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Chapter 123 - Chapter 119: Eirik Panic

Night didn't feel like night anymore.

It felt like pressure had learned to breathe.

Eirik stood alone at the edge of the forest.

Not inside pack territory.

Not fully outside of it either.

Stuck in-between.

That was what it felt like now.

Everything in between.

He hadn't slept.

He hadn't eaten properly.

His mind kept circling the same thought until it stopped feeling like a thought and started feeling like something alive.

This is too far.

The pups are shifting.

The pack fractured.

Theron revealed.

Nyx reacted immediately.

The timing.

The precision.

None of it felt like coincidence anymore.

Eirik's hand tightened at his side.

"…I didn't think it would move this fast," he whispered to himself.

A soft laugh answered him from behind.

Eirik didn't turn immediately.

He already knew.

Nyx stepped into view like he belonged to the dark.

Calm.

Composed.

Unhurried.

"Panic," Nyx observed softly, "doesn't suit you."

Eirik's jaw tightened.

"…you said it wouldn't reach the pups."

Nyx tilted his head slightly.

As if considering the sentence.

"It hasn't," he replied.

A pause.

"...yet."

Eirik's breath hitched slightly.

"That's not what you promised."

Nyx stepped closer.

Not threatening.

Just closer.

Enough that Eirik felt the shift in air around him.

"I promised outcomes," Nyx said gently.

"I did not promise ease of process."

Eirik's expression hardened.

"…you're climbing everything."

Nyx's eyes flickered faintly at that.

Amusement.

Or interest.

Hard to tell.

"I am correcting balance," Nyx corrected.

Eirik shook his head slightly.

"No," he said more sharply.

"You're pushing everything toward collapse."

A pause.

For the first time—

Nyx's smile thinned slightly.

"Collapse," he repeated quietly.

"…is simply changing viewed without control."

Eirik stepped forward now.

Finally losing some of his careful restraint.

"You said the Moon King was the target," he said.

"And now the pups are reacting faster, the pack is unstable, and Aiden is—"

He stopped himself.

Something tightened in his chest.

Because saying Aiden's name felt wrong now.

Too personal.

Too dangerous.

Nyx watched him closely.

"You are attached," Nyx observed softly.

Eirik's eyes narrowed.

"...don't."

Nyx stepped around him slightly.

Circling without urgency.

Like he had all the time in the world.

"I find it fascinating," Nyx continued.

"…how quickly attachment becomes justification."

Eirik's voice dropped.

"You're not answering my concern."

Nyx stopped.

Just behind him now.

"I am answering it," he said quietly.

"…you are simply refusing to hear it."

A pause.

Then—

Nyx leaned slightly closer.

"The pack will stabilize or break," he said.

"And what you call 'too far' is simply the point where truth becomes irreversible."

Eirik's breathing tightened.

"...you're using me."

Silence.

Not denial.

No agreement.

Just silence.

That was answer enough.

Eirik's hands clenched.

"…you said no one I care about would be hurt."

Nyx's voice softened.

Almost gently.

"And I meant it."

A pause.

"…but definitions change depending on the war."

Eirik's stomach dropped.

Because that wasn't reassurance.

That was distance.

A line being drawn somewhere he couldn't see anymore.

Eirik stepped back slightly.

"…this is going too far," he repeated, quieter now.

Nyx watched him for a long moment.

Then—

something in his expression sharpened.

"No," Nyx said softly.

"…it is already moving on its own."

A pause.

"And you are inside it now."

Eirik's breath caught.

Just slightly.

Then Nyx turned his gaze toward the distant direction of the pack lands.

Barely visible beyond the trees.

"…tell me," Nyx said softly.

"…when you look at them now, what do you see?"

Eirik didn't answer.

Because he didn't want to.

Because the truth was beginning to form in his mind whether he allowed it or not.

The pack wasn't just being watched anymore.

It was being steered .

And he—

he was no longer outside that steering.

Nyx's voice lowered.

