Hey my cuties 💛🥀
Sorry if any of you thought this was a chapter and got excited...
I don't even know how to start this note.
I've written hundreds of pages for my characters. I've written heartbreaks, losses, reunions, and goodbyes. But somehow, writing this note feels harder than all of them.
For the past few weeks, I've been struggling a lot.
Not just physically.
Mentally too.
And honestly... I'm tired.
The kind of tired that sleep doesn't fix.
The kind of tired where you keep smiling because everyone expects you to be okay, but deep down you're carrying things you don't know how to put into words.
Some of you know the reason.
Some of you don't.
One day, maybe I'll tell you everything.
But not today.
Today, I just want to be honest with all of you.
I am not okay.
And because of that, I need a small break.
For at least the next 3-4 days, there won't be any new chapters. 💔
Trust me, if there was any way I could continue uploading normally, I would.
This book means too much to me.
You all mean too much to me.
But right now, I need time to recover.
To breathe.
To study.
To heal.
And hopefully to come back stronger than before.
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Do you know something funny?
When I first started writing "Jayfer... Until You Disappear...", I had a completely different plan.
I thought it would end around 100 chapters.
That's it.
A simple story.
A simple ending.
But then something happened.
You all happened. 💛
Every collection.
Every comment.
Every vote.
Every crazy theory.
Every reader who waited for updates.
Every reader who cried, laughed, screamed, and fell in love with these characters.
You changed the future of this book.
Today, this story has grown beyond anything I ever imagined.
And because of all the love you've given me...
I don't want this journey to end anytime soon.
So here's a promise.
This book isn't ending at 100 chapters.
Not even close.
I have planned so much ahead.
The story will continue towards 200 chapters... maybe even beyond that. 📖✨
Because trust me...
You haven't even seen the best parts yet.
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And to the readers who read all of my books...
I'm sorry.
I know many of you are waiting for updates everywhere.
Regarding "Shadows Across Four Worlds - Jayfer x Three Worlds" 🌍✨
That story is not abandoned.
Not forgotten.
Not cancelled.
It will return once "Jayfer... Until You Disappear..." is completed.
The worlds are still waiting.
The characters are still waiting.
And I promise I'll come back to them.
As for our collab book...
"JAYFER: In Every Lifetime, It's You..." 💫
The story inspired by Keifer's iconic line:
"I love you until scientists find the end of the universe."
Updates there will continue, but they will be irregular until July.
My co-author is also going through a difficult time emotionally right now.
Life hasn't been very kind to either of us lately.
So I hope you'll keep supporting us there too.
Please be patient with her.
Please wait for us.
We'll return properly once things settle down. 💛
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Now...
I don't want to leave you all empty-handed while I'm gone.
So let me leave behind a few spoilers.
Because believe me...
The story is only getting started.
✨ New enemies are coming.
✨ Unexpected allies are coming.
✨ Some people you've overlooked will become important.
✨ Some people you trust may not stay trustworthy.
✨ The college arc is far from over.
✨ Sato's entry and kaizer's story isn't finished.
✨ New betrayals.
✨ New friendships.
✨ New heartbreaks.
✨ New sacrifices.
And one thing most readers still don't know...
Cole wasn't the only shadow protecting our JAYFER.
He never was.
There are more.
Some hidden.
Some silent.
Some dangerous.
And they're coming.
Soon.
But even all of them aren't the biggest threat.
Because the greatest enemy of this story isn't a person.
It isn't a mafia.
It isn't a company.
It isn't a gang.
The biggest enemy is still waiting.
An enemy belonging to biological science.
An enemy that won't threaten one person.
Not one family.
Not one city.
But potentially the whole WORLD.
And when that arc begins...
Everything changes.
Forever.
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And now I need your HELP. !!!!!
IWANT A SECOND LEAD COUPLE.
Comment your suggestions below.
The majority wins. 😭✨
I genuinely want to know what you all think.
And before I disappear...
Before I take these few days away...
There is one thing I absolutely refuse to leave you with.
A painful cliffhanger.
So let me tell you this.
Loud and clear.
Read it again if you need to.
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This is not the end of Care.
She will survive.
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And one last thing...
Thank you.
Thank you for every collection.
Every comment.
Every notification that made me smile on a bad day.
Every reader who stayed.
Every reader who believed in me even when I doubted myself.
Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve the amount of love you all give me.
But I carry it with me every day.
So while I'm gone...
Please don't forget me.
Don't forget this story.
Don't forget these characters.
I'll be back.
Maybe not at my best.
But I'll come back.
Because this story still has so much left to tell.
And because I still have so much left to write for all of you. 💛
Until then...
Take care of yourselves.
Love you all endlessly.
Regards,
Yours lovingly,
Author~ CARE ...💌🤍