/POP Sana/
Sana smiled and stroked her hair, his eyes nearly tearing up because it had been so long since he could meet her, could feel her presence. His heart felt calmer, more stable with these feelings. "Alice."
Alice, with a happy face, looked at his face. "Yes, call my name again." her voice teasing.
Her face rubbed against Sana's chest. She acted like a cat, Sana felt she was cute with her actions but somehow in his mind he still felt uneasy about this.
[Why do I feel like I'm not being myself anymore, like someone controls me somehow? Am I still myself after these events? Maybe my story will come to an end soon and then I can finally rest and take a normal life with Alice, right? Even if my life is bad, if I keep living and try hard to change my fate maybe good things will happen in my life or even worse things. Life is so stupid, somehow my life will be a tragic one. Is life really worth living even when your life is so painful and sucks? Maybe I need to create my own happiness in this pain and suffering of existence and not care what other people think about me. Just keep living in this stupid life.]
Sana used his hand to touch her cheek. "Alice, I miss you so badly."
Her face looked mischievous. "Really?" her red eyes glowed happily.
[She is the only thing motivating me every day when I wake up, like I can never escape from her now. Sometimes I just want to give up, sometimes I doubt my efforts, my existence, maybe death is better but still I choose her. To continue living in this stupid life even if my life will have a tragic ending, who knows, but keep living is the only thing I know. Alice, you're the darkness in my empty world, even if my life becomes darkness it's still better than emptiness.]
Sana could see clearly and in a happy voice said, "I want to spend more time with you, I really miss your warmth, your smile, your teasing and the way you tease me. It has been so long, I can't wait anymore. I really love you after such a long time not meeting you, Alice. You're my everything. Really, really..."
[I'm so hungry now, I want to taste something, I miss the feeling of being human now.]
Alice, her eyes dancing happily. "Yes darling, I miss you too."
She used her hand to destroy the dream and then Sana woke up. When he opened his eyes, his eyes finally met her red eyes. Alice played like a child and with her fingertips pointed at her lips.
[This girl, she's so naughty all the time, I'm so weak because she lusts after me now, I'm so addicted to her now, how can I escape from her now?]
Sana knew what she meant now. Then Sana pretended he didn't understand her actions. He looked into her eyes while teasing her face. Alice showed a sulking face. While lying near him, she turned her back to him to show her anger toward him now.
[haha she is so cute, I miss this side of her. It has been so long like this, like I just met her yesterday, so fast. Sometimes I'm so greedy to want these moments forever, maybe she feels the same, right? She must be making some crazy plan to completely make me hers, what a stupid girl.]
Sana pulled her closer and hugged her very tightly while his hand wrapped around her wrist. His voice whispered, "Where did my yandere go? Why are you so shy like a young girl like this?"
But suddenly Alice giggled crazily. She turned back to face him and then used both her hands to push Sana away.
[What? Is she the Alice I know? Why did she suddenly change so much? I didn't even realise it.]
Sana was very surprised by her actions and then she laid on him with her face showing obsession.
[I'm definitely wrong, maybe some guys would call me a lucky bastard for having a yandere girlfriend like this, right?]
Sana said in a happy voice, "So you were playing around with me all this time?"
Alice didn't say anything. She lowered her head to his lips and then Sana accepted her affection. While all of her body lay on him, her hands wrapped around his neck and then a long, emotional kiss...
Sana showed a satisfied face like he had been hungry for this feeling for a long time.
[To be human is not bad, now I can understand the feeling of being like an AI, they can't feel any senses like human beings, they're just tools, but Alice is different, she is still human, in my previous life there was still a being like her existing.]
Alice smiled, her hands against both sides of Sana. Her breath was heavy after the effect of that kiss. Her long hair moved with her, like Sana had become her prey.
[These heavy feelings when a yandere takes advantage of you are so addictive to me now, I never thought I would love a yandere girl like that in my life. Maybe I'm so stupid to believe in such heavy love from her. But why does she love me so much? Maybe I would give up everything I have just for her. Even my dream, my soul and my existence to this predator yandere.]
Sana smiled. "No Alice, this is not the right time. I want to spend time with you. Maybe let's do it later."