"You helped open the door," he said gently.

"…now you are afraid of what is walking through it."

Eirik's voice came out rough.

"I didn't think it would reach them like this."

Nyx studied him.

Calm down again.

Cold again.

"It already has," he said.

And somewhere far away—

in the pack clearing—

Kael howled again, still learning his new voice.

And Eirik realized with sudden clarity—

it was already too late to slow anything down.

Nyx moved like he always did—quiet, inevitable.

A hand settled on Eirik's shoulder.

Not heavy.

Not forceful.

Just… certain.

Eirik stiffened instantly.

Every instinct in him screamed to step away.

But he didn't move yet.

Nyx leaned in closer.

His voice dropped until it barely existed outside Eirik's ear.

"…but if it's too much," he murmured, "you can walk away."

A pause.

Just long enough for hope to almost form.

Then Nyx continued.

"Tell them who leaked information."

His tone remained soft.

Almost kind.

"...who helped their enemy."

A faint shift of breath.

"...who you are."

Eirik's stomach tightened sharply.

"And maybe," Nyx finished quietly, "they let you leave alive."

A pause.

A smile touched his voice more than his lips.

"...betrayer."

Eirik's hands clenched at his sides so hard his nails bit into his palms.

"Stop it," he said sharply.

His voice cracked slightly under pressure.

"You know what you're doing."

He pulled free in one sharp motion, stepping back and turning to face Nyx fully.

My eyes are burning now.

"…you know I can't do that!"

For the first time, something like amusement deepened in Nyx's expression.

"Then what is the problem?" Nyx asked calmly.

A slight tilt of the head.

"…you already chose a side."

Silence fell between them.

Heavy.

Suffocating.

Eirik's breathing was uneven now.

Do not be afraid.

Not entirely.

Something worse.

Realization fighting against loyalty.

"That's not how it works," Eirik said lowly.

"…they're not just—things you can discard when the plan changes."

Nyx stepped closer again.

Unhurried.

Unbothered.

"And yet," he said softly, "you continue to give me what I need."

A pause.

"...despite your morals."

Eirik flinched slightly at that.

Because it was true.

Patrol gaps.

Delayed reports.

Small adjustments.

Tiny decisions that had never felt like betrayal at the time.

Now they stacked up differently.

Nyx's eyes sharpened faintly.

"I didn't force you," he said.

"...you volunteered."

Eirik shook his head once.

"No," he said quickly.

"That's not—"

Nyx cut him off gently.

"It is easier," he said, "to believe you are being pushed than to admit you are already moving."

Eirik's jaw tightened.

"…you're twisting it," he said.

Quiet now.

Less anger.

More strain.

Nyx's expression softened slightly.

Almost patient.

"I am defining it," he corrected.

A beat.

Then—

his gaze shifted briefly toward the direction of the pack lands.

"Do you know what happens next?" Nyx asked quietly.

Eirik didn't answer.

Nyx continued anyway.

"…the pack will find the traitor."

A pause.

"And when they do…"

His eyes flickered slightly.

"…they will not care about intent."

Eirik's chest tightened.

Because that part—

That part was true too.

Nyx has stepped back slightly now.

Giving space.

Almost merciful.

"You are afraid," Nyx said simply.

Eirik's voice came out rough.

"I'm trying to stop it from getting worse."

Nyx him studied for a long moment.

Then she smiled faintly.

"No," he said softly.

"…you are trying to decide which version of worse you can survive."

Silence again.

Eirik's hands trembled slightly at his sides now.

Barely visible.

But there.

"…this is going too far," he repeated again.

But weaker this time.

Less conviction.

Nyx tilted his head.

And for a moment—

his voice turned almost gentle.

"It is already done," he said.

"…you are just catching up to him."

Eirik's breath caught.

Because that wasn't persuasion anymore.

That was inevitable.

And far away, beyond the trees—

the pack was no longer stable.

Not after truth.

Not after suspicion.

Not after everything already set in motion.

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