Chapter 9: THE HUNTER
The jungle breathed around us like a living thing.
Locke moved through the underbrush with the silent efficiency of someone who'd spent a lifetime dreaming about exactly this moment. His footsteps landed on roots and leaves without sound. His eyes tracked broken branches and displaced earth with practiced ease. Every motion spoke of competence earned through fantasy made real.
I followed three paces behind, watching, learning, waiting for the moment that would change everything.
"See here." Locke crouched near a muddy patch, pointing at a depression in the soil. "Boar. Male, from the depth of the track. Traveling alone—they do that when they're territorial."
"Territorial about what?"
"Feeding grounds. Mating rights. Whatever drives a creature to claim space as its own." He glanced back at me, that serene smile in place. "Not so different from people."
He's testing you again. Every conversation is a test.
"I'd say people are worse. Boars just want food and sex. People want meaning."
Locke's eyebrows rose. "That's surprisingly philosophical for a con man."
"Con men think about meaning all the time. We just don't usually share."
The hunting trail led deeper into the island's interior, through territory I recognized from fragments of episodes—the bamboo forest, the ridge where Boone would find the plane, the valleys that hid Dharma stations nobody had discovered yet. The geography matched my memories, which meant the timeline hadn't corrupted that much.
Small comfort. The physical facts stay stable. It's the people that change.
"You're quiet today," Locke observed. "Usually you've got some sharp comment ready."
"Thinking."
"About?"
"About how you knew where to find boar on your first hunt. About how you move through this jungle like you've been here before." I kept my voice casual, curious rather than accusatory. "About what the Island told you that it hasn't told the rest of us."
Locke stopped walking. Turned to face me fully. His expression held something new—respect, maybe, or the recognition of a worthy opponent.
"The Island speaks to everyone who listens," he said. "Most people are too afraid to hear."
"And you're not afraid?"
"I spent four years in a wheelchair." The words came out flat, matter-of-fact, as if describing the weather. "Four years unable to walk. Unable to feel my legs. Unable to be the man I always knew I could be."
I let the silence build. He needed to tell this story. Needed someone to witness his miracle.
"When the plane crashed, I felt my toes. For the first time in four years, I felt them move." His voice cracked slightly. "The Island gave me back my legs, James. It healed something that doctors said would never heal. How could I not listen to what it has to say?"
There it is. The core of John Locke's faith. The reason he'll do anything to stay.
"That's quite a gift."
"It's more than a gift. It's a calling."
He resumed walking, and I followed. But something had shifted in the air between us—a door opening, an invitation extended. Locke wanted me to understand. Maybe wanted me to believe.
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The physical contact happened without warning.
We'd tracked the boar to a clearing near a freshwater stream—same water source that fed the caves, probably, connected underground. Locke spotted the animal first and motioned for me to circle left while he approached from the right.
I moved through the undergrowth, machete ready, positioning myself to drive the boar toward Locke's spear. The hunt was going well. Too well. I'd started to relax.
That was the mistake.
My foot caught on a root. I stumbled forward. Locke grabbed my shoulder to steady me, his grip strong and instinctive—
And the world shifted.
Memories that weren't mine flooded through my skull like water through a broken dam. I saw a childhood on farms and in cities, a father figure who betrayed him, the moment when legs stopped working and life became a prison of immobility. I felt the desperation of a man calling about an Australian walkabout, the crushing rejection when they learned about the wheelchair, the impossible hope that somehow, somewhere, he'd find the purpose he was meant to serve.
I saw the crash from Locke's perspective—the terror, the impact, the first desperate wiggle of toes that proved the impossible was real.
"Move your toes. Move them move them MOVE—"
The sensations hit like physical blows. I staggered, dropped to one knee, my vision swimming with fragments of someone else's life.
"James?" Locke's voice, concerned, confused. "James, are you—"
"Fine." The word came out strangled. "Just... heat. Give me a minute."
I pressed my palms against my thighs and tried to breathe. The foreign memories were settling into place, finding room alongside my own, integrating in ways that felt disturbingly permanent.
Ancestral Memory. That's what the power document called it. Touch-based skill absorption with memory bleed.
I hadn't expected it to activate. Hadn't expected the physical contact to trigger something that felt closer to violation than gift. Locke's entire life history was now resident in my skull, jumbled and fragmentary but present.
His tracking skills. His wilderness survival knowledge. Every technique he'd dreamed about during those four years in the chair.
The information was there, accessible, like muscle memory I'd never earned.
And also his pain. His loneliness. His desperate need to believe in something larger than himself.
"You don't look fine." Locke crouched beside me, genuine concern in his eyes. "Should we head back?"
"No." I forced myself to stand. "No, I'm good. Just stood up too fast."
He didn't believe me. I could see it in his expression. But he also wasn't going to push—whatever privacy he valued for himself, he extended to others.
"The boar got away," he said. "We'll have to try again tomorrow."
"Sounds good."
We made our way back toward the stream in silence. I used the walk to process what had happened—the flood of memories, the absorption of skills, the psychological weight of carrying someone else's trauma.
This is the cost. Not just headaches or nosebleeds—you inherit their pain. Their history. Their perspective.
Locke's rejection by the walkabout company still stung in my chest like a fresh wound. His father's betrayal echoed behind my eyes. The four years of immobility pressed against my consciousness like a remembered cage.
He spent four years unable to walk, and the Island gave him his legs back.
No wonder he's willing to do anything to stay.
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We made camp as the sun dropped toward the horizon.
Locke built the fire with practiced efficiency while I gathered additional wood. The routine felt different now—informed by his knowledge, his instincts, his lifetime of imagined wilderness survival finally made real.
