Ivory
Would I really get raped right now? I wondered within myself as I lost count of the amount of hand groping me so over at the same time, making me feel like I need to cut off every spot they were touching off.
This feels ten times worst than what I used to experience multiple times while growling up.
This feels… dehumanizing, and I wished they'd just kill me instead.
At least with my dad, he never used to go past my waist downwards with his hands, he usually only used his hands for that.
But at least, that was just one person.
Someone that at least used to feed and cloth me despite me being an embarrassment to the family. I even learnt to accept all those assault from him, cause he's long since made me understand that, that as punishment, that was the least thing I could be to him— an object to get him off.
This this feels so much worst cause it was clear they intended to go all the way.
