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Not Enough Suffering - Yet

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Synopsis
He was never meant to survive. A nameless boy, abandoned by the world, steps into a place where survival itself is a punishment. Wounded, starving, and alone—he fights with nothing but instinct and will. Then the system appears. Not to save him. Not to guide him. But to watch. In this world, suffering has value. Sacrifice has meaning. And those who fail to entertain… are discarded. As his body changes and something inside him begins to awaken, one truth becomes clear: He is not being trained. He is being raised. Watched. Judged. Prepared. And no matter how much he endures— It is still not enough.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1 — Sacrifice or Death That Cannot Be Escaped

A boy sat under a tree.

His body felt broken.

Breathing itself felt heavy—

like every breath had to be forced out of him.

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The place around him looked like a graveyard—

No…

More like a dump.

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Nothing alive.

Nothing worth looking at.

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Even the ground felt tired.

Like it had already given up on everything.

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In his hand—

he held a sharp piece of glass.

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He stared at it.

Quietly.

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Is this time to go?

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Is this finally time…

to meet them?

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His eyes slowly moved upward—

towards the empty sky.

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No clouds.

No birds.

No color.

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Just emptiness.

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"Hey…"

His voice came out dry.

Broken.

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"How is it there… everyone…"

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A faint smile appeared.

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"Looks like… I'm coming too…"

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His grip tightened slightly.

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His eyes began to close.

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His body loosened—

like it had finally decided to stop fighting.

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A voice.

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"RUN!"

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"RUN! RUN!"

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"RUNNN!!"

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A woman's scream tore through his mind—

not from outside…

but from inside.

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His eyes snapped open.

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His body jerked forward—

like something refused to let him fall.

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Silence returned.

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The boy slowly stood up.

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A small smile formed on his lips.

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"So…"

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"You put a curse on me… didn't you…"

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His voice wasn't angry.

Not fully.

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But it wasn't calm either.

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Something in between.

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He looked at the broken glass in his hand.

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Then—

turned away.

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"I can't even die properly."

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He let it fall.

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The glass hit the ground—

a dull sound.

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He didn't look back.

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He started walking.

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Each step—

heavier than the last.

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His heartbeat dragged—

slow.

Weak.

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Like it didn't want to continue.

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But a thought rose inside him—

quiet…

but firm.

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I will live.

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No matter what…

in this cursed place.

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An image flashed in his mind—

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A woman.

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Screaming.

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Holding someone—

her voice breaking as she shouted—

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"Don't look back!"

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"RUN!"

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His teeth clenched.

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Silence.

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Only anger remained on his face.

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The smell hit him first.

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Food.

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Warm.

Fresh.

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Then—

voices.

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Laughter.

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Light.

Carefree.

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He had reached a place where people walked freely…

smiling…

talking…

living…

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As if the world wasn't broken at all.

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They didn't look rich.

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But they looked…

alive.

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That alone—

felt foreign to him.

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He moved away from the crowd.

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To a narrow path.

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A place he knew.

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A place where fewer people passed.

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A place where people didn't look closely.

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He hid.

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Waited.

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Time passed.

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Then—

footsteps.

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Two shadows approached.

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The boy moved.

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He jumped out.

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The shard of glass pointed forward.

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"Stop."

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In front of him—

stood a man and a woman.

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Well-dressed.

Calm.

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Not afraid.

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"Ah…"

The woman tilted her head slightly.

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"Where did this child come from?"

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The man looked at him.

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His gaze steady.

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"Boy."

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"Drop that."

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The boy smirked.

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"So you can beat me?"

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His grip tightened.

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"Give me food…"

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"Just give it…"

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"Or I'll—"

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His voice faltered.

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Just for a second.

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"I'll hurt you."

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The man raised a finger.

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"Look at your hand first."

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The boy glanced down.

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Blood.

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Thick.

Fresh.

Dripping.

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For a moment—

he froze.

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Pain rushed back.

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But no.

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He couldn't lose this.

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Not now.

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"So you see it?"

He forced a grin.

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"This can hurt."

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His voice hardened.

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"So give me what I asked."

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The woman stepped forward slightly.

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"Your hands… they're bleeding."

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"We need to—"

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"I'm not stupid!"

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He snapped.

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Stepping back.

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"Don't come closer!"

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Inside—

his body screamed.

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Pain burned through his hands.

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His muscles trembled.

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He wanted to scream.

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But he didn't.

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This is nothing…

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Nothing compared to what's coming…

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The woman slowly lowered herself.

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From her basket—

she took out a large piece of bread.

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"Let's make a deal," she said gently.

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"You drop that…"

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"And come here."

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"We'll help you."

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She extended the bread.

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"Then this is—"

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Before she could finish—

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The boy moved.

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The glass dropped.

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His body lunged forward.

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He snatched the bread—

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And ran.

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The woman stood frozen.

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For a second.

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Then she stepped forward—

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A hand stopped her.

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"My lady."

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The man's voice remained calm.

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"But—he needs help!"

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"That boy…"

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The man said quietly—

eyes following the running figure—

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"…won't die so easily."

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His gaze sharpened slightly.

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"His will to live…"

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"is stronger than those who seek help."

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She looked at him.

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Confused.

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"He's just a child…"

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"Child or adult… it doesn't matter."

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"When it comes to survival…"

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"They're the same."

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A pause.

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"If I'm right…"

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"You'll meet him again."

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She lowered her eyes.

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She didn't understand.

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But she felt something—

heavy.

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"Let's go."

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"We have our own matters."

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She looked at the boy one last time—

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As he disappeared.

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The boy ran.

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His breath tore through his chest.

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His hands burned.

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Each step—

heavier.

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His heartbeat—

slowing.

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Fading.

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Still—

he didn't stop.

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He reached the tree.

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Finally.

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He stopped.

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Looked at his hands.

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Covered in blood.

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Thick.

Dark.

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He didn't sit.

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Didn't think.

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He devoured the bread.

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Fast.

Desperate.

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The taste of iron filled his mouth.

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He choked.

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Coughed.

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Looked around.

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Water.

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Nothing.

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His eyes fell—

on his hands.

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Blood.

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The bread dropped.

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He stared.

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Hesitated.

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Just for a second.

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Then—

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He raised his hand.

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To his mouth.

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And squeezed.

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Pain exploded through his body.

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Sharper.

Deeper.

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His teeth clenched.

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Blood flowed.

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He drank.

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Desperately.

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Until—

he could breathe again.

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He collapsed.

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The ground felt cold.

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Heavy.

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Still—

his hand reached for the bread.

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Slowly.

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He kept eating.

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Even as his vision blurred.

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Even as everything faded.

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Looks like…

I'm about to die…

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A small smile appeared.

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"Even your curse…"

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"wasn't enough… to keep me alive…"

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A whisper.

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"Sis…"

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Memories.

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Flashing.

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Faces.

Voices.

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Gone.

Gone.

Gone.

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Then—

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Warmth.

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A small boy sat surrounded by people.

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Laughter.

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A birthday.

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A little girl clapping.

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And in front of him—

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A girl.

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Black hair.

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A red and black dress.

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Like blood on a devil.

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But beautiful.

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She smiled.

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"Make a wish, little brother."

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The boy closed his eyes.

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This is enough…

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I am satisfied…

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I am happy.

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He blew the candles.

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The flame went out.

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Not the candle.

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His life.

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His heart stopped.

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A smile remained.

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Peaceful.

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Like he had finally reached something—

he was chasing.

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A soft wind passed.

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Dry leaves lifted.

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And scattered.

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Then—

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One green leaf fell.

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Alone.

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Carried by the wind.

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Far away.