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Chapter 10 - Chapter 10 — Ms Carver

The call came on a Tuesday evening.

Ethan was at the kitchen table finishing his homework when Diana answered the phone in the hallway. He heard her voice do the shift — the change from waiting to real — and then she appeared in the doorway.

"You got Oliver," she said. "The lead."

"Yes," he said.

She looked at him.

"You knew," she said.

"I thought I probably would," he said honestly.

Diana crossed the room and hugged him — long and proper, the kind she reserved for things that mattered. He let her have the moment.

"I'm calling Rachel," she said into the top of his head.

"She'll be insufferable."

"Yes. I know. I'm calling her anyway."

She let go, picked up the phone, and he went back to his homework.

From the hallway he could hear Rachel's voice through the receiver — distant, animated, already pleased with herself.

Diana was being very patient about it.

Rehearsals started the following Saturday morning.

The school gymnasium, nine o'clock, twenty-two kids in various states of morning energy. Some had clearly been awake for hours. Some had clearly not. Tyler — who'd been cast as the Artful Dodger, which suited him perfectly — arrived with the alert brightness of someone who had been looking forward to this.

Ms. Patricia Carver was already there when they arrived.

She was the woman with the clipboard from the audition — late thirties, efficient, the kind of director who had a standard in mind before she walked into the room and measured everything against it rather than adjusting downward.

She looked at the assembled cast for a moment.

"Right," she said. "Let's see what we have."

The first rehearsal was structured and fast-moving.

Ms. Carver walked them through the show's architecture — the scenes, the running order, the basic logic of how the story moved. She had the vocabulary of someone who had done this many times and had stripped it down to what was essential.

She gave the ensemble their positions for Food Glorious Food and walked them through it twice. Adjusted three kids' spacing. Moved Tyler two feet to the left and told him why. Gave Sophie a note about breath control in the second verse that was specific and accurate.

Then she got to Ethan. Where Is Love. The staging.

She walked him through the blocking — where to stand, where to look, what to do with his hands during the instrumental sections.

He took the note. Adjusted. Did it again.

She watched. Moved on.

Second rehearsal.

Ms. Carver gave notes to everyone. To the ensemble about the Consider Yourself choreography, which was coming together but needed more commitment in the arms. To Tyler about his entrance timing. To Sophie about a tendency to push for the high notes instead of letting them arrive.

To Ethan she gave one note — a technical thing about his position relative to the lighting rig.

He adjusted. She moved on.

Third rehearsal.

Notes to everyone. Nothing to Ethan.

He noticed. Didn't mention it.

Fourth rehearsal.

Notes to everyone. Nothing to Ethan.

Tyler noticed too.

After the rehearsal, while they were gathering their things, Tyler came and stood beside him.

"She doesn't give you notes," he said. Observational. Not accusatory.

"I noticed."

"Why not?"

Ethan thought about it. "I think she doesn't have any."

Tyler considered this.

"That's either really good or really annoying."

"Little bit of both."

Tyler grinned — the quick one that arrived without warning.

"Your Where Is Love is actually incredible, by the way. I heard it at the audition. I didn't know what was happening."

"Thanks."

"How do you do that thing? Where it feels real. Like actually real, not performed real."

Ethan thought about how to explain it.

"I stop performing it. I just ask it. Like it's a real question I actually need the answer to."

Tyler looked at him.

"You're five."

"Almost six."

"Right," Tyler said. "Obviously."

He picked up his bag.

"I'm going to try that. The situation thing instead of the emotion thing."

"It works. You're already good. You just perform the emotion sometimes instead of playing what's actually happening."

Tyler stopped. Turned around. Looked at Ethan with an expression somewhere between impressed and baffled.

"My mum is not going to believe any of this conversation happened."

"Probably best not to tell her."

Tyler laughed and went to find his mother.

Ms. Carver found him after the fifth rehearsal.

