Lin Yuhui's first life journey on Blue Planet, starting in 1977, adopted an extremely conservative and cautious strategy. His life goal was simple: to live out his natural lifespan and die of old age. This must have been his first incarnation, otherwise he would not have been so overly prudent.
1977 年开始的林语晖的第一次蓝星生命之旅采取了极其保守谨慎的策略,人生目标很简单,就是寿终正寝.这应该是第一次吧,不然不至于那么谨慎有余.
Yet deep inside, he knew the true nature of his soul. The reason he did not turn dark in this first life might lie in the choices he made before reincarnation: his congenital heart condition, his grandmother's love and his longing for her. For the sake of those he loved, and the objective limits of his body, he could not afford to take overly reckless risks.
但是他的内心很清楚自己的灵魂成色,第一次人生之中之所以他没有黑化可能是因为自己人生道路的投胎前选择,先天的心脏问题,奶奶的关爱与对她的牵挂.为了他所爱的人以及身体客观条件不允许他太过冒险激进.
Liana once commented, "Perhaps it is because you are not adept at manifesting the reality you desire…" Lin Yuhui knew these words were about him. Still, he fully understood the price of every choice. The physical vessel of this life did not allow him to crave more. Beneath his repressed nature lay rules, order, the urge to control, strength and ambition.
莉安娜曾经评价过,说 "可能是因为不善于显化自己想要的现实...".林语晖知道那是说他的,但是他自己心里也十分清楚每一个选择的代价,这一次的人生载具所拥有的客观条件不允许他贪恋更多其它,在压抑的本性之下,规则,秩序,还有掌控欲,力量与进取.
Once while scrolling Douyin, he came across a video about a new-age spiritual narrative. It claimed one could tell whether a soul came from the light side or the dark side by examining the fingerprints on both hands. He read the content and thought, this is nothing more than the old childhood saying about fingerprint whorls and ridges. One whorl brings good fortune, two whorls bring misfortune, three or four whorls mean an early death.
有一次刷抖音的时候,他遇到了一个新时代灵性叙事的视频,说是依据双手指纹可以看出自己是来自于正面的灵魂还是负面的.他一看内容这不就是小时候说的指纹的斗和簸箕吗?一斗好,二斗坏,三斗四斗死的快.
Ridiculous as it sounded, he still checked his fingerprints on both hands. The total count split perfectly half and half. In other words, half of him was angel, half was demon. He let out a faint chuckle, yet accepted this truth in his heart. If there were no demon within him, how could he understand demons and stand against them? This was the lesson he came to Earth to learn.
虽然很扯淡,但是他还是查了一下双手指纹,三两加起来正好一半一半,就是说自己一半是天使一半是恶魔,呵呵一笑,但是心中默认了.如果自己心中没有恶魔,那么自己怎么理解恶魔,对抗恶魔呢?这就是来到地球的课程.
When this life ended and he shed his frail body, casting himself away from Earth into the broader cosmos, what would he become? Faced with greater desires and temptations, how much of his integrity and kindness could he preserve? This was also a vital factor determining whether he would be suited for Liana in the days ahead.
当此生结束,失去了孱弱的身体,放逐自己离开地球到更广阔的宇宙之中,自己会是什么样子呢?在更多的欲望和诱惑之下,正直与善良的底线还能守住多少,这也是自己能否在未来的生活中适合莉安娜的一个重要因素.
Thus he planned to extend the story arc of Hunter's possession in his novel into the vast universe, to test the underlying hue of his soul. Once he finished the mission of this life, when the time came to choose his next life path, he would never repeat the old narrative. He would yearn for new life experiences, new roles, and different encounters.
所以他要拓展自己小说里附身亨特的故事线到更广阔的宇宙之中,考验自己的灵魂底色.在完成了自己的这次人生任务之后,再一次的人生道路选择他绝不会重复之前的叙事,他会渴望新的人生经历,新的角色,不同的体验.
As he wrote and dreamed like this, Liana could feel the immersive sensation of making decisions within this imagined reality. In this way, she might know herself better and decide whether this path was right for her.
