jay's pov -
b_e_t
what b_e_t are you talking about?
i asked cin and David
Jay jay
Jay
They spoke one after another
Ci-n voice filled with fear
And David voice filled with worry
I took another step and asked seriously
what b_e_t ?
They looked at each other and started panicking
ohh that bet ahhh
we both made a bet
who will win cricket World Cup this year
i said Phillipines obviously
but David said it's India
as they are strong in cricket
Ci - n said looking at the wall
Without looking at me
David also looking at window
Avoiding my eye contact
I know they are hiding something from me
I took a step forward i held ci -n 's chin
Made him look towards me
And said
now tell me what bet you are talking about?
ci-n started crying
I looked at David who is still avoiding me
I almost begged him to say
please... David.. i said while tears forming in my eyes
He finnally turned towards me and said
section e had a bet that you would actually
g_g_give i_n to k_kei_fer
I understood what he meant
If feels something struck in my throat
It feels like my heart stopped beating for a second
I didn't know they would steep so low
Even betting on my dignity
Something precious i had been protecting for years
It feels like a insult to me
I need clarity so I asked him
what d_o you mean ??
i didn't understand
please.... Explain?
i almost begged him again
Ci-n is crying like there is no tomorrow
section e had a bet that
you would have s_s_sex with h_him
he said while lowering his head
Ofcourse they didn't had right to face me
I let out a bitter laugh and went inside room
Because of if I cry I can't stop my tears
The ulupongs had a smile seeing me and they got up from their chairs
Jay
Jay jay
She is here
She is willing to talk with us
We are sorry
Like that every one started speaking
David words echoing in my mind
All I could see is him
At the end of the room
Keifer sat on his chair
Sat on it like It is his throne
Cold face , smirking eyes
I slowly went towards him
And he stood up seeing him
i want to talk about something i said
what is it ? he said coldly
do you know about the bet ? i asked him
I hadn't realised the tears are started flowing
All are shocked
Silence
Pure silence throughout the room
Guilty over their eyes
I looked into keifer eyes
He wants to say something but
Something is stopping him
I looked at him
Maybe he will say he loves me
Even after everything
I still had hope
May be I love him soomuch
I want to hate him but I can't
But he avoided my eyes
ofcourse you knew
how you wouldn't knew
when you are the one who planned it
you just wanted my b_body nothing else
everyone said to stay away from you
you are a play boy
I am fool that
i loved you
i thought you would change for me
i am such an idiot
i started hitting him in chest and started crying
Soon I hugged him and cried even more
I miss him
I miss his comfort
I miss everything
He just stood there didn't said anything
I thought he will say anything
But he just stood and took all my beatings
Section e they keep looking at us
After crying after so much
I finally stopped crying
I told section e
congratulations you had won the bet
celebrate it
you always celebrate when you won anything
see you won the bet
you destroyed me
See i am broken beyond repair
i said while looking at them
They are crying
I finally looked towards keifer and said
don't worry
If you think I loved you that's why I hugged you before
it's your dream
i loved you before
now I don't love you
i hate you
Thats a lie i know but I want to say it
Because I want to give them satisfaction they won
Because they let go of me
Because I am going to leave Phillipines soon
Even after all this shit
A part of still hoped
They loved me
Stop thinking that jay
May be it's your dream
He looked at wall avoiding my eye contact
That's hurts me more than anything
Soon sir Alvin arrived
I signed first the papers
Jay
Jay jay
Ulupongs called me
I quickly went outside the classroom
Aries is waiting for me in parking lot
We went to home
tomorrow is last exam
and a very important day for you aries said
i know aries i said because I know what he meant