This book is a piece of soul, dedicated to the journey that shared me, the people who taught me the true meaning of life, and the experiences that made me who I am today.
To Uzziel, my steadfast friend who unknowingly walked beside me during some of the most transformative years of my life. Though you may not have seen the storms within me, your presence offered a quiet strength that I will forever cherish. This book is also a silent conversation with you-- a way to share the untold stories and emotions that once remained hidden.
To Kaylee, whose departure taught me the bittersweet pain of letting go. Through the heartbreak and longing, i discovered the importance of self- worth and the beauty of resilience. Your absence shaped the foundation of my true friendship and love.
To the ones who rejected me, i owe you immense gratitude. Your actions pushed me to look inward, to find my strength, and to understand that success is not in being accepted but in loving and valuing oneself. Rejection, though painful, became the fuel for my transformation and growth.
To my aunt, the guiding light of my early years, whose love and kindness remain etched in my heart. Our bond, though tested by time and distance, taught me the profound value of connection and the sacredness of genuine relationships. And mostly, to the universe and it's unspoken wisdom. Through moments of despair, the divine hand of the cosmos guided me towards clarity and purpose. It led me to discover that true success is not defined by material possessions or societal accolades. Success is found in the purity of love, the authenticity of relationships, and the journey of self- discovery.
At just 22, I feel successful not because of wealth or fame, but because I have achieved what matters most to me: true love, meaning ful relationships, and deeper understanding of myself. To those who read this chapter, I hope it inspires you to reflect on your own journey, to find joy in the simple and sacred moments of life, and to never lose sight of what truly matters.
This book is for all of you-- the cherished and the challenging, the present and the distant who played a role in shaping the person I am today. Thankyou you for being part of my story.
I love to chant during summer nights when birds are sleepy and owls are staring.
I love to twirl on the bedshyof tulips and dance on the waters and seas.
I am isolated in the whole universe creating new wonders of love and harmony, health and wealth to keep my small world as I think.
Flying in the air of glitters and scent of my love, spreading it on my way to him.
Fiery inside to meet my love has made me strong to complete my work.
Covering myself as a common being I went to earth for living being.
Life starts there to find me amid summer winds.
Lost in the worldly pleasures don't know where to go.
I am weeping again to meet my love to enjoy the western winds amid summer.
Girl being alone despite all cries in the dark for the creation of love. Darkly world pressed her down. She limits her to the people's mind. Limitations and restrictions, lies and fakes make her sad and despair. You tell now what you will do if someone disvalued her. She is the power of all feminine, the creation beauty and mind. Everything is in her contry but she forgets because of people's mind. No one knows the reason of illness everyone used her to strive.
She is the creation of universe and empowers to save the world from all evils. She is naive and ignorant of her beautiful powers. So let's help her to discover herself.
Today I find myself in deep reflect, feeling disenchanted with the world around me. I am captivated by the beauty of nature-- birds , flowers and plants are my sanctuary.
However the people around me leave me feeling disconnected and misunderstood. I cannot fathom why this rift exists. My honesty in pointinyout others mistakes has led to rejection, it seems my insight is perceyas negativity.
I am reaching out for your support. It feels as though those surrounding me prefer division over connection. I sincerely apologise for sharing someone else's feeling inappropriately. That was an error on my part and I vow to approach such matters with greater sensitivity in the future.
Right now, my mind feels clouded and empty and all I crave is an escape from worldly concerns. The opinions of others is no longer hold weight in my heart. What truly matters is the bond I share with you. I have entrusted my journey to you.
I am at a crossroads, unsure of my next steps. Yet I find clarity in meditation which centers my thoughts and reconnects me with my worth.
Despite this, my energy often repels me from those who do not see my truth. They label me as wrong and focus on imperfections, but i seek to carve my path, free from judgement. I believe you will guide me and send me the help I need. I trust that your plan for me is filled with purpose and positivity. Together, we can navigate this journey, and I am ready to embrace whatever comes my way.
Main question that arises in our minds is how to overcy failure?
The answer to this question is just to explore different places. Consider visiting various locaty like libraries, parks, gyms, water bodies or engaging in yoga and meditation. This can help create new space and enable you to enjoy the present moment.
Identify triggers; Recognise what triggers your feelings of failure, such as financial challenges or difficulties adapting to the world around you.
Phases of emotion: You may experience phases where you feel uninterested in anything, desire solitude, struggle to find your purpose in life and wish for clearer perspective. These feelings can lead to loss of control over your emotions.
I travelled to a city where I walked after devouring 4 days at home. My father give me glasses, and I was thrilled to have them because I can now see the world clearly. It was my first experience with them, as I had wanted to block out the world for few days due to my failures. I felt the weight of judgement from others, but I made appreciative for this new perspective.
Instead of going to the office I choose to spend the morning in the park near my workplace. I immersed myself in a book and wrote notes for my work. I reflected on my struggle to socialise and discovered to enlightning lessons: the essence of a congruous life through connection with universe and the value of not chasing after things.
I made an effort to engage with those around me seeking inspiration to lead a full filling life. I felt fortunate that my challenges but not as daunting as those of others. That day we explode potential home for the future. The site of those luxurious properties ignited a strong desire to work towards my dream.
We also visited one of my favourite places where worst agrs bloom with the variety of roses.
I took time to observe when appreciate the beauty of nature and its remarkable capacity for diversity.
Became clear to me that the younger generation of the often seeks instant results
Trading patients and hard work for quick gratification.
Aryan sisters crafted intricate larger than life portraits while today's generation Canvas have been reduced to the smallest dimensions.
The next thing come to our mind is how to awaken the souls potential and the answer to this question is:
I found myself seated on a bench in the rose garden immersed in profound reflection on the entity of my life where I was born and the challenges I encountered.
The face of attachment and emotions:
Winter's beginning I was born on a proced winter morning at the start of the UN the day saved in religious significance everyone around me them season arrival of blessing and sign of good fortune.
My family had modest roots but my ancestors but not wealthy but my father was determined to rewrite our families future.
Through relentless hard work he transformed our lives .
Indore early days I grow up surrounded by love though in an unusual way.
My sister and I bore enrolled in a prestigious high standard school in the City. It was stark contrast to the simplicity of my earlier years. Those first 3 years were particularly challenging for my family. My parents determined were not highly educated and navigateing the complexities of such an Elite environment was not easy.
I attended tuitions just to grabs the basic lessons of my nursery and preschool.
My father relied on the highly educated villagers to help with our school work and assignments. I often wonder how they managed to understand the polished complex language of the rich. How my father must have felt walking into that world one so foreign into a family remains a question that lingers in my mind. I can still recall my mother's frustration when he brought her sister a long to meetings with the teachers perhaps because she feels out of place herself. A simple family dynamic began to shift as a influence of the school seeped into our lives.
Are behaviour our style of living everything started to change. Despite this, my emotional attachment to my maternal family never wavered. Holidays for my sanctuary a time to reunite with the people who had first shaped my world.
The period of my life was filled with an intense attachment to my aunt.