behaviour is strange i thought
enough keigan
she is not like them
She is different i shouted at him
But he didn't stop he kept going on and on
i waited
i waited enough that may be you need time
may be you pull yourself together
And fight for us
but you instead of looking for us
you are thinking about her again and again
you are crazy about her like a mad man
why kuya don't you want us
You only want her.
will u send us to that monster
we are burden to you
no keigan it's not like that I kept saying but he didn't listen again
she is taking you what we care about the most
i hate her the most
i hate her
my last thread of patience is gone and I pushed him
I didn't mean to hurt him
But I had no fucking choice
If I didn't push him he will not stop
enough keigan enough
calm down
he is anger
He is needs to calm down
Then only he listens to me
After I made him cool down
I started to speak
sit keigan i patted the place beside him
He slowly sat down
how could you think about her like that
she is not like ella or Freya
She is like mom
Who always love me unconditionally
what does she wants from me
she doesn't want my money
power anything
She just wants me only me
she just wants my love
all that she asked me just stay
i couldn't do even that
i left her for you both
if I choose her she would be with me now
I choosed you both that's why I left her
i pushed her
she always asks about you both
she doesn't even tell me
that you both behave harshly with her
She says it's ok they are kids
she always tells me
To put both of you above everyone else
because she knows all you have is me
she always tells me not to scold you both
Always spend time with you
she also treats you like family
you treat her differently don't you
i didn't know you would hate her this much
i think I failed as your kuya
i failed to give u a good upbringing i know it's harsh for them
But they need know they need to change so I said these words
no kuya you didn't fail
you never failed us he said while crying
I again started speaking
you both are not burden to me
you both are only left to me
You were a part of me
how can leave you alone
How could you think that I will leave you to that monster
no never
I choosed you both
thats why I pushed her
even though it hurts me
because I know I was the one you are looking up to me
i won't disappoint you
For the rest of my life
i choose you only you
i am just heartbroken that's why I cried
tomorrow onwards your kuya will be back
lets go to London tomorrow for inheritance
i will fight for you both
dont ever think like that again i said calmly
kuya I am sorry he said I cutted him by saying
you know she is pregnant
pregnant with my child
she didn't even said to me
I just found out by ci -n
by the time I reach her
she left me
she left the country
i didn't even know where she left i said sadly
i am going to be a tito
congratulations kuyaa
you will be the best father
Ate jay will be best mom
I think she is just angry on you
because you hurt her
after getting the inheritance
find her
tell her the truth
bring her here to live with us
dont worry
you will have all the time in the world to ask forgiveness
to make you forgive
He said bring me hope
i am sorry kuya
i never behave like that again
he said and left
I just left alone thinking about her and my child
where would she go
when will I find her
i muttered these questions to my self