jay's pov -
i slowly moved towards bed
He too slowly came and sat beside me
I sat quietly
Hand resting on my bump
I started to procces things
What he said the things are too much for me to understand all at once
After some time
He gently held my hand
Tears started forming in my eyes again
I started speaking
if ella loved you
she would have stayed with you even you had hundred flaws
she didn't
she cheated on you
yet you made a plan for her
if you didn't fall in love with me
will u still go with the plan i said
i know
and I regret about the plan I made he said while keeping his head down
i cancelled my engagement with Yuri i said
i know he Said
How he knows that
Damn he has his ways remember jayy
why can't you tell me about your problems
i will help you too i said calmly
exactly
thats why I didn't want to tell you
if you find out everyone will know
they will target you more
I don't want to tangle you in my problems
you had too many problems
i can't add more problems to you he said calmly
you made me feel like you never loved me
i am not enough for you
you made doubt myself and our Love too
i trusted you
i believed you
i gave you everything
yet you ruined me
you destroyed me
in the way I can't pull myself together again like before
Even though you are saying truth
i don't know if it's real or another plann
you broke the trust I had in you
i don't know if I can trust you
i don't know if I let you in our lives again
because if it's not about me
it's about someone else too i kept my hands on my bump and looking there
He too look there
i don't know what to do with you anymore
i told him the truth
Honestly I don't know what to do
Whether to let him in
Or whether to let him go
My heart can't handle if you hurt me again
i am not ready to face the sufferings and pain caused by you again
because this time it's not only me involved i said
Then he spoke
i know
i broke something precious that you gave to me
if you don't know what to do with me
i will make it simple for you
i gave him a confused look
I didn't understood what he said
What i asked
he understood what I meant
he spoke then
i am not asking to let me in now only
i am not asking you to act like nothing happened
i am asking for a chance
i am not asking you to forgive me now only
i will wait for my whole life for my forgiveness
i will wait for you
i am not going to force anything on you
i will be living in this house from now on
next to your room
i will not come near you unless you let me in
i am not going to start the conversation unless you start
i came here not to break you again
i came here to fix things
he said softly
Some broken things can't be fix like before keifer i shot back
i know but I want to try
i want to fix everything between us
i came here not to leave
i came here to stay
i will stay he said softly
i didn't say you could stay i said firmly
i know but
i will stay this time
i am never going to leave you again he said
We stayed like that only
After some time his eyes moved to my bump
He gently placed his hand on my bump and I let him again
I couldn't say anything
I want to feel it.
I want to feel that he came back is real
He started talking to babyy
Tears are in his eyes too
this this is real
my child he gently stroke his thumb on my stomach
heyyy
i am your d_dad
i don't know if you hear me or not
i am late too late
i am sorry really sorry
your mom is strong you know
she handled everything alone
i am sorry really sorry
But I am here now
i promise I won't leave you or your mom again he said softly
He then gently kisses my stomach
He then looked at me gently wiped my tears
I didn't realise I am still crying until then
I came back to reality
He then slowly went back to his room
He knows I needs space right now
So he went