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Chapter 80 - Chapter 75

I posted both posters on a Saturday morning and then put my phone in my pocket and went to make breakfast.

 

That was it. No caption. No announcement thread. Just two pieces of art dropped back to back and then silence.

 

Claire's was illustrated, dark purple background, her red curls drawn wild around her face, a ribcage hovering over her with bats scattered through it. The chest tattoo visible. Eyes pale and slightly otherworldly. Smoky letters at the bottom that read Lost Cause. Her name underneath in bold. Claire Greenhouse.

 

Imani's was drawn too, mirror selfie style, platinum hair half pulled back, hoop earring, that expression she had where she looked like she already knew something you did not. Side to Side. Imani Clarke.

 

Two artists. Nothing alike. Same day.

 

I had 10 million monthly listeners. Rolling Loud in six weeks. And I had just quietly introduced two women who had been waiting years for somebody to open the door.

 

I ate my eggs. I let the internet find them.

 

* * *

 

There is something about a song finding the right person in the right moment that you cannot manufacture no matter how good your rollout is.

 

A girl somewhere had Side to Side on repeat in her room with the lights off. She was not doing anything else. Just lying there letting it run. She had found it through a repost, did not even know who Imani was twenty minutes ago, and now she was on her third listen trying to figure out why it felt like the song already knew her. She sent it to her best friend at midnight with no message. Her best friend texted back four minutes later. who is this and why am I walking side to side.

 

Somewhere else a girl had Lost Cause playing low on her speaker because her roommate was asleep. She was sitting at her desk in the dark and Claire's voice was doing something to her on the bridge, that specific line, and she had to stop and just sit with it for a second because she had not heard a song say the exact thing she had been feeling in a long time. She went to Claire's page. Two posts. The announcement and nothing before it. She hit follow and then sat there in the quiet for a while, not doing anything, just holding the feeling.

 

That was happening in a hundred rooms that night. Maybe more. I did not know the exact number. I just knew what it felt like when something was moving.

 

@celestialvibe__ imani clarke said side to side and i have not recovered. who IS she

 

@redcurlsonly claire greenhouse has been doing covers for four years and i always knew. I ALWAYS KNEW.

 

@ghostgirlaesthetic lost cause is for the girls who stayed too long and knew it and stayed anyway. claire greenhouse sees us.

 

@musicnerd2049 boosted jay really just dropped two artists who are going to end everybody like it was nothing. okay.

 

@imaniswig the rap verse. THE RAP VERSE. she ate and left no crumbs.

 

@sidetosidefan00 i made this account ten minutes ago because of imani clarke. i have never done this in my life. i don't care.

 

* * *

 

I got to June's office at ten the next morning and they were already there.

 

Both of them.

 

Imani was on the couch with her legs folded under her, phone in both hands, scrolling fast. She had this smile she kept trying to push down and it kept coming back up. She looked like someone who had been told to act normal and had forgotten how.

 

Claire was in the chair across from her. One leg crossed over the other, coffee in her hand, looking out the window. She was quieter about it but the energy coming off her was not quiet at all. She had the stillness of someone who had been wanting something for a long time and was finally letting themselves believe it was real.

 

She had been doing covers for four years. Four years of other people's songs, other people's words, pouring everything she had into music that was never going to be fully hers. She had been good at it. She had built something real doing it. But there is a difference between being good at something and being seen for the thing you actually are, and Claire Greenhouse had been waiting a long time to be seen.

 

Imani had been waiting too, just differently. Eighteen years of a voice that was bigger than anywhere she had to put it. Voice lessons her mom paid for working doubles. A phone full of voice memos she recorded at two in the morning because the ideas did not care what time it was. All of it sitting there waiting for a room to exist that was big enough.

 

They had both been waiting. And now the numbers were moving and the comments were filling up and people who had never heard either name before yesterday were already forming opinions about them and it was just starting.

 

"Forty-three thousand streams overnight," Imani said without looking up. Her voice came out steadier than she looked. "Forty-three thousand people listened to my song while I was sleeping."

 

Claire looked over at her. "Sixty-eight for Lost Cause."

 

Imani finally looked up. "How."

 

"The YouTube audience," June said from her desk. "A hundred thousand subscribers notified at once. But that's not what I'm watching." She turned her monitor around so they could both see it. "I'm watching this. The shares. The people who have never heard of either of you before yesterday and are sharing it anyway. That's the one that matters."

 

Imani stared at the screen for a second. Then she pressed her lips together and looked at the ceiling and breathed out slow.

 

"I'm not going to be normal about this," she said. "I want everyone to know I tried. I genuinely tried to be calm."

 

Claire laughed. A real one, surprised out of her. I had not heard her laugh like that before. It was a good sound.

 

"How are you so put together right now?" Imani asked her.

 

Claire looked at her coffee. "I cried in my hotel room at two in the morning."

 

"Okay good."

 

"Zoe heard me and woke up and asked if I was hurt and I had to explain that sometimes people cry when they're happy." She paused. "She said that didn't make sense and went back to sleep."

 

Imani covered her mouth. "That's the best thing I've ever heard."

 

I sat on the edge of June's desk and watched them. I did not say anything for a minute. I just let them have it.

 

This was the part of it nobody talked about. Not the numbers, not the strategy. Just this. Two people in a room who had spent years being told in a hundred small ways that the thing they wanted was too far away, finally sitting inside proof that it was not.

 

Imani looked over at me. "You're being suspiciously quiet."

 

"I'm always quiet."

 

"You texted Claire at six in the morning," June said without looking up from her screen.

 

Claire nodded slowly, confirming.

 

"I was checking numbers," I said.

 

"Three separate texts," Claire said.

 

Imani pointed at me. "You're excited."

 

"I'm professionally monitoring the rollout."

 

She laughed again. Claire was smiling into her coffee. Even Diane in the corner looked up long enough to give me a look.

 

I let it go. They had earned it. We all had.

 

* * *

 

The stans came by the end of the week and they came fast.

 

Claire's people called themselves the Greenhouse Gang. I did not know who started it, it was just there one morning. They were the ones who had followed her covers for years and were now losing their minds about the original, posting the bridge lyric on their pages like it was scripture.

 

someone like you would always be so easy to find.

 

They said it like it had happened to them personally. It probably had.

 

Imani's stans had no name yet but they were louder and they moved faster. Clipping the rap verse over everything, making edits, posting the drawn poster as their icons. One girl posted a video of herself reacting to Side to Side in real time, forty seconds, no cuts, just her sitting at her desk going through every emotion in sequence, and it got sixty thousand views in three days. Imani reposted it with a red heart and the girl's notifications apparently broke.

 

She posted a screenshot with the caption: I am going to need everyone to understand I am not okay and I will not be okay.

 

Imani replied with a single laughing emoji. The girl framed the screenshot.

 

Claire posted once that first week. Just the cover art and two words.

 

thank you.

 

Fifty thousand likes.

 

I watched all of it from my phone, from the studio, from the car. I had introduced them. Opened the door. The rest was theirs and it was always going to be theirs and watching it happen felt like exactly what it was supposed to feel like.

 

Six weeks to Rolling Loud. I had a set to build and two artists who were suddenly real to a lot of people all at once.

 

Good problem to have.

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