The gymnasium was emptying out — parents reclaiming kids, the cheerful end-of-session chaos. Diana was near the door talking to another parent about something that wasn't going to resolve quickly.

Ms. Carver came and stood beside him while he put his script in his bag.

She didn't say anything immediately. He waited.

"Can I ask you something?" she said.

"Yes."

"The way you approach the work." She chose words carefully. "Where does it come from? The distinction you make between performing an emotion and playing the situation — I wouldn't expect that from most adult actors."

"I watch a lot. Films, performances. I think about what makes things work and what doesn't."

"Since when?"

"Always, kind of."

Ms. Carver was quiet for a moment.

"I've been directing these productions for eight years. I've had genuinely talented kids come through." She looked at him with the expression that had been present since the audition — still recalibrating, still not quite arriving. "I don't have notes for you because I don't have anything to fix. Which should feel satisfying."

"Does it?"

"Mostly. It's also slightly unsettling. You're five."

"Almost six."

"Almost six." She almost smiled. "Right."

She picked up her clipboard.

"I'm going to start giving you harder things to do. Not because you need fixing. Because you need something to actually work at."

He felt something sharpen.

"What kind of harder things?"

"Different starting points. Different emotional contexts. Same scenes, different interior states — I want to see how you adjust, how quickly, how specifically." She looked at him. "Can you do that?"

"Yes."

"Good." She turned to go.

"Ms. Carver."

She stopped.

"Thank you," he said. "For taking it seriously."

She looked at him for a moment.

"Thank you for giving me something worth taking seriously," she said.

She walked away.

The harder things started the following week.

Ms. Carver would pull him out of a scene, reset it, give him a different interior condition.

Do it as if he's already decided he's going to get caught.

He did it. She watched. Moved to the next.

Now do it as if he genuinely believes it's going to be okay.

He adjusted. Different quality of stillness. Different relationship to the space around him.

Now do it as if he stopped caring.

That one was harder. He stood with it for a moment.

Stopped caring didn't mean nothing. It meant the exhaustion of someone who had hoped for too long and run out. Not giving up. Running out.

He found it. Played it.

Ms. Carver watched without moving.

After the fifth variation she said, very quietly:

"Good."

Just that.

He understood from Ms. Carver that this was equivalent to a standing ovation.

Tyler got better across the six weeks.

After their conversation in week one he started playing situations instead of emotions, and something unlocked — his natural physical instinct stopped competing with the performance and started serving it. By week four his Artful Dodger was genuinely good. The kind of good that comes from connecting with what you're doing rather than just executing it.

Ethan told him one Saturday after rehearsal.

"The market scene. When you decide to trust Oliver. I could see when you made the decision."

Tyler looked at him. "Yeah?"

"You made it in the scene. It wasn't planned. It just happened."

Tyler was quiet for a moment.

"I tried the thing you said."

"I know. It showed."

Tyler grinned.

"You're still weird. Still a compliment."

"I know."

The week before opening night Ms. Carver ran the full show twice without stopping.

First run she took notes constantly. Second run she put the clipboard down after the first scene and didn't pick it up again.

After it finished she stood at the front of the gymnasium and looked at them all.

"This is ready," she said. "You've done the work."

She looked at Ethan briefly. Then moved on.

He understood what the brief look meant.

You've done something I still don't entirely have words for. But you've done it.

≪ SYSTEM UPDATE ≫

Acting Fans: 9 / 1,000,000

Music Fans: 10 / 1,000,000

Ms. Patricia Carver — confirmed.

Tyler — confirmed.

Nine and ten.

He read it that night.

Opening night in six days. Ninety people in a church hall who hadn't seen him before.

He thought about the strip of tape on the gymnasium floor. The question asked for real.

I need to do that in front of ninety people, he thought. And it needs to feel exactly the same as when it was just me and Mr. Kowalski at lunch.

He looked at Captain Buttons.

"Six days," he said.

Captain Buttons maintained his usual position.

He closed his eyes.

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