I thought I loved you as a human.
But my mind loved an illusion.
Thought I was blessed
To see the rest,
But I was caught in her dilutions.
Maybe cupid
Made me stupid.
Maybe love just had me blinded...
I was caught
In all the thoughts,
The dark pretenses of her mind...
It
was storming for so many years,
I guess
It could rain there forever...
I would have drowned
In all the fears and tears,
That cold world would never
Get better...
I thought with enough time
We could grow together,
But I was misguided.
So lost in her weather.
So latched, like a tether.
Weaker than a feather.
I wish I had listened to me,
I knew better.
I swear
I knew better...
Love can be blinding that way.
It can lure you to destruction,
It can lead your mind astray...
It can make you do
The things that you
Had sworn
You'd thrown away.
It can make you wish
That final kiss
Had kept her gaze at bay...
I thought I loved you
As a human.
Thought I knew
All that you needed.
Never knew
Her blades were better.
Cut me deeper,
Too much I bleeded.
All my knives were
Never for her.
Never did they leave a mark.
I was keeping
Her demons at bay
Protecting her dark heart.