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Chapter 5 - My Teenage Mistakes

I still remember that moment—the way everything inside me was breaking, yet I couldn't walk away.

After I confronted him, after all the lies and confusion, there was silence between us. A heavy, suffocating silence.

Then one night, my phone rang.

"Please… just listen to me once," his voice came through, softer than I had ever heard it.

I stayed quiet.

"I'm sorry," he said, his voice trembling. "I know I messed up. I know I hurt you. But you have to believe me… those girls don't mean anything to me. You're the one I care about. You're the one I love."

Tears welled up in my eyes. "Then why did you lie?" I whispered. "Why did you make me feel like I was just an option?"

"I was scared," he replied instantly. "Scared of losing you… and I handled everything the wrong way. But I swear, I can fix this. Just… don't leave me."

My heart and my mind were fighting a war.

"You broke my trust," I said, my voice shaking. "Do you even understand how much that hurts?"

"I do," he said, almost pleading now. "And I hate myself for it. But give me one chance… just one chance to prove that I can be better. I can be yours, completely."

There was a long pause.

Because the truth was… I still loved him.

No matter how much I tried to be strong, my heart refused to let him go.

"I don't know if I can trust you again," I admitted.

"You don't have to trust me immediately," he said gently. "Just… don't stop loving me. I'll earn your trust back, I promise."

That promise… it felt fragile, yet I held onto it.

And maybe I was weak.

Or maybe I was just in love.

"Okay…" I finally said, closing my eyes as tears slipped down my cheeks. "One last chance."

"I won't waste it," he replied quickly. "I swear."

And just like that, I went back to him.

I chose love over fear.

I chose him… even after everything.

Because sometimes, no matter how much it hurts, the heart wants what it wants.He didn't just apologize… he made promises.

The kind of promises that sound like forever.

"I swear," he said, holding my hand tightly as if I might disappear, "nothing like this will ever happen again. You don't have to worry anymore. I'm yours… only yours."

I looked into his eyes, searching for even a hint of doubt.

"And them?" I asked softly, my voice still carrying the fear I couldn't hide.

"They don't exist for me anymore," he replied firmly. "Wait… I'll show you."

Right in front of me, he took out his phone. My heart was racing as I watched his fingers move.

Block.

Block.

"It's done," he said, showing me the screen. "Happy now?"

A small, fragile smile appeared on my face.

"I just… don't want to lose you," I whispered.

"You won't," he said, pulling me closer. "Never."

And in that moment, I believed him.

I let myself feel safe again.

Days passed… then weeks.

At first, everything felt perfect—almost like a dream I was too scared to wake up from. His texts, his calls, his attention… it all felt real.

But slowly… something started changing.

"Hey, you didn't call today," I said one evening, trying to keep my tone light.

"I was busy," he replied casually. "You know I have stuff to do too."

I paused. "You used to tell me everything…"

"I still do," he said, a little impatient now. "Why are you overthinking?"

I went quiet.

Maybe I was overthinking.

Or maybe… I was just noticing.

The late replies.

The shorter conversations.

The missing effort.

"Do you even miss me?" I asked one night, my voice barely above a whisper.

There was a pause on the other side.

"Of course I do," he said, but this time… it didn't feel the same.

"You don't sound like it," I replied, my heart slowly sinking.

"You're making it a big deal again," he sighed. "Everything is fine, okay? Just relax."

Relax.

That word echoed in my mind.

How was I supposed to relax when I could feel him slipping away… little by little?

"I'm still the same," he added. "Nothing has changed."

But deep down… I knew something had.

Because the boy who once begged me not to leave…

Was now the same boy who was slowly learning how to stay without trying.

And I… was the same girl who had fallen so deeply in love…

That I kept holding on—even when I could feel his grip loosening.

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