/POP Sana God/
Sana God was in shock while they were on their way to their first date. He felt some unknown pressure, like the universe itself was forcing him not to ruin their relationship. He felt bad about it. Even with these unknown feelings, he was still sure he would destroy their relationship, even if it destroyed himself.
[I'm crazy because of that evil. She is the problem. I want to destroy her. I won't forget what she did to my beloved. I won't let them have a chance to have a happy life like that while I am suffering like this, it's unacceptable.]
While following them, Sana God felt so much disgust while looking at their happy faces like that. He started to feel envy. "I wish I could be alive. I wish everything was just a nightmare, a dream where I could wake up and meet my beloved Lata."
His face looked sad and painful. For some reason, he stopped his actions. He really didn't want to ruin anyone's happiness because of his own pain.
[Why? Why? Must I suffer like this because of my stupid choice? Maybe at that time I couldn't escape from the evil, but why do I need to feel bad about myself when I had tried hard enough to make sure to save the world? My soul has been broken into pieces somehow, I miss the feeling of being human, I miss the old times when I still could live normally. Even though I became this way, some shattered light still remains inside my dead soul, maybe the good memories with Lata...]
A great idea came to his mind, and he asked himself, "Why do I need to care? These stupid people are just watching. Being near Lata is enough. I'm so stupid to think about anything else other than her. What is wrong with me? It's like I have become a different person when that other version of me appeared."
[After all, I'm not a villain, I'm just a fallen hero trying another way to save the world, but then I fell into that thing's trap. My mind has shattered and I feel like I'm no longer myself somehow. I don't regret my choice, I just feel bad and sad about my fate. I wish at that time I had chosen that stupid choice and continued living with my love at the end of the world, maybe dying together with your love is the best thing because you will never regret it. Why didn't I realise it? I'm so stupid somehow, the burden of saving the whole world completely ruined my existence. Maybe I needed to be more selfish instead of being a hero trying to save humanity. I don't hate humanity, I just hate the fate of this world.]
A lot of questions came to his mind right now, and then he appeared near Lata, continuing to watch her from afar and secretly support her dream from a distance. He didn't have the mind to watch them anymore... "I'm not powerless, you know, Taluala."
[Maybe someday I will find his weakness and finally take my freedom with eternal death or even find out what his true goal in this world is, but I'm sure it's related to that devil monster.]
....
Sana, with a happy face, wiped his phone screen to check a good place for their first date. While Alice clung to his arm, her eyes looked at Sana's happy smile. It made her heart beat faster, feeling warmth and happiness. The atmosphere was so sweet like a deeply loving couple, while walking on the street many people noticed them and somehow showed uncomfortable faces while looking at them. But the two of them were still in their own world and didn't care about anything, even if the world would be wiped out to the end of existence.
Sana's eyes glowed like he had found something interesting. Alice was very curious about it and looked at his phone. With an excited voice, Sana offered, "What do you think about a sushi restaurant? It will have air-conditioning. Very good for this hot day. I never tried sushi before I came to this world."
Alice stopped clinging to him and stood in front of him, extending her hand to him. Her voice was teasing and happy. "What a hopeless boy. I'll guide you, darling, to learn more about Japanese culture."
This view felt like he had become a true main character in a normal romance novel he had read in his previous life. His heart beat happily and excitedly because of these new feelings he had never felt in the rest of his life until now. Sana grabbed her hand and looked into her eyes. "Yes, please, my queen. Guide me to know more. But I still have a question."
Alice tilted her head curiously in a cute way. "Go ahead?"
Sana giggled in a teasing voice while using his fingertip to poke her cheek. "Is this your first time going to a restaurant?"
Alice froze in place while her face turned red after getting caught lying, but her face suddenly turned dark while remembering some tragic memories. She had never come to this place in her life. Even with the knowledge of the future, she still never had a date with him.
Because in the future, Sana would become her enemy and wouldn't accept her eternal love.
So their relationship broke apart because of that. But luckily, she knew about it. She was planning to prepare a perfect plan to make sure he would never hate her and would stay on her side no matter how evil she became. After all, everything she did was just for him, not for herself. She needed to be careful about Sana's future version. That Sana was her biggest enemy now, the one who had tried to stop her eternal love.
Sana giggled and held her hand more tightly, looking at her shy face, trying hard to capture this moment forever deep inside his soul. "Me too. This is our first time."
Sana didn't even know he had been manipulated by his own enemy, himself from the future.
Alice avoided eye contact while continuing to follow Sana's lead while holding his hand and moving slowly behind him, like Sana had become a big brother guiding his shy little sister for the first time into the real world. Maybe they would still have a lot of things to do like a normal couple does in real life, not like in anime. But Alice still feared her memories about the future. "..."
After that, they finished their lunch. Alice looked tired. Sana noticed it, but he became more playful, misunderstanding her heavy worries about the future.
"My love, I feel very tired. Can I lay my head on your lap for a little?" Sana pointed his hand toward a wooden bench.
Many people were there having their own picnics. The atmosphere was very good, with a gentle breeze making everyone feel better after a long day of hard work or studying on this weekend.
Alice giggled at his actions and started acting like a child to hide her worries. She stomped her foot on the ground. "No, I'm more tired than you. It should be me, not you."
Sana froze because her childish actions were too cute for him to resist. He smiled and guided her to sit on his lap while he sat on the wooden bench. But Alice didn't sleep; her eyes kept looking at Sana constantly.
Sana avoided her gaze. "Are you feeling better now?"
Alice grabbed his face, her voice trembling. "Kiss me."
Sana looked around. There were many people spending time with their families. His face turned red, his voice trembling. "No, Alice. This is not the right time."
Alice said angrily, "Fine." Her face moved and she hid it against his wrist.
Sana stroked her hair, trying to calm her sulking mood and said in a warm voice, "What is bothering you, honey? You can tell me, I will do anything you want, don't hide it from me okay?"
Alice looked into his eyes with an annoyed face. "..."
Sana shamelessly turned completely red while looking around to make sure no one noticed them. Sana lowered his head and then Alice immediately captured his lips. "Mine forever..."