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Chapter 5 - Chapter 3- Do I deserve love

Jay's pov-

am I an illegitimate child i asked percyy and he froze

This question u should ask your mom not me he said 

I understood what he meant 

Now the tears I am trying to stop are rolling down without realising 

He pulled me into a huge and said

baby sistah please don't cry I am here I won't leave u he said 

Then I broke down in front of him and said

why Percy why everyone are saying lies and hiding truths 

Why everyone are controlling my life like they had the right 

its my life and I had the right to decide 

why everyone are using me for their own selfishness 

My mom never loved me she kept on marrying multiple husbands

i had never seen my father in my life 

my brother aries won't even acknowledge me 

he thinks I am burden to him 

kuya Angelo he used me to save his buisness 

he arranged my marriage with Yuri without even my consent 

i had no feelings towards him yet I am forced to marry him

because they adopted me and taking care of me

i know I had obligated towards them but I will repay their 

kindness in another way

Yurii my so called fiancee he knows everything 

he is the first one I told about I had feelings towards king of ulupong

yet he forced me into engagment to win against keifer

as I am a trophy or a toy to him and to satisfy his male ego bullshitt..

and my friends I thought they accepted me as family

as a part of them as part of section e

i helped everyone solved all their problems 

yet I had become a toy to bet with..

and the man I love 💕 

oh god 

Keifer

he protected me every time 

he made me feel safe 

he sees me like I am only miracle or precious thing in the world 

And I fell 

for his trap

for his revenge 

i became a toy he plays with 

he used me for his revenge against aries

he played with my feelings 

Whyy

why can't anyone love me without expectations 

without taking anything from me

why can't I deserve love. I said and I suddenly feel dizzy 

And I fell down and before falling down I listened 

Some one calling me jayy and running towards me

Suddenly I opened my eyes 

I can't realise where am I and I am feeling very weak

Everything is blurry 

I blinked 2 to 3 times then I realised 

White ceiling white lights 

I am wearing hospital gown and a man is holding my 

Hand as I am a precious thing and never letting go 

I realised he is Percy. His face is full of tension and worry and he 

Is sleeping 

Then I smiled a small smile 

Atleast he loves me 

He worried about me 

Atleast I have someone who can't leave me

He woke up from his sleep and asked 

baby sistah are you okk he asked

i am fine Percy  I said

Then doctor came and I definitely didn't thought that

What she is going to say will shook my entire world

Dr.peralta came and said

Jasper jean you are....

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