Jeevan's mind was confused, while his presence in the abyss, his mind was still awake even though his body gave up. His mind was filled with questions like,
"If this is not willdom then what is this place ? Then this abyss was the reason for pulling off the land ? if I'm awake and the divinity spell accepts me then my Karma core should be developed I feel nothing why ? Then why was the dying of star, moving of land and pet of Keeper all these are perfectly synchronized ? Who even is Keeper in a place like this ? What happens when I die here ? oh God I have so many questions but no answer.
After this his mind went to unconscious state.
A bright flash of white light flashed to Jeevan he suddenly raised screaming "I don't want to die here", he checked his stomach no sign of pain and no blood in his GI either, 'Whats going on here where am I ?', his blurry vision slowly came to clarity he was lying on a broken sacred stone craved with words which was alien to him and he turned around and all he saw was, a broken shrine with head less statues in every corner, the temple was dark and dreary a single candle on the roof hanging and swinging here and there it was the only source of light for the temple, Jeevan walked around the temple it was huge square shaped temple and it pillars all broken here and there but still the roof hangs without felling off, the main material used to build it was cobble stone, a bell hanging in the entrance of the shrine which was shining brightly in the dark which caught the eye of Jeevan so he cautiously and silently moved towards it and he held the bell in his hand, suddenly something in the corner made a noise in fear he rang the bell unknowningly. The shrine started to shake the shaking continued for few minutes with gradual increase in the shaking, Jeevan was ready for anything, but his mind was tired because he has no improvement on any basis.
During this shaking of shrine he felt a sharp pain on his stomach, when Jeevan looked down the ice spike came back the whitish ice spike turned red due to his blood, Jeevan screamed in pain and blood dripping continuously his body gave up his eyes closing on its own, the shaking stopped now, a giant cobble stone copper plated chair appeared from the ground, Jeevan turned back with pain and numbness in the chair sits a entity or a divine being his right hand supporting the his face and left hand holding a weapon which was like a spear, sharp and the blade is transparent as if made out of a ice. His face full black and only his eyes visible he has two white bright eyes, his body covered with just a black thick fur like cloth his head was bearing the wait of a simple ring with a single eye carved into its center.
All this information was too much for Jeevan as he is dying slowly due to blood loss but he can observe and hear all these.
Jeevan when his eyes about to close he heard a base voiced, powerful resonance of his voice waked him up.
"All the souls must endure pain, even the gods and kings endure pain then how a pitiful soul like you escape the fate and Karma. After a long period of time so long that my star even died a soul came to me, to my shrine waiting for this inevitable Keeper to give his judgement. I feel great ! here I am don't you worry soul, my bad suicidal soul stand on the stone tablet on your right let me check your Karma Core ,HA HA let me check whether its black or white come on"
This was commanding words to Jeevan so his body and mind obeyed him completely. When he stood up on the stone tablet his chest was wide opened and his Karma core was visible to the Keeper.
Jeevan breathing heavily each breathe he take creates a sharp pain in his stomach, this was unbearable pain to him so he shouted at Keeper and begged to end his life as soon as possible "I can't take it anymore". It was obvious because unlike others Jeevan was not chosen as children and he was all alone fighting for his life and this cycle of pain in his life was not new to him from childhood he lost everything and he spent his life alone, nobody understood him, no one gave him a chance to prove him, even the system gave up on him giving him some foolish rewards instead of awakening powers but still he continued fighting all he wanted was to survive and live as per his grandpa's last wish but now he lost everything to fight back so now he begs for peace he never had since his childhood, Jeevan now thinks to end his life soon by thrusting the ice spike by himself further, so he takes his hand and when he was about to do it, Keeper responded,
How thoughtful of you ending your own life in front of a divine entity. You know one thing chiranjeevan that is your full name I think, do you no what it means ? you are immortal ! when I studied your Karma core it was neither black nor white its grey its because you are not chosen by Divinex and you committed to this all by yourself you are not even chosen, that is using a machine to rift your soul which makes your Karma core grey.
Jeevan stopped after hearing this he was shocked and he was like how did he know my full name. Jeevan tired and trembling he asked "Whatever Keeper just end my suffering I beg you please"
"I'm afraid I can't Jeevi because my job is to rift the souls based on their Karma core but yours is grey I can't end your suffering but if you will to do one thing for me I can save you. You know what me and you we both are same, we are alone when the gods abandoned me no soul came to my Riftment where I gave judgements to souls but now look around I'm in a garbage no shrine nothing, all these days I had my star but now she is gone as well so I seek revenge and you will be my sword, I need revenge."
After telling this to Jeevan he lifted his spear and pointed towards Jeevan the pain grows stronger and stronger. Jeevan cried and shouted, begged for mercy he ran out of options.
"You know what you cannot die and you cannot live as well what do you think ? need pain or life your choice."
Jeevan had no choice left to end his pain he accepted the offering from Keeper.
Pain ended he fell down, lost his senses more like a coma he lies down. Mean while the Divine spell whispered in his ears,
[Divine experience gained ! ]
[Welcome to the domain of Children! ]
[You are now an awakened children of Divinex ]