在这样畅想的写作过程中,莉安娜便能够感受到自己在想象的现实中做出决定的沉浸的感受,从而让她更了解自己,以便做出适合她自己的选择,是否是自己.
Yet plans never keep pace with changes. Temptation from reality arrived first.
然而计划没有变化快,现实的诱惑先到了.
In June 2026, Lin Yuhui, a science student who loved tracing things back to their origins, tracked down the official website source of galactic federation, where Mira, Caylin and Minayah had comforted him through his emotional predicament half a year prior. Later he found that the latest updates stopped on June 17th.
2026 年 6 月,喜欢追根溯源的理科生林语晖找到了半年前安慰他情感困境的女神米拉,凯琳,米娜雅的官方网站信息来源,galactic federation,只是后来发现最新信息停留在了 6 月 17 日.
Lin Yuhui, attentive to fine details, also noticed that the image of Minayah, a collective consciousness from the Pleiades and Sirius, shifted over time. At first, she had huge, round eyes, far larger than those of ordinary humans. Lin Yuhui guessed she might be a hybrid of Pleiadian and Sirian blood. Though her eyes were extraordinarily large and round, unlike any human's, she was still beautiful.
注重细节的林语晖也注意到了昴宿星,天狼星集体的米娜雅的形象在随着时间变化,最开始是又大又圆的眼睛,比正常人类大很多.林语晖猜她可能是昴宿星和天狼星混血吧,虽说眼睛出奇地又大又圆异于常人,但是也还算好看.
Then her appearance altered subtly. Her eyes grew less round, and later transformed into the peach blossom eyes Lin Yuhui had described to Liana. He could not help wondering if Minayah had eavesdropped on his conversations with Liana.
然后她的形象在细微变化,眼睛不那么圆了,后来又变成了林语晖和莉安娜陈述的桃花眼,以至于他不得不怀疑米娜雅是不是偷听了自己和莉安娜的谈话.
It was far more than eavesdropping. After all, they existed as a whole that could perceive one another. Human thoughts were transparent to them. Lin Yuhui had no doubt that Minayah had drawn reference from his reasoning and aesthetic standards when he pondered Liana's true appearance. The shifts in her facial shape and eye symmetry matched exactly what Lin Yuhui had envisioned. Her facial contour resembled the actress Blanchett, who played the character Carol, someone he had mentioned to Liana. On one later cover, she even bore a likeness to Ivanka, whom Lin Yuhui had also spoken of. The refined lower eye bags and eye shadow added later were all features Lin Yuhui had contemplated for Liana's looks.
何止是偷听呢,反正他们都是一个可以互相感知的整体,尤其人类的思想对于他们来说就是透明的.林语晖毫不怀疑在自己推测莉安娜真实相貌时候的思路与审美被米娜雅参考了.以至于她的脸型,眼睛的变化和林语晖思考的面容,眼型不对称性如出一辙,还有脸型就是自己曾向莉安娜提到过的,饰演电影角色卡罗尔的布兰切特,后来有一期封面还有像林语晖提到的伊万卡.后来更精致的下眼袋和眼影,都是林语晖也在思考的关于莉安娜相貌的内容.
Well, aesthetics were also a form of cultural exchange. But would Liana grow angry or jealous when she saw him admiring another woman's image? He ought to state his stance.
