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Chapter 23 - Birthday Supper

By the time my birthday came around, the Academy break was almost over. The kingdom we had built was bringing in a tidy profit, Tsunade stopped by sometimes for eggs and tonic. We never charged her for Mito's eggs. I had set aside half a dozen a week. I considered it a tax to the woman who nudged things enough to even give us the opportunity to own this place. 

I charged for all of the rest though. Tsunade was a princess. She might have a gambling problem but her coffers were deep and so I didn't feel bad. Tsunade paid for 3 dozen eggs a week. Our chickens laid on a good week 70 odd eggs so we had more than enough for her. 

She told us that she was force feeding Nawaki eggs every day and that her teamates were begging for them every chance they got. It even turned into a game for them to try and discover her supplier.

I had caught glimpses of Nawaki at the academy though we never spoke in person. He seemed like a genuine happy idiot. Good for him.

Talking about our yard operation, everything was going well but for me it was not enough. I still wanted cattle with the stubbornness of a man who had once built a life around them and knew exactly what beef could mean when times got hard. But the place worked. Chickens in the coop. Goats along the side fencing. Pigs that remained, to my mind, the single strongest argument against any romantic view of nature.

The morning of my birthday started with Dad acting suspicious.

Not theatrically suspicious. Actually suspicious. Too cheerful. Too careful not to look at the west fence. The sort of man who thinks he is concealing a surprise and is instead vibrating with it.

I let him have it for a while.

I trained. Fed the stock. Did my alchemy rounds. Checked the coop. Tried to ignore the way he kept glancing at me and then at the yard like a child waiting to pull a cloth off a sculpture.

Finally I said, "If you keep doing that your face is going to get stuck that way."

He threw both hands out. "Come with me."

There was no point resisting once he'd gotten to that stage.

He marched me around the side of the shed, grinning like a lunatic, and stopped in front of a small new section of fenced space I had somehow failed to see during the morning round. The wood was new and inside the pen stood a calf.

For one honest second I forgot to breathe.

She was all knees, ears, and uncertainty. Red-brown coat, white patch on the forehead, big dark eyes. Not a fine calf. Not some expensive bloodline dream. A little rough around the edges. Underfed recently, maybe. The kind an experienced hand would look at and say could go either way.

To me she looked like the future.

Dad had folded his arms and was trying very hard to look casual.

"Well?" he said.

I turned and looked at him.

Then back at the calf.

Then back at him.

"You bought me a cow."

"A calf," he corrected. "She will be a cow later."

I stared some more.

He was trying to act like this wasn't the wildest, most reckless, most perfect thing he could possibly have done.

"She was cheap," he said, a little too quickly. "The man at the barn said she is an orphan from a dairy line. Not ideal for milk. Not ideal for breeding. But sound enough in the legs, and if she takes to feed—"

I hugged him before he could keep talking.

He made a startled sound and then laughed into my hair.

"I hoped you'd like her," he said.

Like her.

I pulled back and looked at him with what I imagine was profound accusation.

"You bought me a calf."

"You said that already."

I turned back to the fence and crouched slowly, holding out a hand for her to inspect. She came one uncertain step, then another, nostrils flaring. Warm breath on my fingers. Soft muzzle. Butting into my hand with a playfulness that made my eyes sting. 

That did me in.

I had wanted cattle with the practical hunger of a man who understood yield, fat, broth, manure, pasture rotation, and future scale. I had not prepared for the sheer emotional violence of being given one. The completeness I felt at having this connection between my old life and my new one almost took me to my knees.

"What's her name?" Dad asked.

I kept rubbing the white patch on her forehead.

"I'm not naming her until I know her character."

"Until then I will call her Springtime."

"She may still be a fool."

He smiled "So are many beloved things."

That was true enough.

The whole day felt altered after that.

Even chores were better with a calf in the yard. I checked her legs twice, her water three times, and the fence often enough that Dad told me if I stared any harder I'd sand the wood smooth with eyesight. Then proceeded to question aloud whether it was possible if you had a dojutsu. 

It was not, however, the only surprise he had planned.

One of our oldest hens had stopped laying a month earlier.

She had been one of the first birds I regularly worked alchemy through, not because she was special when we got her but because she had been steady. Healthy. Good appetite. Good frame. The sort of animal you can build on because it keeps meeting you halfway. Over time I had noticed something strange in her. The alchemy stopped feeling like it was simply improving health and started feeling like it was packing structure into her. Density. Retention. A body that held onto what it was given and made real use of it.

That morning, when I ran my hand over her, the familiar sensation hit differently.

Full.

Not sick. Not weak. Full.

I looked at her a long time.

Then at Dad.

"You see it?"

He had already been watching me. He nodded once and asked "Today?"

I exhaled and answered "Yes."

He did not argue.

There are thresholds in farming you only understand after you cross them a few times. Sentiment matters. Cruelty matters. Waste matters too. The hen had given us eggs for a long while. She had lived well. Better than most chickens ever do. There was respect in making good use of that.

So that afternoon, while the calf settled into her little corner of the world and the rest of the animals shouted their opinions at the fences, Dad and I butchered the old hen.

She was heavier than she should have been for her age and feed. Not fat, exactly. Dense. The flesh deep in color. The bones almost strangely clean and hard. Dad noticed the same thing I did and said nothing, which is what men do when they are both thinking the same thought and do not yet trust it.

We made a proper supper of her.

