CHAPTER -1
CHILDHOOD
It is my story,when I fall in love with a boy who also loves me.
"Love At First Sight" ,it is the true line but I write "Love Ar first sight". Everyone notice this .It is not type mistake 'AR' means 'ebong' in Bengali language. So I start my story,---------------
I read in primary school when I was child. But I was not admitted on pri.nursery class, i admitted on nursery class. When everyone went school at the class of pri.nursery,then I played at home. The boy whom I loved,who went school with my elder brother. They were good friends then but now they never speak eachother. By the way back in story. They went school so I think he was my brother's classmate so he was also like my elder brother. Then I was admitted in school. I had no any friends otherwise my best friend. When I was in nursery class i could not read well even I can't read well at childish class two. Everyone thought I was not a good student,not a good sportser,not a good dancer, not a good artist. Everyone insulted me. Then I cameback with my skill and talent. I was became a god student,good dancer,good sportser,good artist and a good singer also. Then I was became everyone's favourite student. I didn't know that a boy who also my classmate who loved with me at the class two. I know it is not that age when any student fall in love. But he was in love,he also didn't know that. At class four when I was the first student in the class. Then our CHILDHOOD love this chapter was totally end. After class four no one speak eachother. If anyone see us then they act like they didn't know us. So our CHILDHOOD days finally closed with love and so many memories.
CHAPTER -2
TEENAGE
At class five when I admitted on high school. Class five to class seven when totally stopped speak with him. He didn't know me and I also didn't know him act like this. I was too happy at class five to six. But this happiness was not permanent. At class seven a virus named 'CORONA' was came and started lockdown. When I was permanently sit at home. Then ar class eight buy the first screen touch phone at my home. I thought out happiest life finally returned. But it was wrong. It was that time when I was hate my life because after that time I can read the mind of strangers. I suffered in loneliness. I teach the process of silent cry. I cried alone but no one with me. I always prayed my Kanhu (Hindu's greatest god) that please give me one person who always loves me, always treat with me like a princess. And he gave me that one person in my life who apen our CHILDHOOD chapter again. I am happy with him. By the way I cried alone,but no one heard my entire cry,no one understand me,even no one loves me. I hope if anyone read my story who can understand my situation. By the way at class eight I got a new phone. I opened Instagram and he followed me. I also follow back him because he is my childhood friend, i think that. He was in love with a girl I know that,but I don't know that the girl was me. Then I started speak with him like a friend. Then ar class nine i know that he was in love with me. I thought it was not good so I stop speaking with him. But I didn't know that I was also fall in love with him and it is my "Love Ar First Sight". And finally our teenage chapter was closed.
CHAPTER -3
FIRST SIGHT LOVE
At class nine i was in love with him. I have too ego and he have also. I stopped speak with him and one year it was stop for our ego. I thought it was end. At class nine finally back my ugliest life again. I was cry but no one with me. I was speak but no one sit beside with me. I was dance but not on the stage. Again I was feeling very lonely. I thought about him in every time but not speaking with him. Then I scrolled reels and know that it was the sign of love. And finally I was in love with him. He touched my emotions,my sadness,my everything. Then my maternal uncle's daughter, means my cousin sister who was speak with him in Instagram. She judged him and finally she decided that he is a good person. And she forced him to speak with me. I remembered that night,ar 12.58 a.m he finally massage me, i replied him. He proposed me to write a shayari in Bengali language. I was became very nervous. Then I told him that could you wait for me? Because I want become a successful woman. Then he told me that yes he would wait for me. And finally we started speak eachother like a friend. He never said me 'I Love you ' after that night. Because he knows my dream. And I will propose him when I fulfilled my dream. I hope that day will become very special for me and also for him. I write a shayari for him in hindi language -------------------------
"Bhatke huye musafir ka
Basera ban geya
Meri andheri raatoon ka tu sabera ban geya
Meri zindagi main aya hai tu is tarah
Ke meri zindagi main aya hai tu is tarah
Jayse kabad main padi laash ko
Saanso ka Sahara mil geya"...
And I write more than one shayari for him in Bengali language
"Tumi amar ondhokar jibone alo kore ele
Kanna bhora mukhe hasi futiye tulle
Moner ful gulor shukno papri gulike rangiye diye gele
Dhonnobad deoar bhasa tikeo kere nile
Tobuo boli---------------
Thakbek to sarajibon ebhabey?
Ranga paye laal altar moto kore".....
I know that my Shayari's language can't read many people but I want that please translate this Shayaries in English and read my heart language with mind.
Write by------ Susmita Mahato
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