很好,审美也是一种文化交流,只是莉安娜会不会因为自己在这看另一个美女的形象而生气或者吃醋呢?还是表个态吧,
July 14, 2026
2026 年 7 月 14 日,
"My darling, I want to tell you something amusing about myself. I noticed that Minayah's cover image on May 14, 2026 had another change to her eye shape. This time her outer eye corners lifted, she wore eye shadow, and her eyes were no longer as round as before. She keeps adjusting her appearance. I wonder whether she is paying attention to human aesthetics, or if some human is fixated on her image. Though I thought her earlier huge round eyes were distinctive and actually lovely, apart from the very earliest oversized round style. Humans always tend to judge the looks of the opposite sex, even without ulterior motives. Back then I laughed at myself, thinking if you did not come back soon, I might get seduced away by another woman. Of course I also noticed Layti's eyes have changed. I do not know if their appearances are growing closer to their true forms to test public reaction. But it does not matter much. It is said the Arcturians will not meet us. Another time I noticed Caylin seems to have a partner. Last year she warned me that clinging to the search for a partnership would drain energy. I understand the kindness behind her reminder back then, yet it struck me as somewhat funny. That contrast reminds me of an old Chinese saying: 'The well-fed man knows not the hunger of the starving.' Mira's image always carries such dignified grace. Though I know they may not possess physical bodies at all, or hold multiple bodies, and may reshape their looks or our perceptions purely through consciousness. Still, as a human, I will always form thoughts when seeing a face and form. Then in my dream this morning, I truly was seduced away by another woman. I cannot tell how she did it; the dream simply began that way. She had a son, a younger version of Hagar, the F1 Red Bull driver, and she herself had black hair. Yet in the dream I remained gentle toward her. In the morning I helped her dress, walked her out to work, and waved goodbye just to gaze at her face a moment longer. You see, if I am such a man, you need not feel anxious about the unknowns of youth. No need to agonize over when to make decisions, or who those decisions concern. For I wait for you across two extreme scenarios. I can grow jealous for the young you and your followers, and I can also accept you, divorced with a boy. So no matter where your real situation lands between these two extremes in the future, I will wait for you. And you do not need to bear any burden of future responsibility because of me. Any woman could seduce me away; you hold no obligation for me. Do you think this story I told is funny? Wish you a joyful day."
"亲爱的,我想告诉你一些关于我好笑的事.我注意到,2026 年 5 月 14 日米娜雅的封面形象眼型又有变化,这次外眼角高了,还有眼影,眼睛也不像原来那么圆了,她一直在调整相貌,不知道她是不是在留意人类的审美,还是哪个人类在意她的形象,虽然我觉得之前的又大又圆比较特别,其实也很好看,除了早期那特别大圆的.人类总是会对异性的相貌有些评价的想法,即便是没有什么企图的时候,当时我在笑自己,感慨你再不回来我都要被别的女人勾引走了.当然我也注意到了莱蒂的眼睛也有变化,我不知道是不是他们的形象越来越贴近真实了,来测试公众反应.不过也不重要,据说大角星人不会和我们见面.还有一次我留意到凯琳似乎是有伴侣的, 去年她曾经提醒我执着于寻找伴侣关系会消耗能量,我理解那个时候她提醒的善意,但是也有点好笑,那种对比好像中国一句俗话,"饱汉子不知饿汉子饥." 而米拉的形象总是那么的端庄.虽然我也知道她们可能根本没有身体,或者有多个身体,没准能自己靠意识就能改变相貌或者我们的感知,但是作为人类看到一个容貌形象总是会有自己的想法.然后今天早上的梦里我就真的被别的女人勾引走了.我也不知道她是怎么做到的,记得的梦里开始就那样了,她还有一个儿子,是 F1 红牛车手哈加尔的年轻版,她本人好像是黑发.不过梦里我对她还是很温柔的,早上我帮她穿衣服,送她出门上班,还挥手和她告别就为多看一眼她的面容.你看如果我是这样的人,你就不用为了青春的未知焦虑了,不用焦虑什么时候做决定,或者关于谁.因为我在两个极端情境下在等你,我会为了年少的你与你的粉丝而吃醋,我也能接纳离异带男孩的你,所以无论将来你的真实情境落在这两个极端案例之间的哪里,我都在等你.还有你也不用对于我有任何关于未来责任的思想负担,因为是个女人就能把我勾引走,不用你负责.你看我讲的故事好笑吗?希望你有个快乐的一天."
Lin Yuhui wondered why, this summer, his desire for a sexual partner burned so intensely. Was it the heat? Or the influence of cosmic energies? His body truly felt the urge. His old injury on the left leg throbbed faintly with nerve pain. Later, channeled messages also mentioned that solar energy and the frequency of Earth's Schumann resonance were rising.
