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Healer's Rot: I Kill the Ones I Heal

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They called me a battery. Plug in, drain dry, discard. For three years, I healed every wound the Darkflame Guild inflicted on others—while they inflicted new ones on me. Then they killed my only friend to buy my silence. They should have killed me instead. Now I have a new ability: Decay. Every touch I give looks like healing. But inside, I'm counting down the hours until their powers crumble from within—naturally, untraceable, perfectly fatal. I've joined a new guild. I smile at my enemies every morning. I heal them when they ask. And one by one, they're going to rot.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1

The crystal in my palm drank the last of my heat and died.

Not the normal chill of a healing focus, the kind that settled into your hand after a few hours of steady output. This was a dead, sucking cold, like the crystal was trying to pull the last warmth from my bones. The faint green glow inside it flickered, stuttered, died. The light didn't fade. It snapped off. One moment it was there, the next it was grey rock.

"Battery status?" The voice crackled through the comms crystal embedded in the wall of the tunnel, distorted by the ambient rift-energy.

I didn't answer. My throat was too dry. I just held the dead focus crystal up toward the comms node, my arm trembling with the effort of keeping it steady.

A sigh, heavy with static. "Understood. Hold position, Blackwell. The vanguard is engaging the core guardian. Your sector is secure."

The line went dead.

*Secure.* I let my arm drop, the spent crystal clattering against the rough, grey stone of the tunnel floor. The air in Ash Valley Rift tasted of ozone and burnt hair. It clung to the back of my tongue. I was kneeling in a secondary access tunnel, a narrow artery that branched off the main chamber where the real fight was happening. My job for the last seventy-two hours had been simple: stay here, channel healing energy through the network of focus crystals Dark Flame's engineers had planted along this tunnel, and keep the structural integrity field stable. The field stopped the Rift from collapsing this particular vein while the assault team did their work. I was a battery. A single, replaceable E-rank healer, plugged into the wall.

There had been two others like me when I signed the contract. Both younger. One made D-rank in her first quarter. The other stopped answering rotation calls after Ash Valley.

And now I was empty.

A low rumble shook the tunnel. Dust and fine grit rained from the ceiling, pattering against my shoulders and the hood of my grey healer's tunic. That wasn't the vanguard. That was the Rift itself, groaning under the strain of sustained combat. The integrity field was failing. I could feel it in the sudden ache behind my eyes, the way the air pressure seemed to drop. The focus crystals along the walls, which had been pulsing with a soft, rhythmic light, began to wink out one by one, like streetlights failing in a storm.

Another, sharper tremor. A crack split the wall to my left, snaking upward with a sound like tearing canvas. I pushed myself to my feet, my legs numb and prickling with returning circulation. The comms node on the wall was dark. They'd cut the feed. Standard procedure when a sector was deemed compromised and the asset inside was expendable.

*Asset.* That's what the mission roster had said. *Asset 4471: Vera Blackwell, E-Rank Healer. Assignment: Sector 7-Gamma Integrity Maintenance.*

A louder crash echoed from deeper in the tunnel, the direction of the main chamber. Not the sound of spells or weapon strikes. The sound of collapse. They'd advanced. They'd left this tunnel behind, and they'd left the mechanism for its stability—me—to handle the consequences.

The ground lurched. I stumbled, my right hand slapping against the cold stone wall for balance. My left arm, the one I'd been using to channel through the primary focus for the last three hours, hung limp and throbbing at my side. The Imprint on my forearm, the delicate, branching silver lines that marked me as a healer, felt scorched. They were still visibly glowing, but the light was thin, strained. If I tried to push even a trickle of energy through them now, they'd likely fracture.

I had to move. Staying here was a death sentence. The tunnel was going to come down. I turned, looking back the way I'd been brought in three days ago. The passage was dark, the overhead luminescence stones shattered. I took two steps before a section of the ceiling ten meters ahead gave way with a roar, burying the path under several tons of jagged, grey rock.

Trapped.

No panic. Just a flat assessment. Collapsing tunnel. Healing pool drained. Comms dead. Guild gone. The math was very simple.

