Ryan's POV
If it were possible to change what he was, Ryan was of the mind that he would no longer be a human being.
Instead of wanting to be an animal out in the wild roaming free. He would have chosen to at least be a puddle of water.
That way instead of hurting as badly as he was, all that he'd have to do would be to slosh around on the dirt while waiting for the sun to come and take him away.
There would be no pain for him to feel. He would simply just go from one form to another.
It sounded like a good existence.
A Vivian Rose free existence that would not cause him any pain.
But he was not a puddle of water waiting to become vapour. He was a human being, a human being with a best friend who was worried about him.
