Keifer's Pov ( Before the accident)
Jay: " you know what I wish I hadn't seen you that on college, I wish I would have never fallen in love.
And she pauses
"I regret loving you" she shout and hit on me chest one more time before leaving
I heard something that made me wish that it would have better If I had just died,
I try to hold her hand and make her stop and say everything to her but I couldn't because she did not even want to see my face.
I fell to ground on my knees feeling helpless, while tears poured in my eyes, because My Jay just said that she wished she hadn't loved me, I don't know what to do but her words keep repeating in my head, "I regret loving you"
I go to my car and drive in high speed while drinking because I couldn't do anything about us, I couldn't protect her like I said and now she hates, I keep drinking and driving fast until I reach the Outside of the city, suddenly the light flashes from the opposite side, I turn my car to the side and it gets crashed and I get hit, I wake up to see blood in head, I quickly move from car, I don't know whether to laugh or cry, even death doesn't wishes to take me, I crush the glass bottle in my hand thinking about my situation and I pass out on the ground.
I feel dizzy from the medical procedure when I sense someone enter the room,
After sometime someone held my hand, but I recognised it right away it was my Jay, but I did not move because I do not want her leave my hand
Jay: "I really wish you had been stubborn during our college days and pushed me away, we wouldn't be like this if you had done that Now see us. Our chapters are done Keifer, You cannot turn it again and again, it's over. I hope you understand that and please stop doing this.
Keifer( in his mind): "How am I supposed to walk away from you Jay, when you were the only person who made me smile in times I thought no would, You were the only one who cared for me, I was just surviving life before I met you, You made me live and love my life, You are not a chapter Jay, You are whole Damn Book Jay ! As long as I live It's always going to be you!"
David: "What are going to do?"
Keifer: "Honestly I got to know that even my presence hurt her, but I cannot live without her but at the same time I cannot keep hurting her" I say as tears fall from my eyes,
David look helpless looking at me, because he is the only person subject to my pain these years,
Keifer: "You know everything was perfectly going, that one day it just made everything fall apart, otherwise we would have been together right now, not hurting each other"
David: "Can I say something?"
I nod,
David : "I think you need a break, Go to Spain spend some time with Keiren and come back, then we will see about this "
Keifer : "But'
David: "She also need some space right now after everything happened"
Jay's Pov
I left from Keifer's house because I couldn't stay there anymore, I went to my apartment, I felt lifeless after all the event that took place in the few hours, I went straight to my shower and sat under it clothed and I saw the water wash away the blood from me, Keifer's blood, I couldn't hold it anymore, I started sobbing loudly hugging my knees, I always try to put a strong act in front of everybody so that people don't think I am weak, but it's to Keifer that I confide in and let out all my tears, but now he is one of the reasons for my tears.
Jay: "Why? Why do I still Love you Keifer?"
I don't know after how many hours, but I came out of the shower and changed my clothes and went to bed, but sleep was far away.
The next day I sent in a mail for leave because I wasn't feeling well at the same time my mind is not in the right place, I did not tell Sara anything about this because she will be immediately at my place if she knows, I just told her that I am not feeling well and I will not be coming to office.
Then I started thinking about him, I wanted to know if he woke up, I wanted to know how was he, Is he alright, But the same time I hesitated. Then I called David and cut it quickly I don't know why, But I couldn't control so I let out a breathe and called him again. He answered my phone,
Jay: "Hello, David"
David: "Tell me Jay"
I stayed silent because words weren't coming out of my mouth and suddenly tears started pouring in my eyes,
David: "Jay?"
Then I think he heard my silent sobs,
David: "Keifer is woke up after sometime you left, He is alright now, he is taking rest and I am here to take care of him"
He said as if he understood what I was going to ask him and I felt a relief knowing that someone is there to take care of him but at the same time my heart felt heavy for him.
Author's Note:
Is Keifer going to Spain?🫣
What will Jay's reaction?
What's going to happen next?
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