~Sorry, sudden change of POV~
Jean's POV
I had slapped myself in the face several times to stop myself from coming to Shawn's place again after promising myself I would leave him alone, but even then, I still found myself at his door.
I felt like shit.
The mess at school was driving me insane, the gossip group was still full of noise, and I couldn't stand the judgments.
But as much as that bothered me, my parents finding out was what was really making me panic. I couldn't have them look at me and think they decided to have one child and he turned out to be useless… a humiliation.
Anyone else could hate me, but not my parents.
And as if that wasn't enough, I was unsettlingly bothered by the fact that Shawn had heard about it and might think I actually did it.
I knew he didn't care, but something in me refused to let him believe that.