I knew how to track now. Not just intellectually—physically. My body remembered techniques Locke had never taught me, skills he'd absorbed from books and fantasies and the desperate hope of someday being the man he'd always wanted to be.
"You're moving differently," Locke observed. "More comfortable."
"Learning from a good teacher."
"I didn't teach you to read game trails from upwind approach angles."
The statement hung in the air. He'd noticed. Of course he'd noticed—Locke's perception was sharper than anyone gave him credit for, honed by years of watching from his wheelchair while the world walked past.
"Natural talent," I said. "Apparently."
"Talent doesn't explain the way you tracked that boar. That was instinct. Trained instinct, not learned—you were reading the signs before I pointed them out."
He's onto you. Not the meta-knowledge—something else.
"Maybe the Island's teaching me too."
The deflection landed ambiguously. Locke's expression shifted toward something like understanding—or at least a willingness to accept the mystery without demanding explanation.
"Maybe it is," he agreed. "The Island works in ways we don't understand. It gives us what we need, even when we don't know we need it."
He believes that. Truly believes it. And now I've got his memories to prove why.
We ate dried fruit from the camp supplies and watched the fire burn down. The jungle night closed around us—insect songs, distant bird calls, the ever-present rustle of wind through the canopy.
"What brought you here, James?" Locke asked eventually. "Not the plane. You. What were you running from in Sydney?"
Sawyer's backstory. The con man fleeing consequences. The letter that defines his entire existence.
"Same thing I've been running from my whole life," I said. "A man I've been trying to find for twenty years."
"Did you find him?"
"Almost. Got close enough to taste it. Then the plane took off, and..." I shrugged. "Now I'm here."
"The Island has a way of interrupting our plans." Locke's smile returned. "Perhaps it has different plans for you."
"Perhaps."
The fire crackled. Somewhere in the darkness, the Monster moved through its territory—I could sense it now, that awareness of something vast and ancient patrolling the borders of the world we thought we understood.
Locke believes the Island chose him. Gave him his legs, his purpose, his faith.
What did it give me?
The answer was obvious: knowledge. Meta-knowledge from a life I couldn't remember living. Ancestral Memory that pulled abilities from touch like drawing blood. Perfect Memory that recorded everything, forgot nothing, and would probably drive me insane if I lived long enough.
The Island gives people what they need.
I need to survive. To understand. To find the balance between knowing the future and being trapped by that knowledge.
"You should get some sleep," Locke said. "I'll take first watch."
"You sure?"
"I don't need much sleep these days." He stared into the jungle with the serene focus of a man at prayer. "Too much to think about."
I lay back on the cleared ground, using my pack as a pillow. The physical exhaustion from the day's hiking warred with the psychological weight of carrying Locke's memories. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw fragments of his life—the wheelchair, the father, the moment of impossible hope.
You've stolen something from him. Something he doesn't know he lost.
The thought should have bothered me more. Would have, maybe, if I hadn't also absorbed his capacity for moral flexibility—the same capacity that let him knock Sayid unconscious and sabotage the triangulation equipment.
We're more alike than he knows.
Sleep came eventually, fitful and full of dreams that weren't entirely my own.
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Morning brought clarity of a sort.
I woke before Locke, the jungle light filtering through the canopy in shafts of green and gold. My body ached from sleeping on roots, but the headache from yesterday's memory transfer had faded to a dull pressure behind my eyes.
Test the skills. See if they stuck.
I crouched near the edge of our camp and examined the ground. Tracks appeared instantly—not as raw data, but as narrative. A small mammal had passed through during the night, probably foraging. Its path led toward the stream. The depth of the prints suggested it was carrying something back to a den.
That knowledge wasn't there yesterday.
I hadn't earned it. Hadn't practiced. I'd just... absorbed it, the way you absorb a song's melody by hearing it repeated.
Is this what Ancestral Memory does? Steal skills through contact, integrate them through sleep?
The power documentation had been clear about the costs: headaches, memory bleed, psychological contamination. But it hadn't prepared me for how natural the absorbed abilities would feel—as if they'd always been mine, waiting to be unlocked.
Locke stirred. I moved back to my sleeping position, pretended to wake naturally.
"Morning," I said.
"Morning." He stretched, checked his watch. "We should head back. The camp will need the meat."
"We didn't get any meat."
"Then we'll hunt on the way." He smiled. "The Island provides."
We broke camp and headed toward the coast, Locke leading as before. But something had changed in how I moved through the jungle. The knowledge he'd accumulated across a lifetime of dreams and failures was now part of my operating system, integrated seamlessly with skills I'd never learned.
I know how to track now. How to read the jungle. How to move like someone who belongs here.
And I know what it cost him to learn these things—the rejection, the desperation, the four years of imprisonment in a body that wouldn't respond.
We brought down a small boar near midday. Locke did the killing, but I did the tracking, and he noticed. His expression held something new when he looked at me—not suspicion exactly, but curiosity. The sense that he was seeing a puzzle he hadn't figured out yet.
"You're a quick study," he said.
"I had a good teacher."
I had your entire life's worth of learning, downloaded in a moment of careless contact.
And now I have to carry that weight alongside everything else.
The camp appeared through the trees an hour later. Survivors clustered around the beach fire, going through routines that were already becoming familiar. Jack was examining someone near the medical tent. Kate stood at the water's edge, staring at the horizon. Hurley distributed food with his usual gentle efficiency.
I carried the boar over my shoulder—John Locke's lifetime of pain in my head, his practical skills in my muscle memory, his desperate faith echoing in the hollow spaces behind my thoughts.
A new ability awakens. And I still don't know the full cost.
But I was learning.
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