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Chapter 4 - After my heart

The door closed softly, and Lucian moved to the window, his posture straight despite the weight of his thoughts. He gazed out at the sprawling estate, his mind already working through the problems ahead.

"The city's destruction," he murmured to himself, hands clasped behind his back. "A few months at most. But the game never explained the specifics of how it happened. Just that it did."

He turned from the window, pacing with measured steps. This was a strategic problem, one that required information he didn't have. The invasion had been orchestrated by a jealous noble, but which one? What were the signs? How could he prevent it without seeming like he possessed impossible foreknowledge?

A knock at the door interrupted his calculations.

"Enter," Lucian said, his voice carrying natural authority as he positioned himself near the center of the room, hands still clasped behind his back.

The door opened hesitantly, revealing a petite figure who stepped inside with the wariness of someone expecting a trap. Elara. His younger sister had golden hair braided neatly over her shoulder and wide blue eyes that flickered with barely concealed fear. She wore a pale blue dress that emphasized her youth, though the tension in her posture aged her beyond her years.

"You wanted to see me, Brother?" Her voice was soft, cautious, and she stopped several feet away as if maintaining a safe distance.

Lucian studied her carefully, noting every detail of her body language. The way she held herself, ready to flee at any moment. The fear in her eyes that she tried to hide behind politeness. The damage the original Lucian had done was worse than he'd imagined.

Elara's eyes caught something in his expression, and she suddenly turned, grabbing her maid's hand and pulling her inside as a shield.

The maid who entered commanded immediate attention. Vibrant orange hair caught the sunlight, cascading over her shoulders in waves that framed a face marked by confidence and intelligence. Amber eyes assessed him with sharp awareness, and her maid's uniform, while modest, couldn't hide an elegant figure.

Lucian's expression remained neutral, though he cataloged the information automatically. Another beautiful woman in this household. The game wasn't exaggerating the aesthetics.

"Master Lucian," Vera said, her voice sharp with accusation as she placed hands on her hips. "Are you bullying your sister again? Is that why you summoned her?"

Elara clutched Vera's gown, her voice trembling. "Don't make Brother mad, Vera. If he gets angry, he'll torment me all day."

The words hit Lucian like a physical blow, though his expression barely shifted. Only a slight tightening of his jaw betrayed his reaction. The original Lucian was worse than I thought. No wonder they look at me like I'm a monster.

Vera stepped forward protectively, her smaller frame somehow projecting immense presence. "Well? You have something to say, Master Lucian? Or were you planning on continuing this cruel routine?"

Lucian met her challenging gaze steadily, his posture relaxed but commanding. When he spoke, his voice was calm, measured, carrying the weight of genuine sincerity rather than empty promises.

"Vera. Elara." He addressed them both, his tone neither defensive nor apologetic, simply direct. "I understand your wariness. Given my past behavior, it would be foolish of you to trust me immediately."

He took a single step forward, noting how Elara flinched but didn't run. Progress, however small.

"I didn't summon you here to continue old patterns, Elara. I summoned you to break them." His eyes, when they met his sister's, held steady and sincere. "I want to apologize. For everything."

Vera's eyes narrowed. "Words are easy, Master Lucian. If you want Elara to believe you, you'll have to prove it."

"I agree completely," Lucian said, inclining his head slightly in acknowledgment. "Which is why I'm not asking for immediate forgiveness or trust. I'm asking for an opportunity to demonstrate change through action."

Elara peeked out from behind Vera, confusion replacing some of the fear in her expression. "Brother...?"

Lucian's expression softened marginally, though he maintained his composure. "Elara, I know I've given you no reason to believe me. But I'm asking you to observe, not to trust blindly. Watch my actions in the coming days and weeks. Judge me by what I do, not what I say."

He paused, then added with quiet intensity, "You shouldn't have to fear your own brother. That ends now."

Vera remained protective, but Lucian could see calculation in her amber eyes. She was assessing whether this was another manipulation or something genuine.

"What brought about this sudden change?" Vera asked, her tone still suspicious but less hostile.

Lucian considered his response carefully. He couldn't tell them the truth, but he could give them something honest. "Let's say I had a moment of clarity. A realization that the path I was on led nowhere worth going." He met Vera's eyes directly. "I don't expect you to understand or accept it immediately. I'm simply asking for the chance to prove it's real."

Elara's grip on Vera's gown loosened slightly. Her voice, when she spoke, was barely a whisper. "You really mean it?"

"I do," Lucian said simply. No grand declarations, no flowery promises. Just certainty.

The room fell into tense silence as Vera and Elara exchanged glances, having a wordless conversation. Finally, Vera spoke, her tone still wary but fractionally less hostile.

"Very well, Master Lucian. We'll observe. But if this is another of your games..." She left the threat unfinished, but the implication was clear.

"It's not," Lucian said firmly. Then, shifting his approach, he gestured to the chairs near the window. "Elara, would you sit with me for a moment? I'd like to know how you've been. Genuinely."

It was a small request, almost mundane, but the way Elara's eyes widened suggested it was unprecedented.

Vera placed a protective hand on Elara's shoulder. "You don't have to if you don't want to, Lady Elara."

Elara looked between her maid and her brother, uncertainty warring with something that might have been fragile hope. "I... I suppose a few minutes wouldn't hurt."

Lucian nodded, moving to take a seat himself with the unhurried grace of someone who'd never questioned his right to command a room. But there was something different now, something in the way he waited for Elara to choose her own seat rather than directing her.

Small changes. That's how trust was rebuilt. Not through grand gestures, but through consistent, steady proof that the old Lucian was gone.

And Lucian intended to prove it, one careful step at a time.

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