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Chapter 33 - The Last Session

Dr. Harmon closed his notebook.

"This will be our last formal session," he said. He said it the way you say something that is both a conclusion and a beginning — carefully, giving it space. "The recovery is complete. There's nothing left to unlock."

Callum sat across from Elara in the familiar clinic room — the chairs, the table, the window with its afternoon light — and looked at her with eyes that held the full five years now. No gaps. No reaching. Just the complete map.

"How do you feel?" Dr. Harmon asked him.

"Like myself," Callum said. "For the first time in over two years."

Harmon nodded. He looked at Elara. "And you?"

She considered the question honestly. "Strange," she said. "Like a chapter ended."

"Several chapters," Harmon said. He looked between them. "I want to say something before we close, if I may."

They waited.

"What you've done in these sessions is not a small thing," he said. "Most people — even in the best circumstances — cannot sit in a room with the full weight of what's between them and be honest about it. You did it ten times. You did it when it cost you." He looked at Elara specifically. "The recovery wasn't only his. You recovered something in here too. I want you to know I've seen that."

She looked at the table.

She nodded once.

They walked out together into the afternoon for the last time. The same pavement, the same city, but everything slightly rearranged.

"Coffee?" Callum said.

She looked at him.

"Not the cafe," he said quickly. "A new one. No history attached."

She almost smiled. "Okay."

— ✶ —

The new cafe was on Wren Street — small, warm, mismatched chairs and a chalkboard menu and a smell of cardamom that she found unexpectedly comforting.

They ordered. They sat.

"I've been thinking," Callum said, "about what I want to say to you. Properly. Now that I have everything back." He looked at his cup. "I've been composing it for three days."

"How's the draft?" she asked.

"Terrible. Too long and too apologetic." He looked up at her. "So I'll just say the simple version."

"Okay."

"I'm sorry," he said. "Not the version I said in your kitchen the first night when I didn't have the full picture. The real version. The version where I know exactly what I did and what it cost you and I'm not asking you to make me feel better about it." He held her gaze. "I'm sorry. For the divorce papers. For the coldness. For every conversation we had that year where I spoke to you like you were an inconvenience. For not fighting to remember you. For building on a lie." He paused. "For the pregnancy, which I cannot — I cannot think about without—" He stopped. Pressed his lips together. "I'm sorry for all of it."

Elara looked at him across the mismatched cafe table.

"I know," she said.

"That's all?"

"That's everything." She looked at her cup. "I've been waiting a long time for the apology. Not to hear it — I stopped needing to hear it a year ago. But to know it was real. To know it came from the real you." She looked up. "It's real."

"Yes," he said.

"Then I've heard it," she said. "And I'm going to sit with it for a while. And then I'm going to decide what comes next."

"That's fair," he said.

"It is," she agreed.

They finished their coffee.

Outside, on the pavement, she pulled on her coat and looked at the street.

"What do you want?" she asked. Not for the first time. But the first time she'd asked it knowing he had full access to the answer.

He looked at her. "You," he said simply. "Not the way I had you before — I know that's not on the table and I know I don't have the right to ask for it back. Something new. Something built on what we both are now." He paused. "I want the chance to try."

She was quiet for a moment.

"Nathan asked me to marry him," she said.

The colour didn't leave his face. But something shifted in it. A recalibration. "I know," he said. "Diana told me."

"I haven't answered him."

"I know that too."

She looked at him. "I need time, Callum."

"I know."

"Real time. Not sessions, not proximity, not— I need space to make the decision clearly."

He nodded. "Then take it." He looked at her. "I'll be here."

She started walking.

She got a full block before she stopped.

She turned back.

He hadn't moved.

"The second time we met," she called. "You remembered I had paint on my hand."

"Left hand," he called back. "Cadmium yellow."

She looked at him for a long moment.

Then she turned and walked on.

But she was smiling.

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