Chapter 3 - Dil ki bat ya khamoshi...

Ladki ne decide kar liya tha ki aaj usko ko Apne Dil Ki Baat Bata degi. Kabi kabi Dil bahut Kuchh Kahana Chahta Hai.par lafz sath nhi dte hai. Aankhon Mein hajar baten hoti per juban Khamosh Rah Jaati Hai.bo sammne hota hai pir bhi door lagta hai.jese dil ki sirf dil tak simat rah gyi ho..kaash tum samjh paate... Yah ek hi soch baar baar dil mein ati hai. Par pir lagta hai ki agar mohabat sachi hai to khamoshi bhi ek din bol uthegyi...par kabhi kabhi dil etna bar ata hai ki lagta ki ab sab kuch kaha dena chiye hai..aankhon mein aanus hai, par chehre par srif ek halki se mukshaan..... Jaise Dard ko chhupana ek Aadat ban gai Ho. Vah mere pass Khada tha bilkul pass.... Fir Bhi Ham donon ke bich Ek Ajeeb Si Duri thi Khamoshi ki Duri thi. Usne poochha Tum Kuchh Kahana chahti ho? " Usne Dhire se poochha Dil jor se Dhadkane Laga.... Ha mein kahna chati hu par awazz hi nhi nikal rahi hai agar mein kaha deti to sayad sab kuch badal jaata yah sayad sab kuch katm hi ho jaata/ woh kuch der tak mujhe dekhta raha or pir, or pir halka se muskuraya, par us mukshaan mein kushi nhi thi. Cholo rahne dete hai usne kaha yah sunnkar dil andar se toot gaya tha.... Kaya bo bhi yahi mehsoos karta yah pir srif mein hi es khamoshi mein jee rahi hoo.? Tabi uska phone bejta hai...usne sreen deki uska chehra ek damse serious hoga. Bo thodi dor ja ka bat karne lagya or bola mein aa raha hoo... Usne kaha ki usko kuch mat batna mera dil ruk gaya.kaya chuppa raha bo mujhe...? Call katam hote bo mere pass a gaya. Usne kaha mujhe jana hoga jaldi.par esa kyu bola hoga? Kaya ho raha? Mein poocha aankhon mein aanus lekar.woh kuch pal ke liye rukta ha..ek pal liye esa laga ki bo sab kuch bata dega.par dreere se usne aapna haat chhuda liya.. Or be usne etna kaha agar tum sach pata chala to tum mujhe nafart karogi.. Par pir srif etna kehta hai. Trust me"....or chala jata hai. Is baar bina peeche dekte. Mein bhi khadi raha jati hu...dil mein hazaar sawaal or aankhon mein aanus. Par sabse bada sawaal tha. Esa kaya sach hai jo meri mohabat se bhi zyada bhari hai.. Kaya uski khamoshi mein sach chuppa tha yahi meri mohabat hi ek khamoshi ki kahani bane bali hai.? "Next kaya hoga batna jarur please comment karke...