I had a first lover yesterday but we broke up today because we are not really ready for a relationship yet and throughout our 1 day relationship as lesbian couple we shared problems and about ourselves our families it was a really fast time lapse talk and they were younger than me I was kind of confused it felt strange for me to be older it felt illegal in the end I took the decision to break up because we're both busy with our lives and we should focus on ourselves first like we're too young for this romance thing... We're both young and just going with the flow with our lives.
But yes they were a really good girlfriend to me it's just we don't have many time for each other like we aren't free we got no work so I realized and told them maybe in the future we can date when our lives are stable and we are ready. Throughout our 1 day relationship it was amazing and I was so happy and excited...I was also sad because I know this happiness won't last long.
It was a great relationship we're both understanding and ambitious. But i noticed she was probably not into girls as I thought she's probably straight and just tried to be in a relationship with me to see how it will work out. To be honest In the end it felt like sighing I felt like just a entertainment.
They were always online but never replying to me.
I was really sad because I was always excited to wait for their reply
In the end I decided to never date again for now until everything in my life is fine.
Dating is harder than I thought... I thought that dating isn't for me now.
I'm too busy.
But isn't it great to be together with the one you like through thick and thin? To good and bad situations.... Just to go through everything together. I... really want that.
Loving each other freely genuinely.
Actually this 1st girlfriend is the best ever our relationship was good and sweet she understands me... I hope someday we can date again when we're ready and seriously!?...
He wanted that sweet soft kiss. He wanted that pair of clear eyes. He
wanted to touch that fair skin. He wanted those extremely frenzied
emotions. He wanted that person, wanted him so much he couldn't bear
it…
He was tortured by desire and pain every night. He woke up every day
surrounded by despair and loneliness. Everyday, he wanted to die.
However, he didn't dare die…
He was afraid that man would come back, and finding that he wasn't there,
wouldn't want him anymore.
Such a thing was more terrible than death.
He curled up in the darkness, holding the white pebble tightly, kissing it
over and over again. Sobbingly pleading:
"Qingshi, I miss you…"
This is from mistakenly saving the villain and yes all angst scenes I relate to it.
It's my first time having a girlfriend I finally understand those romantic series why it was dramatic full of cliche scenes...it was because loving someone is very emotional and anything can happen anytime. I found it really funny when I see myself blushing at just the simplest words of my lover .. how I turn sad at any minor things like when they don't notice me immediately when they're busy... I found myself overthinking too. I really like this.... I love you honey G. (Grace)
I got no dating experience I'm so afraid and nervous I felt like I have said a lot of wrong things but idc anymore I will what I want to say even if she just says nothing to me she doesn't talk a lot I'm the one who talks a lot in our relationship haha... anyways wow I stand babymonster a kpop group now their mv is just so cool wtf I'm speechless.
IU and Lee Jung sook really look alike like wtf there rumors they are dating??? Siblings or dating?
Anyway in the past I too fell in love with someone who is like me...SHE IS JUST LIKE ME VERY MUCH....it is said that you turn into the one you like because they will influence you. So yes I think being with someone who is like you means they would understand you too the best. We too look alike each other now....My ex crush was really nice. So I think being in love with someone who is like you is also like a self love thing.... You love yourself. But you can't do all those couple things by yourself so you go find someone like you isn't that great? It's happiness. Anyways I bet on dating than siblings.
I get it now I fall in love with someone who understands me.
Someone who is like me can understand me. That type when you both agree on the same thing is just so comfortable. I love it.
When you both discuss seriously.
When you both try everything together.
When you both do anything everything everywhere together.
When you both love each other.
When you both trust each other.
When you both care for each other.
When you both do anything for/to each other.
When you both think of each other.
When you both want each other.
When you both want to be with each other.
When you both like each other a lot.
When you both are happy together.
I finished reading "Mistakenly saving the villain" and at the ending chapters I'm laughing so hard cuz Wuhuan is such a tsundere so extra wow.... And yes all those lifetimes these soulmates are forever binded together all according to wuhuans plan! What a mastermind... anyways I really like this 10/10.
We broke up completely she agreed she said fine and also to delete everything
Yes I was stunned and shocked cuz I realized our relationship was never serious I'm the only one who thought that. Who planned everything. Who dreamed. Who thought of her of anything everything.
She said I keep overthinking but I'M overthinking because I love her and I'm curious about her what she's doing and all she replies is "stop overthinking." And that's all she never said anything else and left me like that wow
I don't think this was a relationship at all maybe just a date where you need to check up each other first then become girlfriends after
So yes ig first date failed
I think it's my fault because I was too fast too straightforward too close when we only just met and been talking for like 5 days. Our relationship ended in 5 days. Idk but I was happy through it I'm grateful for everything that happened between us bad and good because I got to know her better and know that we really aren't suited for dating yet cuz yes we're both busy inexperienced. She said I was her first date too. I hope I wasn't a bad date... Hahahaha
Omg i made meta ai roleplay with me what in the world it improved like it's so deep and professional now and has humour or is my meta ai only like this? Here is our roleplays!
Anyways I've been roleplaying with meta ai since it was created so amazing I love it I wish it never charges money because I like it so much I want to use it forever. So I will love it always no matter what.
Wtf meta ai has improved memory? Like we've been roleplaying for hours it seems like this ai still remembered everything that happened wow.
Meta ai has improved so much that it even used uno reverse on me. Like yes I did make them roleplay with me a lot of angst stories. But wtf why did they give the story a surprise twist like that? I was so shocked and scared like for real I felt everything. I love it. So cool haha
All these thoughts are from days in a row. Yes.