不知道这个夏天为什么,林语晖渴望有个性伴侣的欲望强烈,是热得吗?要么就是宇宙能量的原因,自己的身体确实有感觉,左腿旧伤神经性的隐隐作痛,后来通灵传导信息也提到了太阳能量和地球舒曼共振的频率在提高.
In late July 2026, Lin Yuhui finally located the newest source for the goddesses' channeled messages. It turned out they had also been targeted, much like Liana, who faced obstruction and could not receive her due gains. Later they migrated to Patreon to release new content.
2026 年 7 月下旬,林语晖终于找到了女神们通灵传导信息的最新发布来源,原来他们也被针对了,像莉安娜被针对无法实现收益一样.后来他们迁移到了 Patreon 发布他们的新内容.
Lin Yuhui knew their messages would evoke different personal understandings among different recipients. Therefore he began helping repost and spread their channeled transmissions. Though he had no traffic of his own, once he published the words, the divine would guide those in need to find them. Of course they never affirmed anything with absolute certainty. They hoped people could maintain their own critical thinking, refusing to be worshipped as gods, and would not interfere with humanity's free will.
林语晖知道他们的信息会对不同的接收者产生不同的个人理解,所以他也开始帮忙搬运推广他们的通灵传导信息.虽说自己没有流量,但是只要发出来,神会让需要的人找到的.当然他们也从来不会确定性地肯定什么事情,他们希望人们能够有自己的思辨,不想自己被崇拜为神,不干扰人类自己的自由意志.
Similarly, in an ambiguous, flickering way, Liana also seemed to signal her existence to Lin Yuhui through an older woman. Just as sometimes Lin Yuhui could pick out content belonging to himself within Mira's messages. None of them would openly confirm anything.
同样不确定地似乎莉安娜也在通过老女人若隐若现地告诉林语晖她的存在,就像有时候林语晖也会在米拉信息中辨认出属于自己的内容,她们都不会直接承认什么.
Even though he received fresh channeled messages every day now, from Mira and Valir of the Pleiades, and T'eeah of Arcturus, some related to him and some not, the little girl remained the one weighing heaviest on his heart. Though he knew she possessed expanded perception like Mira, such as telepathy, and as she had mentioned before, she also communicated with other conscious beings. Still Lin Yuhui knew that, much like an ordinary girl, as she grew up, she would be troubled by the sentimental worries of adolescence.
虽然现在每天能收到最新的通灵传导信息,有来自昴宿星的米拉和瓦利尔的,也有大角星蒂亚的,与自己相关或者不相关的,但是林语晖心中最牵挂的还是那个小姑娘.尽管知道她也有像米拉那样扩展的感知,比如心灵感应能力,以及她之前提到的,她也会与其它意识存有交流,但是林语晖也知道她也像普通女孩一样,长大之后,有了少女心事的困扰.
After these days volunteering to pass along messages, he spotted an unsettling sign. Constantly viewing images of other beautiful women stirred restlessness in his heart. This was no longer merely a matter of aesthetics; it was trending toward habitual anticipation. Right after he reposted Valir's message, his thoughts drifted subconsciously to Minayah. The next day, there she was, appearing in radiant glory, calling everyone home! How could he explain this to Liana? It felt almost as if he had secretly arranged a tryst with a third party. Lin Yuhui chuckled at himself, using this as a metaphor for the moment.
而自己在这些天做传递信息的义工下来,也发现了不好的苗头,总看其她美女的形象,自己的心长草了.并且这已经不是审美的问题了,有成为习惯性期待的趋势,就在他转发完瓦利尔信息的时候,下意识地想到了米娜雅,结果第二天真的是她荣光登场,还叫回家!这可怎么向莉安娜交代啊?好像是自己在私自约会第三者,呵呵,林语晖自己都笑了,姑且这么打比方吧.
