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You are my light.

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The ice is a cold surface, but for them, it was the only place where they remembered being happy. After being wounded by the people they trusted most, fate hands them a second chance in the form of a childhood love. A bond that resurfaces with a single glance, yet comes with a question burned into their minds: "Don’t you remember me?" ​Their love story has only just begun, but the shadows of the past are not willing to let them go. With vengeance looming over their private lives and sabotage threatening their skating careers, danger is everywhere. Will their light withstand the chill of betrayal, or will they ultimately shatter under the pressure?
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Chapter 1 - Where It All Started

In a competition like any other, the ice rink was a hotbed of movement and tension. Sskaters devoured the space during the pre-event warm-up—that crucial window where it would be decided who would take home absolute glory.

​At one end of the rink, Aibek Kenes, the famous skater known as "The Light of Kazakhstan," was polishing his jumps. Some came out flawless, suspended in the air with mathematical grace; others, however, faltered upon landing. Despite the imperfections, he kept Jake's gaze locked onto him. The Canadian didn't hide his scrutiny.

​The previous competition had left scars on both of them. Ever since Zinov Kuznetsov had claimed the gold medal at the last Grand Prix, Jake had driven himself to exhaustion in training, striving to reach an unattainable level. But defeat hadn't just brought athletic frustration; it had also triggered a personal blow that still felt like a bad joke: his girlfriend had left him for failing to reach the top of the podium. Aibek hadn't had it any better either. Following the victory, the Russian, Zinov, had pushed him away with cold indifference, shattering the closeness they once shared. Now, both the Canadian and the Kazakh glided across the ice like two wandering souls, with no intention of looking for anything—or anyone—special.

​A sharp thud broke Jake's trance.

​Aibek had just fallen abruptly after a failed jump that had nearly cost him his ankle. Without a second thought, Jake dug his skates in and rushed over at full speed. He carefully caught him by the arms, helping him get back on his feet. In exchange for his protective reflex, he received only a barely audible "Thank you"—a timid response that nevertheless left Jake completely thrown, his heart hammering at a wild, unfamiliar pace. He couldn't quite comprehend the sudden flutter in his chest, but the urgency to not let him walk away was stronger.

​"Hey! Wait!" he called out, closing the distance with a single glide.

​Jake grabbed his arm. The Kazakh turned slowly over his shoulder, casting a gaze so severe and frigid it would have made anyone back down. Jake swallowed hard, feeling a sudden tightness in his throat.

​"Yeah... I just wanted to... ask you out for coffee... What do you say?" he stammered, internally cursing his nerves. However, the faint pink tint that surfaced on Aibek's cheeks restored his confidence. His proposal seemed to have worked.

​Aibek remained silent, weighing the invitation. The idea of coffee didn't entirely convince him amid so much pressure, but after a deep sigh, he yielded to the persistence of those dark eyes.

​"Let's go," he nodded, turning around.

​As Aibek slipped his blade protectors onto his skates to head toward the locker rooms, Jake felt the air return to his body after what felt like a near heart attack. He quickened his pace to follow him. Walking behind him, the evident height difference became glaringly obvious; the Kazakh's smaller silhouette awakened an unexpected warmth inside him—a tenderness he tried to hide.

​"You're Jake Jayden Brown, right?" Aibek asked suddenly. His voice sounded soft, stripped of the rigid seriousness he usually displayed in front of the cameras.

​"The one and only!" Jake celebrated, caught up in the excitement of being recognized. "The King of the Ice! The great Jake Jayden!"

​Knowing he sounded terribly narcissistic, he couldn't stop playing his own character, though a part of him feared appearing too childish to such a reserved guy. To his surprise, the conversation naturally guided them to the dressing area, where a coincidence awaited them: their lockers were right next to each other.

​"Looks like we're neighbors, my neighbor Bek," Jake commented, daring to use the nickname with an improvised familiarity.

​"And without even realizing it," Aibek replied with his usual brevity.

​Opening the metal door, Aibek revealed the inside of his locker. At the back, perfectly tucked away, rested a small teddy bear. As he shifted his backpack, the Kazakh had to reposition the toy, exposing it completely to the Canadian's curiosity.

​Jake watched the scene out of the corner of his eye, marveled by the contrast. This guy, who presented himself to the world as an unyielding iceberg, hid a vulnerable side that ignited an overwhelming desire in Jake to know him deeply. There was a strange comfort between them, as if an invisible thread had connected them for a long time. As he observed Bek's slight, almost imperceptible pout while arranging his things, an impulsive idea crossed Jake's mind: Should I give him a gift? No, hold on, you're moving way too fast, you're barely exchanging words with him. Trying to tame the whirlwind of his own thoughts, Jake forced himself to calm down, placing his expectations on the coffee they would share in a couple of hours. He only hoped that fate wouldn't ruin the moment.

​For his part, Aibek grappled with his own doubts while organizing his belongings. What was he doing there, accepting the company of someone as loud as Jake? The loneliness of the past few months had grown heavy, and a little distraction wouldn't hurt, but the choice of companion still baffled him.

​With a sigh, he looked away from the Canadian and focused on the teddy bear. It was a sacred object. He remembered perfectly the day he got it, in the middle of a rink, when the crowd threw gifts onto the ice after his routine. That medium-sized plush, with its sweater knitted in a blue and red pattern, had hit him square in the face, drawing a soft laugh from him back then. Examining it closely in the dressing room, he had discovered two embroidered letters: "JJ." Shortly after, another bear fell near him, this one with the initials "A" and "K." Convinced that the latter was a tribute to his own name, he decided to keep them as amulets, always carrying them with him in his bag.

​The thread of his memories was abruptly cut when he saw, almost in slow motion, a foreign hand reach into his locker. With unexpected gentleness, Jake's fingers wrapped around the small bear, lifting it from the shelf to examine it closely.

​"Hey! Give me back my bear!" Aibek demanded, feeling a rush of adrenaline that flushed his cheeks. He felt exposed, caught in a blush he tried to hide by looking away.

​The protest startled Jake, but he didn't let go of the toy. There was something about the texture of the knitted sweater, the shape of the stitching, and the initials that felt strangly familiar. Oblivious to the Kazakh's annoyance, Jake continued to hold the bear in his hands, tracing the details with a silent fascination, as if searching for a hidden answer within the fibers of the plush.