Mam ka Trust Aur meri Nayi Pehchan
Computer center mein ab meri daily routine bilkul set ho gayi thi.
Roz sham ko 2pm main time par center pahunch jaati, apna computer on karti aur teacher jo kaam batate, use dhyaan se follow karti. Dheere-dheere mujhe computer chalane mein bhi confidence aane laga tha.
Sabse khaas baat ye thi ki ab meri aur mam ki bonding kaafi strong ho gayi thi. Mam mujhe ek responsible student ke roop mein dekhne lagi thi. Jab bhi class mein koi chhota-mota kaam hota, wo mujhe hi bula leti thi.
Ek din class khatam hone ke baad mam ne mujhe apne cabin mein bulaya.
Main thodi nervous si unke cabin ke paas gayi aur dheere se knock kiya.
"Come in," mam ki awaaz aayi.
Main quietly andar gayi aur unke saamne khadi ho gayi. Mam ne meri taraf dekh kar halki si smile ki aur kaha,
"Tum bahut sincere aur responsible student ho. Isliye mujhe tum par trust hai."
Unki ye baat sunkar mujhe andar se bahut khushi hui.
Maine respect ke saath sir hila diya.
Phir mam ne table par rakha ek register meri taraf badhate hue kaha,
"Aaj se jab bhi main busy rahungi, tum attendance register handle karogi."
Ye sun kar main ek moment ke liye surprise ho gayi.
Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki mam mujhe itni badi responsibility de dengi.
Maine thodi hesitation ke saath kaha,
"Ji mam, main poori koshish karungi ki sab kaam sahi se ho."
Mam ne confidence ke saath kaha,
"Mujhe pata hai tum achha karogi."
Us din ke baad meri routine mein ek naya kaam add ho gaya — attendance register handle karna.
Class mein attendance ke liye fingerprint entry aur register mein signature karna hota tha. Har student apna naam likh kar sign karta tha. Lekin kai baar jab mam busy hoti thi, to wo mujhe hi register de deti thi aur kehti thi,
"Sabhi students ki entry properly kar dena."
Main dhyaan se ek-ek student ka naam check karti aur register mein entry karti. Dheere-dheere mujhe ye kaam bhi easy lagne laga.
Is responsibility ki wajah se mujhe apne andar ek naya confidence feel hone laga tha. Ab main sirf ek normal student nahi rahi thi, balki mam ki trusted student ban gayi thi.
Ek din bhi aisa hi hua. Mam ne mujhe register diya aur kaha,
"Main thodi der ke liye bahar ja rahi hoon. Tab tak tum attendance handle kar lena."
Main register lekar class room mein aayi aur apni seat ke paas khadi ho gayi.
Students ek-ek karke aane lage aur fingerprint entry karne lage. Main unka naam check karke register mein sign karne ke liye keh rahi thi.
Tabhi meri nazar door ki taraf gayi.
Wo ladka class room mein enter kar raha tha.
Usko dekh kar mere face par automatically ek halki si smile aa gayi.
Wo quietly andar aaya aur fingerprint machine par apni entry karne laga. Phir wo register ki taraf badha.
Jaise hi wo mere paas aaya, maine register uski taraf badha diya.
Usne ek second ke liye meri taraf dekha aur halki si smile ke saath apna signature kar diya.
Us moment mein mujhe thodi si nervousness feel hui, lekin saath hi ek chhoti si khushi bhi hui.
Wo sign karke wapas apni seat par chala gaya.
Main kuch seconds tak uski taraf dekhti rahi, phir maine apna dhyaan wapas register par laga diya.
Us din mujhe ek baat samajh aayi —
jab kisi par trust kiya jaata hai, to wo insaan khud bhi apne aap ko zyada responsible feel karne lagta hai.
Mam ka trust mere liye ek motivation ban gaya tha.
Aur shayad ye nayi responsibility meri life mein ek nayi pehchaan banne wali thi…
" Kya mam ka ye trust mujhe sirf responsible banayega, ya meri life mein koi naya raasta bhi kholne wala hai?"