Not fried. Not wasted in haste. We browned the pieces, built a broth, added herbs, onion, garlic, some root vegetables, and let it go slow while the smell filled the house. Dad baked coarse bread. I skimmed the pot and tasted as it reduced.

The broth alone nearly made me a pious, religious man.

There was something in it beyond flavor. Not magic in the cheap sense. Not glow and lightning and obvious nonsense. Depth. Weight. It was like my cells were vibrating with joy.

Dad noticed my face and grinned.

"Well?"

"This," I said, "is an argument for cattle."

"That is what you say about most things."

"Yes, but this time I am right more violently than usual."

He laughed and handed me a bowl.

We ate at the table while evening gathered outside.

The first few bites were just excellent.

Rich broth. Deep chicken flavor. The meat tender but with more substance than any bird had a right to carry. Then, maybe halfway through the bowl, the change started.

Heat first.

Not fever heat. Internal heat. A slow, steady expansion from the chest outward, like somebody had built a good fire behind my ribs and my body was remembering winter was optional. My hands tingled. My shoulders loosened. Old soreness in the tendons I had stopped noticing simply… stopped.

Dad set his spoon down very carefully.

"You feel that."

"Yes."

The room had gone quiet around the both of us.

The heat moved down into my belly, then out through my limbs, not draining me but filling spaces I had gotten used to leaving half empty. My chakra sat differently too. There was more of it stretching out through my limbs circulating stronger but it was offset by the other feelings. It was better seated. The balance between body and current tighter than usual. It was like sitting in a custom saddle made from a mold of your body. 

Dad closed his eyes for a moment.

Then opened them and stared at his own hands.

"This is new," he said.

That was an understatement.

We finished the meal in almost reverent silence, then did the dishes slower than usual because both of us were listening inward to what our bodies were doing.

By the time the house had gone dark, I was tired in a way that felt less like depletion and more like my body had been handed a set of instructions it intended to follow aggressively. Dad looked the same. Worn, but sharpened underneath it.

"Sleep and let our bodies youth explode," he said.

"I think I am still to young for that type of physical reaction".

He made a noise like a dying firecracker with a face that said he didn't know whether to laugh at the innuendo or be devastated that it came from his six year old son.

I just laughed at him and went to collapse on my bed. That night I slept like a rock.

When I woke the next morning, I knew before I sat up that something had changed.

My body felt heavier in the good way. More present. Not bulkier. More inhabited. The low ache I usually carried in my hands and shoulders after training was gone. Completely gone. My breath sat deep and easy. Even my teeth felt somehow sturdier, which made no sense and yet was true.

Dad was already outside.

I found him in the yard staring at the practice post.

"You alright?" I asked.

He looked over.

Then, without answering, he settled his stance and opened the Gates.

Not all of them. He was not insane before breakfast. But more than he had ever shown me cleanly. He peaked out at the sixth gate. I thought he was stuck on the fourth.

The rush of force around him hit the yard like weather. Heat. Pressure. The little sucking silence before violence. There was a green aurora like flame surrounding him. 

Then he moved.

One strike.

That was all.

The post did not crack. It came apart.

Not wild. Not ragged. The break was so clean it looked planned. Then the noise came, a rushing of wind desperately trying to fill the vacuum left behind by his fist. The air around us grew hot due to the friction of a single blow.

Dad let the power go and stood there breathing, steam ghosting off him in the morning air.

No stumble. No collapse. No ugly wobble in the knees while his body tried to forgive him.

He looked down at his hands the same way he had the evening before.

Then at me.

"I held it," he said.

I swallowed.

"Yes."

"And it didn't take as much out."

"No."

We stared at each other across the torn remains of the post.

Then my gaze slid to the calf, who had chosen that exact moment to relieve herself in the corner of the pen and look vaguely pleased about it.

I pointed at her.

"Do you understand what this means?"

Dad followed my finger and blinked.

Then, slowly, a grin spread across his face.

"It means," he said, "that your birthday supper was very educational."

"It means beef is destiny."

"That seems like too much pressure to put on a cow."

"She can handle it."

I tested myself after chores.

Tree walking first. Easy. Cleaner than it had any right to be. Then short reinforcement bursts. The same chakra I'd been wrestling into obedience for months sat down and did its job like it had recently been introduced to proper management. My strike on the wrapped post landed deeper too. Not just harder. Better connected. The force stayed together through the line instead of wobbling at the end.

That night Dad and I sat by the fence line and watched the yard settle.

The calf had a name by then.

Brindle.

Not because she was brindled. She wasn't. But because it sounded like the sort of animal that might become somebody worth respecting. And she liked headbutting things. 

Dad leaned back on his hands.

"So," he said lightly, "best birthday?"

I looked out over the little yard that had somehow become a home. The coop. The goats. The pigs plotting fraud in the dusk. Brindle standing uncertain but stubborn in her new place in the world. The smell of straw and feed and the last ghost of that astonishing broth still lingering in the house behind us.

"Yes," I said.

Then, after a moment, "You bought me a calf."

He laughed into the evening.

"Yes, son. I bought you a calf."

I rested my forearms on my knees and watched Brindle lower her head to the hay.

If one old hen, raised hard and worked gently over time, could do that to a body—could tighten chakra, deepen strength, improve recovery, let Dad hold the Gates cleaner than he ever had before—then beef was not just ambition anymore.

It was a road.

And for the first time since I had come into that world, I felt like I had one worth walking all the way to the end.

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