Three maids arrived with Vesper exactly five minutes later.
They filled the copper bath from pitchers of steaming water with the quiet efficiency of people who had learned that speed and invisibility were the safest combination. They couldn't look at her directly. The youngest one.. fifteen, round-faced, still carrying the last of childhood in her features, kept her gaze at floor level with the focus of someone practicing a skill.
Vesper directed without speaking. Small gestures. A look. The others responded the way people responded to someone who had established authority through competence rather than rank.
"My lady." The shortest maid straightened, hands folded. "We are prepared. Will you permit us to undress you?"
Zolani thought about the forty buttons she had counted down the back of the dress.
"No. You may leave. I'll manage."
Complete stillness.
The kind that meant she had said something that did not compute.
The youngest maid's eyes went briefly, involuntarily, to the forty buttons.
Then back to the floor.
Vesper said, carefully: "May we at least wait to dress you after, my lady?"
One of the other maids had already crossed to the wardrobe. She held out a dress — dark green wool, square neckline, fitted through the bodice, small gold buttons at the sleeves. Simple. Made well. The kind of beautiful that practical things became when someone had cared about them properly.
The green against warm brown skin and golden curls would be —
She processed this with the detached appreciation of someone who had learned to look at themselves as information rather than feeling.
Striking. Quietly, deliberately striking.
Someone had chosen this. She didn't know yet if that someone was Elowen or Vesper. She filed it either way.
"Fine," she said. "Wait outside."
The three maids left with visible relief.
Vesper paused at the door — that threshold habit again, the half-second decision — and closed it softly.
The bathroom was small.
A copper tub. A washstand. A mirror in a plain frame. One candle on the shelf above the tub throwing warm uncertain light across everything.
She undressed alone.
The forty buttons took considerably longer than they would have taken someone with practice. She worked from the bottom up with the focused patience of a person dismantling something complicated and did not think about anything else while doing it.
Until the dress came off.
She stood in front of the mirror.
She had been avoiding the full picture since the funeral. The face had been enough.
Thinner than the natural frame suggested. Not her weight — she could see the architecture underneath, what this body was supposed to be at its own measure. The thinness had happened to it. Grief or illness or something she didn't have the memories to explain yet.
She looked at her hands. The scar on the left index finger catching the candlelight. Old. Fully healed. She still didn't know what had made it.
She got into the bath.
The heat hit her skin like an argument — sharp, then settling, her body accepting it in increments the way bodies accepted difficult things.
She stayed still while it happened.
Breathed carefully.
And did not think about the other water.
She thought about it anyway.
The cold one. The specific cold of going under and not coming back up. The fighting. The stopping of the fighting. The gold light getting small above her until it was just a point and then nothing.
I'm sorry, she had thought, at the bottom of it.
And then she had woken up in a casket.
She stared at the ceiling of the small bathroom and breathed and let herself feel — just for a moment, just here where nobody was watching — the impossible vertiginous wrongness of being alive in the wrong century in the wrong body with the memory of choosing the water sitting in her chest like something that hadn't finished draining.
Here then, she had thought in the casket.
She thought it again now.
Here then.
Not peace. Not acceptance. Something more stubborn than either. The specific refusal to be defeated by absurdity that had gotten her through every deadline she'd made by three minutes, every morning she'd gotten up when the weight said stay.
Fine, she told the ceiling. We're here. Let's see what here requires.
"My lady?" Vesper's voice, muffled through the door. "Would you like help with your hair?"
She looked at the mass of golden curls floating around her.
"Come in."
Vesper was efficient with the kind of efficiency that had learned to be invisible.
She moved through the small bathroom gathering soap and oils from the shelf without the performance of competence that less skilled people used to demonstrate theirs. She simply did things. They were done.
She worked from the scalp out — soap worked in with careful firm fingers, pressure at the temples, the slow attention to someone's hair that required either training or genuine care. The oils went in after. Rose-scented. Something darker and warmer underneath the roses.
The whole process was slow in a way Zolani found — against her better judgment — deeply pleasant.
She kept her face neutral.
Vesper kept her face neutral.
They were both waiting.
"Vesper," Zolani said, to the water rather than to the face she could see in the wall mirror. "I have lost my memories."
The hands in her hair paused.
One breath.
Then continued.
"My lady?"
"Since I woke." She chose the word deliberately. Not came back. Not returned. Woke — like sleep, like nothing impossible. "I cannot recall. People. Relationships. I know the shapes of things — language, how rooms work. But specifics are gone."
A longer silence. Vesper's hands moved through her hair. Warm water. The rose oil. The single candle making everything amber.
She watched Vesper's face in the mirror while appearing to watch the water.
The face was doing something complicated.
She could see the calculation. The assessment. Information being weighed against risk.
"That must be frightening, my lady," Vesper said finally.
Not impossible. Not I'll inform the Count.
That must be frightening.
Smart, Zolani thought. She's not closing or opening. She's giving me something human to see what I do with it.
"It's inconvenient," Zolani said. "Frightening implies expectations that aren't being met. I'm not sure I had expectations."
In the mirror Vesper's eyes did something that might, on a less controlled face, have been the beginning of a smile.
"No, my lady," she said quietly. "I don't imagine you did."
She was dressed and seated at the writing desk — the green dress strange and already feeling more like her body than the white funeral thing ever had — when the candle on the shelf guttered.
Went still.
And then —
Something happened in her chest. Small. Precise. Like a key turning in a lock she hadn't known was there. Warmth without a source. A direction without a destination.
She went still.
The air in the room thinned at the edges. The way air thinned when something was paying attention.
Then —
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