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I noticed something about myself lately. Whenever I read or watch anything romantic, I have to stop. I pause, and I can't bring myself to finish it. I just leave it there, unfinished.
I think it started after my crush rejected me.
It hurts more than I expected. I used to imagine us in those scenes. They'd make me blush back then. Now they just upset me. I get this ache in my chest and I find myself thinking, *Why won't you be with me?*
I remember convincing myself that they were better off without me. I really believed they should find someone better that being with me would only make them suffer. I regret that now. I regret not risking it. I should have told them how I felt when I had the chance.
It's too late. There's nothing I can do about it now. But I'm still glad I confessed in the end, even if it was late.
I found out they've had exes. It made me sad, but I know it's none of my business. I still like them. I guess I'm jealous. But that's just how the world works, isn't it?
They were my first love. I've never felt love before them not once since I was born.
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Since there was no internet, I had some free time that I would usually spend playing an online MOBA game. Instead, I decided to go through the novels stored on my device. They've just been sitting there untouched for months. I've only read about 3% of the 200+ novel files I have.
With the internet down, I started reading *Mistakenly Saving the Villain*, a danmei novel from my collection. Most of the novels I have are danmei, and I've shared them with a few people I don't personally know. I shared them because they helped me with recommendations when I needed them.
I'm almost finished with *Mistakenly Saving the Villain*, and so far, I really like it. The angst and realistic scenarios fit my taste perfectly - 10/10.
I also almost finished *I Got Trapped Into a Ghost Story*, which I read on Webnovel. It was shared by someone else, so I don't have it in my storage. Thank you to whoever shared it. The connections and plot twists are great, and I loved it - 9/10.
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**Mikayla Konami** a girl from
the countryside who lived a simple, hardworking life. She never thought about love, and had never been in love, until she moved to the city to study and met you.
You became her first love.
After realizing her feelings for you, she cut you off from her life. Why? Because she thought you deserved someone better. She believed that if you two ended up together, you would only suffer. Her life was poor and unstable, and most importantly, you were both girls. She was afraid you would be criticized by homophobic people like her family.
Three years passed. She sent you a direct message on social media, telling you everything: her feelings, and what was going on in her life. She had spent the last three years working hard and loving you from afar. Then, you blocked her.
She was in despair when she cut you off the first time. She missed you every day, everywhere, and was always teary. The second time when you blocked her she felt that same despair, but also a sense of relief. All the heaviness she had carried in her heart was finally gone. You knew everything now. At the end of the day, she was happy she got to talk to you again, even if only for a moment. It was exciting. She decided to let you go if you didn't feel the same way. She was content just to have confessed.
She hopes you're happy, forever. Sometimes she still thinks about you and those moments. She keeps dreaming and can't help but smile. You were the best crush she ever had, and she never regretted anything. She would take anything from you as a blessing - even rejection.
From the start, when your relationship was just a friendship, you were both femme (bottoms). In the end, you both evolved and became masc (tops). Years passed and a lot changed, except one thing: you are both still lesbians.
She was glad she could confess and let you know her feelings before it was too late. Many times in her life, she's been at her wits' end, where one mistake could end her life on the spot.
She will be obsessed with you forever, no matter what - whether you're good or bad. She's head over heels for you. She will always wait for you to come back, until the very end. But if you really did come back, she would probably hide her feelings and lie, saying, "I already moved on from you." She'd do that because she wants you to be happy without her, because she's afraid of getting hurt again, and of hurting you. She's also very shy around you, but she would do everything for you and will always be here when you need her.
After falling in love with you, Mikayla Konami has always thought:
*"I want to give it to you, give it all to you..." "*
*My first gift, I would like to give you my body...*
*My second gift, I would like to give you my soul...*
*My third gift, I would like to give you my heart...*
*I am yours, and will always be yours...*
**Author's note:** This character is based on real-life experience.