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Chapter 35 - TOO LATE TO CHOOSE i

The classroom felt wrong.

Not loud.

Not quiet.

Just… off.

Lillian's seat by the window was empty again.

Day three.

Owen didn't sit immediately.

He stood beside his desk, eyes fixed on that empty chair like it might explain something.

Like it might give him a second chance.

It didn't.

"Stop looking," Zainab said from behind him.

Owen didn't turn.

"I'm not looking," he replied.

"You are," she said.

Silence.

Because he was.

Across the room, Bella sat alone.

Not the kind of alone where someone joins you later.

The kind that stays.

No one spoke to her.

Not directly.

But whispers still existed.

"She really did that…"

"Just because of a boy…"

Bella's fingers tightened on her pen.

She didn't look up.

For the first time—

attention didn't feel good.

Owen finally sat down.

Harder than usual.

The teacher spoke.

Students wrote.

Time moved.

But Owen didn't hear anything.

All he saw was—

Lillian standing in front of the class.

Her voice breaking.

Her saying—

"I didn't do anything."

And him—

standing there.

Not choosing.

His jaw tightened.

That was the moment.

And he failed it.

After school—

he didn't wait.

He didn't think.

He just went.

Straight to her house.

The walk felt longer than usual.

Each step heavier.

By the time he stood in front of her door—

he hesitated.

His hand hovered.

"What if she doesn't open?" he muttered.

Then—

he knocked.

Once.

Silence.

Twice.

Footsteps.

The door opened.

Lillian stood there.

And for a second—

everything stopped.

She looked at him.

Not surprised.

Not happy.

Just… aware.

"Owen."

No warmth.

"Can we talk?" he asked.

A pause.

Then she stepped aside.

"Make it quick."

That alone told him everything had changed.

Inside—

the air felt different.

Quiet.

Still.

Safe.

Too safe.

Because outside was where everything broke.

They stood facing each other.

Distance between them.

Owen exhaled.

"I messed up."

Lillian didn't react.

"That's all?" she asked.

Her voice wasn't loud.

But it cut.

Owen frowned.

"No—"

"Because that sounds like something small," she added.

Silence.

"It wasn't small," he said.

"Then say it properly," she replied.

That pushed him.

Owen stepped forward slightly.

"I stood there while everyone blamed you," he said.

Lillian's eyes flickered.

Just for a second.

"And I didn't stop it," he added.

Now she looked at him fully.

"Why?" she asked.

Simple question.

Impossible answer.

Owen swallowed.

"I didn't know who to believe."

The moment he said it—

he knew it was wrong.

Lillian let out a quiet laugh.

"Exactly," she said.

That hurt more than anger.

"I thought you were different," she continued.

Owen stepped closer.

"I am."

"No," she said immediately.

"You're just like everyone else."

That landed.

"I needed one person," she said.

Her voice dropped now.

"Just one… to say 'this isn't her.'"

Silence.

"And you couldn't even do that."

Owen had no defense.

Because she was right.

The space between them felt heavier now.

Then—

he said it.

"I like you."

No build-up.

No soft tone.

Just truth.

Lillian froze slightly.

Not shocked.

Just… tired.

"You think I don't know that?" she asked.

Owen blinked.

"You look at me like I'm the only person in the room," she continued.

Her voice wasn't soft.

It was controlled.

"You wait for me after class. You notice everything."

Silence.

"I know," she said.

Then—

she stepped closer.

And that made it worse.

"Do you know what hurts?" she asked.

Owen didn't answer.

"I like you too."

That changed the air instantly.

But she didn't smile.

"And that's why I expected more from you," she added.

Owen's chest tightened.

"Then give me another chance," he said quickly.

Lillian shook her head.

"No."

Sharp.

Immediate.

Owen stopped.

"I can't do that," she said.

"Why?" he asked.

Her eyes locked with his.

"Because when it mattered…" she said slowly,

"You hesitated."

That word again.

And it hit harder this time.

"I'm here now," Owen said.

"That's easy," she replied.

Silence.

"It's easy to choose someone when the truth is already clear," she added.

Owen stepped closer again.

Desperate now.

"I'll prove it," he said.

Lillian stepped back immediately.

"No."

Her voice softened slightly.

"I don't want promises," she said.

"I want time."

That stopped him.

Not rejection.

But not acceptance.

"I don't trust you right now," she continued.

The honesty in that hurt more than anger.

"But I don't hate you either," she added.

Owen exhaled slowly.

"So what does that mean?" he asked.

Lillian paused.

Then said—

"It means… we're not what we were."

Silence.

"And we're not what you want us to be either."

That hurt.

"But maybe…" she added quietly,

"…we can be something later."

Owen held onto that.

"Then I'll wait," he said.

Lillian didn't respond.

She just nodded slightly.

Then turned.

Walking away from him.

Not running.

But not staying either.

Owen stood there.

Alone.

But clearer now.

Because this time—

he understood.

Love wasn't the problem.

Timing wasn't the problem.

Hesitation was.

And now—

he had to fix something that already broke.

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