As I gained conscious, I ran toward Xiao Lin took him and tied with my chest. Prepared my horse and covered him with my clothe. Started to be moving. The heavy snow waves making harder to keep riding, but I can't give up. I kept moving forward. Qing Xue Ye gone. Now not Xiao Lin. I can't let him leave me too.
It's already the Seventh day. I kept giving my power to Xiao Lin. To keeping him warm. As I arrived there.
The Heaven's gate. The official's meeting. That ground.
Screamed every one of thems name,
Official Zheng, Xie, Ming, Tang, Liu. Come here. I Chen Jun ordering you guys, take my life in return give his life back. Anything you Guys want to do with me. I am down with that, but I can't see this innocent man dying. At least not for me.
Everyone arrived. Shouting to me.
You don't even deserve to die.
I screamed holding Xiao Lin, burying his head into my chest.
I never could stay in peace. War, Fight, Ruin runs through my veins. It's my fault for seeking happiness. I know a little happiness costs me thousands of sacrifices. But not him. My heart started to breaking into pieces as my screams becoming louder.
His breath completely stopped. His body gradually getting cold. My head spinning in realization. I kept giving him my strength to keep his body warm, for not getting the body turns into ashes.
Then a message came between meeting halls. It's,
Moon Tribe completely cleared. They assured even the king is dead also. The mission successfully done.
My eyes raged into fire. As my screaming became wild enough to give them shiver.
You guys' even harmed Moon clan. What did they do. They were innocent. Is that the justice you guys' mutters.
I glared every one of them and a guilt feeling completely viewing on their face.
It all started by you. Burning down cities and markets. Weren't those Injustice.
I laughed with tears, an evil mask popping on my face.
Just see, what the real injustice is.
I drowned my sword into the stoned ground to crash them with all of them. It's not the usual sword I used in battle. It's Seven Kill Sword. I pinned it on ground screamed out with my all strength tearing the ground, arrived human world. How peacefully they were living after firing up my life. Xiao Lin was right. they took my precious things from me. My Xiao Lin now in this state for them. They snatched him. They snatched my friend Xue Ye. How I can let them live happily when my heart is burning wild.
I spread Volcano everywhere. Whole world in fire. Which burning out everywhere. I don't care anymore.
Came back to Heaven's gate. Grabbed Xiao Lin into my lap. Crashing everything there.
I don't care what punishment I have to get now. I will kill every one of them. You guys deserve it.
As the guards tried to hold me I thrown them. Other officials came to defeat me. But my rage burning heart putted me in that edge of point like, I have more powers that even when all official's using their strengths together, they couldn't hold me. I ruined everything. Tantrums in three realms. A relief I am feeling while seeing them burning from beneath. The fire started to spreading everywhere, Peoples scream, The injured official's bullshits.
You devil patriarch in immortal realm. Drowning Chen clan's name.
I was laughing out wickedly like a pure demon.
Oh..., now you guys are showing concern about my clan's respects. What about that, when you guys said, "Us arrogant Chen clan became abolished from official's seat". What a swift double faced leeche.
I squeezed Xiao Lin tight with me and kept giving him power to stay warm, but I am at my limit and started to vomiting blood. And in instant before my eyes drop into his that beautiful sot face, my Xiao Lin started to disappear into ashes. Lost into airs. I couldn't gather them to put together. My soul started to crash inside me. He is leaving me. My body trembling as he were vanishing from me.
I screamed my heart out, chanting his name as hitting the dried icy ground with fists until it's broken. It breaks into pieces as I was drowning into the depth ocean.
I grinned as I kept seeing the memory of Xiao Lin's, that warm smile, Xue Ye's matured beautiful words, our childhood memories. Like they are all in front of me. I reached for them with my hands to catch them. They ghosted. I screamed desperately as falling more deep and took my sword out and dugged inside my heart.
It's all my fault. For this damn life of mine they sacrificed. No one exists now. All the people care about me, loved me, already gone. As I fell in deep, the blood mixing with salty waters started my wounds aching. But I smiled in relief with realization as everything became dark.
I don't deserve to live. I can't live with those pain and burden. I felt everything around me stopped like the world ends here for me. And with happy tears I left this cruel wide world.