Alice really wanted to stay completely with her beloved. But she stopped herself, she really didn't want to hurt Sana. Even if she had told herself she would make him suffer, even if she forced him to stay bound to her forever. Maybe this was the effect Sana had on her. Their love was still very weird or maybe toxic in some way, but they never had arguments or conflicts at all. Maybe this was what fate love like soulmates was. But the way Sana looked at her with deep love made her change her mind. After all, a yandere like her still had good judgment. Everything she did was just for the best for Sana, she was not a stupid girl ruining their relationship.
Alice was reluctant but then she laid on Sana again and hugged him very tightly. "Yes, just having you here is enough for me, I don't need anything, I don't want to hurt you. But I'm so scared of losing you. If you try to leave me I have no choice but to hurt you..." she hid her face against his cheek.
[How can I stop loving this innocent cute girl like this? Even if she tries to manipulate me, I'm nuts okay.]
Sana stroked her head lovingly, trying to make her feel comfortable. "Yes my love, I'll never leave you. I swear, never. I can't live without you, you're the only light I have in my dark world. In this world no one really loves me as much as you love me. I won't be scared of you or feel hurt by you. Having you around me is enough for me too."
[What the fuck did I just say, how shameless am I.]
Alice giggled happily, her eyes tearing up. "I'm so happy now."
[I miss her warmth, her smile, I feel like my heart has healed somehow, I will ask her about my dream sometime, I still feel like that dream was made by her. How can she easily come into my dream? So many secrets still remain in my innocent girl.]
And they continued cuddling all day, while having a lot of happy energy in this hellish space, the love of forbidden love with the inferno. "hahahaha"
Time passed very fast, Sana felt his stomach start making a loud sound. "Roarrr."
His face blushed while Alice giggled at his blushing face and then a great idea came to Sana. "I want to go outside for lunch with you, my love. This is my bad, we haven't had a date yet."
[Yes, yes, this is the perfect plan haha finally I can deceive her into going to the outside world.]
Alice looked curious and smiled. "Yes let's go darling."
[ahahah what an innocent girl, after all you are so stupid my tsundere girl Alice.]
Sana hid his smile and then they prepared to wear clothes for their first date.
Sana really didn't know what clothes he should wear, he went to ask Google and then he finally made his choice.
[I never went on a date with someone before, even in my previous life I had one but it still felt like a lie from that girl. I'm so lucky not to fall into her trap, she even became my stepsister, there was no love in it, just hatred and hurt from the toxic relationship. When my love couldn't come true and was ignored by her it burned into hatred. I would never do this to Alice. This is the best way to continue our love story even if there are still some flaws in it.]
Sana wore a long-sleeved white shirt, light yellow khaki pants mixed with gray, and Birkenstock sandals. He looked at the mirror.
[I'm not bad, right? I always feel bad about my appearance, maybe I'm so negative about it. With clothes anyone can become a handsome guy, I start to believe in this idea. After all humans are just ugly creatures with these things making us more beautiful, but that's not the real problem because pure love is enough with these things after all the universe is an indifferent universe.]
And then Alice came to Sana. Sana was shocked by how beautiful she was, unlike her usual self clinging to him everywhere.
[Who is that beautiful girl? Is she really my girlfriend? This is a dream, right?]
She wore a Korean-style Mohan Yimei dress with a brown colour, a small watch, a book bag with the same colour, and Mary Jane shoes.
[There's no way she can be this beautiful.]
Alice, with a shy face, avoided his eyes while becoming timid. This was the first time she changed herself to become more beautiful for her love. Normally she really didn't care about her appearance that much... her hands held tightly onto her book bag straps...
[Why is she shy like an innocent girl like that? Am I daydreaming?]
Sana smiled. "Who is this beautiful girl I never met before?" his teasing voice came close to her while he extended his left hand to her while kneeling before her. "Will you go on a date with me my queen?"
Alice smiled, overcoming her red face. "Yes my darling, you're so sweet and handsome too."
[I'm so happy now, so this is the feeling when you have a girlfriend. I never felt like this before, I can understand why these stupid people keep saying they'll stay single for the rest of their lives hehe because they're so scared of being hurt, right?]
For so long both of them felt so happy like this and held hands to spend their first day together. But this was not easy, because there was something hidden waiting for the perfect timing. Sana's God looked at them with a disgusted face. "This is my chance now, I'll ruin their relationship."
He giggled crazily mixed with anger and hatred. "Do you think you will be happy like that? Why am I suffering like this, how dare you smile like that ARRRa."