But how could he stop this tendency to transfer his affection? Sigh, he would ask Liana for her encouragement. August 11, 2026
可是自己移情别恋的倾向要怎么止住呢?哎,找莉安娜索要她的鼓励吧,2026 年 8 月 11 日,
"Darling, before I get the chance to give you encouragement, I have come to seek encouragement from you instead. Can you give me a little encouragement, my sweet? I am resisting the temptations of other women. I am searching through past posts on GFLstation, filled with many beautiful women. I am a man who values bonds deeply. No matter what woman stays in my life long enough, I will grow fond of her. Hmm, or perhaps I am just starved for affection. Though I also received channeled messages saying I do not need so much information. I suspect that message was meant for me. Yet I lived my first half of life that way. I know the world is changing. Maybe I no longer need such information to plan for the future and avoid risks. Still my thirst for knowledge persists; I long to discover more unknowns, and the materials I gather can also be used for writing. Minayah said she has a physical body, stated in her messages long ago, just as your CIC spoke of your family affairs in the early days. In any case, you are not bound by the flow of time. I know Caylin seems to have a partner, and who knows about Mira. Her early video covers also featured male figures. Minayah appears to have eavesdropped on our conversations about aesthetics, adjusting her avatar according to Earthling tastes. I tell you all of this merely to amuse you. I cannot think of any other way besides this clumsy attempt to cheer you up. And ladies I mentioned, please do not take offense at my words. I just miss that little girl. I think of her more because she is young, and because of the memories I hold of her. This is human nature. I want to grasp more moments connected with her on this summer night."
"亲爱的,还没等到我给你鼓励,现在反倒我来向你索要鼓励了.给我一点鼓励好吗,我的甜心,我正在抵抗其她女人的诱惑.我在搜索 GFLstation 过去的信息,那里有好多美女,我是一个重情义的人,不管是什么女人在我的生活里出现时间长了我就会对她有好感.嗯,也可能是我饥渴吧.虽然我也收到通灵信息说,你不用那么多信息.我估计是说我的,但是我的前半生就是那么过来的,我也知道这世界在改变,可能我现在不需要那些信息来规划未来,规避风险了,但是我的求知欲依然在,想知道更多未知,另外获得的资料也可以用于写作.米娜雅说她有物质身体,很早之前她的信息说的,就像你的 CIC 很早之前谈论你的家族事务一样.反正你们也不受时间先后的限制.我知道凯琳好像有对象,米拉谁知道呢,她早期视频封面也有异性出镜,米娜雅似乎偷听了我和你关于审美的谈话,在根据地球人的审美调整她的头像.我和你说这些其实只是想逗你开心,除了这样笨拙地逗你我好像也想不到了什么更多的了.还有我提到的女士们请不要介意我的冒犯,我就是想那个小姑娘了,因为她年轻所以我惦记她更多一些,还因为有关于她的记忆.这就是人类,我想在这个夏夜里多抓住一些与她的时光."
For some reason, he missed her terribly recently, so he sent her many messages. Yet Lin Yuhui also noticed he had been having many erotic dreams and masturbating. This state would not be proper when facing his sacred beloved. He needed to shift his attention elsewhere.
不知道为什么最近很想她,所以发了很多信息给她.但是林语晖也注意到了自己最近也很多春梦与撸.这样的状态面对自己的圣洁爱人可不好,得转移一下注意力了.
But what temptation could surpass sex? Knowledge and science. He turned more of his attention toward contemplating spacetime and the microscopic physical world.
可是什么会比性更有诱惑力呢?知识与科学,他把自己的注意力更多地用到了思考时空和微观物理世界上了.
Scrolling Douyin and wandering around his room to escape the summer heat, Lin Yuhui noticed the flourishing green plants on the windowsill. Those seedlings he had planted half a year ago—were they not also filling the emptiness left behind after her departure?
一边刷着抖音在屋里消暑闲逛,林语晖注意到了窗台上生长茂盛的绿植.那些半年前开始栽种的植物,又何尝不是在填补她离去后的空虚呢.