Feyra cried for a while, the commander was by her side, trying to calm her down.
"This was your first battle. This is normal. Something like this can happen," he reassured her, hoping she would get better.
Feyra shook her head. She couldn't undo what had been done. Even if they had been their enemies, she never wanted to hurt them like this. She never wanted to take their lives.
Those voices... They also come back... My head... Loreen, please... Where are you? I want to hear your lullaby.
She cried even more, her arms slung around her legs. She looked like a miserable pile of hair and armour.
"Tomorrow we'll be back. Now rest. Sleep and regenerate some energy," the commander said, calming her a bit down.
Feyra laid on the bed, her eyes slightly open. She still heard the prayers of the people. They're still there. I can't help you... I hear you but... I can't help you.
