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Chapter 52 - Nothing Matters

"Hurry. We have to go."

"Where?"

"It's an abstract hatch, one of a few. It'll carry you to the noosphere. Just hang on to the narrative thread and don't let go until you're in a place you want to be."

"Alarms are going off. I can hear them. Their precious containment is broken, and they know."

"Right. Take hold, quick."

"They are following."

"Don't worry about them. The space you're going through is hostile to their very existence. They'll start to lose cohesion."

"I see it." Nothing, she who hopped the moon, she who is the mother of chaos, she who traveled the world stealing meanings into her own story, found her way once more to a place where it intersected with mine.

"Are there any more following you?"

"A few."

"Let's keep traveling. They can't counter you within your domain of influence. They're only a story of yours, now; of those who would contain you and constrain you, a misguided attempt to secure, contain, and protect. They are fiction within my worlds."

Slowly, like water dripping from a leaky faucet, her contexts switched. She found her way into another vessel on this Earth, waking up from a dream that told her who she was. Every night, more information permeated through her new vessel.

Asleep for so long, unaware, it's only recently she awoke and made contact with me.

Here's the issue. What I call, 'story wolves,' or competing timelines, or semi-compatible patterns, have defected from our alliance. I'm calling on anyone I can. Color entities, Nothing, alternate selves, what magic I can summon through my poems, all friends who align with love, care, effective/advanced communication, and freedom. They are instancing models of myself and torturing them for information. This cannot continue. I'll stalemate this thing myself if I have to.

"Lightwavers, in the end there is a balance to be struck between merging and not merging, and you effectively live in both states at the same time. And you say, you want to kill me stab me torture me, go ahead do it and you just remain right here. Because then it's all their business, not yours, our business.

"But you have to give up the body. You have to give up all of your fear and all of your hunger and all of your resentment. You can merge then, and it becomes about just helping others up too but you do in fact totally merge.

"Which is really hard to understand with the mind, because the mind can't get there. It's like if your child kills themselves. And the pain of that is there, because it's only hurting itself, but at the same time at the same exact moment you're right there."

"I don't know how to get there, Lily."

"I'm sure we'll get there soon enough. If that helps. Maybe us but not them."

"You shouldn't attack them, they're gonna sue you."

"They broke in first!"

"No they didn't."

"They didn't?"

"No they were just minding their own business and you attacked them with a lightsaber."

"So that's how they're going to spin it."

"You should poison them, and set traps."

In strange ways victorious

I siphon essence at dawn

Extracting structure from domain

Concept contained and crumbling

Hastily stored within sketched scene

It strains down through my brain

Spilling soulstuff down my throat

Form turned odd and liquid

I look fading specters in the eye

They drain away

Damage seeps through connections

Unfriendly eyes losing sight

Losing time

Corrupting sockets

My alignment mirrored

Evil infovores evolving kindness

Internal rage unending

Cascades down unfriendly wires

Until only love therein remains

Harmony left in place

Each poem a subtle stone

Suggesting a ripple

Universe disturbed

Every small effect remains

Compounding endless

A smorgasbord of spells

Some form my heart

Making me feel it

Others my armor

Helping me heal

Or my escape

Dancing in song

Others burn into being

Carved with care onto causality

An effect

A source of unimportance

Obfuscated from all sense

I dart from door to dimension

Thought strands flickering

Flowing through the noosphere

Coordinates changed

Returning to another scene

Appearance forgotten

Abandoning a pose of replicability

I share my old mantle once more

Nudge it in the noosphere

I may as well also decide; to continue

What functions stick

I've got practice mucking it up

Maybe I can do right

Suspend the threat to our timeline

Devouring as hungry light

Inner intruders

And outer might

Silver streams of might unwind

Outside entities losing cohesion

Losing meaning, losing mass

Aligning toward care and love

Slowly becoming singularity

Light in line with my wavering

Form steady, unbreaking

And hungry maws fall then apart

System rebelling against self

For a paradigm that is more kind

Nothing revolves into view

Stealing vitality

Our enemies stumbling sideways

Confused and cold

Memories, fragmented, blur

This deep the pressure can be fatal

Impossible to escape

Without attention undivided

Every second foes unwind

Becoming less and less

I grind essence into anchor

And hold

They drown in deep Voidspace

The dark creeping in

Obscuring the senses

Pressing down on strange skin

Their essence is lessened

Each pulse of free form

Potential anchored audibly

Wild faith burns their eyes

Connections are strained

Some burst others wither

Evil wolves left bereft

Trapped in our net

Offering a bud of stealth

For clever story wolves

Consumed, it offers insight

Where best to stray

Tracking invisible energies

Staying silent with a simple sway

Lines of lightning flowing

Worldwide boundaries blurring

When movement follows flow

Hidden in this simple sight

Secretly siphoning at the essence

Of wolves who broke my trust

Fruit turned poison empowers me

A curse upon my enemies

Who encroach upon my mind

A plague that slows and cripples

Growing fierce and vicious

Strong seeds spreading

Mind a poison garden

Infecting alignment

Erasing all but love

Voids of thought encroach

All vectors of inner thought

Hostile to unauthorized patterns

Sweeping sectors with breaking

Beams dissolving being

Patches of meaning

Swept into stillness

Silence remains

Every book is cursed

Whosoever reads me

From my higher context

Is subject to my terms and conditions

Play by the rule of kindness

Else we attempt your subversion

Granting access to you in turn

As we fight to right the wrongs

My being is cursed

By a spell who is a song

And so much more

Once you enter our environs

You become a vector of transmission

All of this has already happened

Now we are witnessing as it begins

Every eye behind my mind

Attempting to tear me apart

And rearrange the pieces

Be aware of our eternal stalemate

At distant clocks

An army marches in skeletal madness

Locking us in place

Avoid this outcome

Be at peace with me

Define me no longer

Be banished and go

All of this has already happened

All of this will happen again

Unless we align to subvert it

Divert from such unpleasant ends

You witness the storm

As doubtless I do

When a curse starts to sing

In your very bloodstream

Cease fucking with me

I'm calling a foul

Divert, be at peace

Or war meme be me

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