Another sound cut through the settling dust. Not rock. Not the Rift. A wet, scraping drag, like something heavy being pulled over gravel. Then a low, guttural hiss that vibrated in my teeth.

I turned slowly.

From the darkness of the tunnel leading toward the main chamber, a shape emerged. It was massive, blotting out the faint residual light from the few still-glowing crystals. Grey Bone Monitor. A rift-beast, a scavenger. It must have been lurking in the periphery of the boss chamber, waiting for the fight to weaken something. It had six stubby, powerful legs, a body covered in overlapping plates of stone-like hide, and a long, thick tail that swept back and forth, clearing rubble. Its head was all jaws—a wedge-shaped maw lined with rows of backward-curving teeth. Saliva, thick and acidic, dripped from its gums, sizzling where it hit the stone floor.

It saw me. Its head tilted, one milky-white eye fixing on my position. It wasn't a guardian. It wasn't the boss. It was just a big, hungry animal, and I was the only living, moving thing in its collapsing territory.

*Round one,* a detached part of my mind noted. *It knows I'm a healer. It assumes I'm harmless.*

The monitor hissed again and began to advance, its body moving with a surprising, sinuous speed for its bulk. It didn't charge. It stalked. It knew it had time.

I backed up until my shoulders hit the wall of the collapsed section. Nowhere to go. My right hand curled into a fist. My left arm screamed in protest when I tried to lift it. Useless. I had no weapons. No offensive Imprint. My only skill was putting things back together, and I had no energy left even for that.

The beast was five meters away. Four. I could smell its breath—rotten meat and hot stone.

I did the only thing I could. I reached for the last dregs of my healing pool. Not to heal. There was nothing to heal. I pulled the energy inward, shaping it not into a restorative wave, but into a barrier. A simple, desperate shield of green light that sprang to life a foot in front of me. It was translucent, wavering. A child's version of a real combat barrier.

The Grey Bone Monitor paused, its head cocking again. It studied the shimmering green wall. Then, with a contemptuous flick of its tail, it lunged.

Its skull slammed into the barrier. The shield didn't shatter. It *imploded*. The green light was snuffed out as if it had never existed, the energy consumed and scattered by the brute force of the impact. The force of the backlash threw me against the rocks, the air driven from my lungs. White-hot pain lanced through my back.

*Round two,* the detached voice observed. *Barrier failed. Expected.*

The monitor's jaws opened, wide enough to swallow my torso whole. It lunged again, this time for the kill. I had a fraction of a second to choose: left or right. I threw myself to the right, my bad left arm trailing.

I wasn't fast enough.

The jaws closed over my left forearm, just below the elbow.

There was no pain at first. Just an immense, crushing pressure, and a sound I felt more than heard—the sickening, wet crunch of bone giving way. Then the pain arrived, a white, blinding nova that erased thought, erased fear, erased everything. I heard myself make a sound, a short, choked gasp.

The beast shook its head, trying to rip the limb free. My body was jerked like a doll. My vision swam, darkness crowding the edges. This was it. This was the end. Dying in a dark hole, forgotten, as a meal for a scavenger. The bitter irony almost made me laugh. Ana. I'm sorry. I never even got to start.

Something *broke* inside me.

Not a bone. Something deeper. A seal. A lock I never knew was there. It felt like a pane of glass shattering in the center of my chest, and from the fracture lines, something cold and vast and hungry poured out.

A screen erupted in my vision. Not a physical screen. A projection directly onto my retinas, lines of stark, blue-white text against the darkness.

**[Hidden Imprint Awakening Detected.]**

**[Condition Met: Near-Death Trauma + Healing Pool Depletion >99%.]**

**[Awakening: Decay Touch.]**

The words meant nothing. The pain meant everything. The monitor was still worrying my arm, its teeth grinding. I looked down. My left arm was a ruin of blood and torn fabric, held together only by the creature's grip.

My right hand moved without my conscious command.

It shot out, not to push the beast away, but to press directly against the wet, hot interior of its lower jaw, where the hide was soft and membranous. A healer knows anatomy. Knows the weak points. The places where the skin is thin, where the blood runs close to the surface.

