I am too tired,
I failed,
I regret it,
I very much regret it,
Why am I like this?
I wish that I had studied,
Why am I so lazy.
I just want to go home and sleep,
I am having a severe headache and also feeling deep sense of helplessness,
I despise myself,
I want to be like the SHISHIR I was back then,
I want to go back to the days when I was a good student,
Everyone praised me,
They said I will be great person,
Why did things became like this?
No,
Since when I became like this?
Is it after corona virus?
I remember getting good grades back then,
I got addicted to porn, social media and many things,
How am I to face them?
Wahhhhhhh,
Snifff,
Snifff,
Ahhhhh,
I just want to rest from this cruel world,
I feel tired,
I feel very tired,
Hey god please save me,
I want to be a better person,
I want to be like,
What I want?
As I looked down from top of the bridge,
If I jumped from it,
All my worries will be solved,
Swoosh,
Cold wind blew past me,
It was dark night,
Cold winds were howling like end of world had come,
But it was also like clam before great destruction,
I was standing above bridge safety boundary,
The bridge was empty,
I could hear large sound of water running,
If I jumped all my worries will be gone,
Can I jump?
Fooo,
I really can't,
Slip!!
But at that moment Shishir leg slipped and he fell into middle of very fast-moving cold river,
"AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
The calm of the night was broken by the scream of the young man,