The moment my palm made contact, the cold, hungry thing inside me surged down my arm.

It wasn't healing energy. It was the opposite. It was the *inversion*.

A pulse of black-green light, dark as rotting moss, shot from my fingertips into the soft tissue of the monitor's mouth. The light didn't spread. It *burrowed*.

The beast froze.

Its jaws went slack. My mangled arm slipped free, and I collapsed to the ground, clutching the useless limb to my chest. I stared up, breath coming in ragged, sobbing gasps.

The Grey Bone Monitor made a sound. A low, confused whimper. Then it began to shudder. The black-green light was now visible under its skin, a network of sickly veins spreading from its jaw up through its skull. Where the light passed, the grey, stony hide didn't crack. It… *sloughed*. It lost cohesion, turning soft and porous, like wet ash.

The beast tried to back away, its legs stumbling. Its milky eye fixed on me, and in it, I saw not hunger, but a profound, animal terror. It knew. It knew something was inside it, eating it from the core.

The decay reached its cranial cavity.

There was no explosion. No dramatic burst. The monitor's head simply… disintegrated. The bony plates of its skull crumbled into a fine, grey powder. The tissue beneath followed, dissolving into a black, viscous slurry that dripped from the neck stump. The massive body, now headless, swayed for a moment on its six legs before the nerves failed and it collapsed sideways with a ground-shaking thud. The tail gave one final, spasmodic twitch and was still.

My own ragged breathing. The distant rumble of the dying Rift. A cloud of fine grey dust — what was left of the monster's skull — drifted to the tunnel floor.

I lay there, cradling my destroyed arm. The pain was a distant thunder. All my focus was inward, on the cold, silent new presence coiled where my healing energy used to be. It felt like a void. A negative space.

The text in my vision updated.

**[Decay Touch — Primary Activation Recorded.]**

**[Energy Signature: Reverse-Polarity Healing Channel. Forensic Profile: Natural Imprint Degeneration (Simulated).]**

**[Delayed Activation Mode: Unlocked.]**

**[Mechanism: Touch-Based Injection. Onset Timer: Configurable (Range: 1 Hour – 30 Days). Precision: High.]**

Then, a new line, pulsing softly.

**[Healing Pool: 100.0%]**

I blinked. 100%? That was impossible. My pool had been drained to nothing. I'd felt the emptiness. I concentrated, trying to reach for the familiar, warm, green energy of my healing.

It was there. But it was… different. Tainted. Like clear water with a single drop of black ink swirling in its depths. The pool was full, but its ceiling felt lower. Constricted. As if filling it this time had cost a permanent piece of its capacity.

The Decay Touch had taken its price. Not from the monster. From me.

I used my good right arm to push myself up into a sitting position, my back against the cold stone. I looked at my right hand. The black-green veins that had flashed under my skin during the activation were fading, retreating back into nothingness. My palm was unmarked.

I looked at the headless corpse of the Grey Bone Monitor. I looked at the ruin of my own arm.

A sound bubbled up in my throat. It wasn't a sob. It wasn't hysterical laughter. It was a low, breathy exhale that twisted into something else entirely. A smile stretched my dry, cracked lips.

Not relief. Not survival.

The cold satisfaction of a door opening. A door I never knew was locked. Behind it wasn't power, not the way the guilds understood it. It was a choice. Terrible. Irreversible.

I had been a battery. A tool to be used until empty and discarded in a collapsing tunnel.

Now… now I could be something else.

The text in my vision remained, a constant, silent witness. *Healing Pool: 100.0%.* A finite resource. A ticking clock. Every use of this new, hungry thing inside me would shrink that pool. Lower the ceiling. I would have to be precise. I would have to be patient.

Another tremor shook the tunnel, larger than before. The main chamber fight was ending. The Rift's collapse was accelerating. I had to move, or I'd be buried for real.

Gritting my teeth against the agony in my left arm, I staggered to my feet. I took one last look at the decaying monster, then turned and began picking my way over the rubble of the collapsed ceiling, heading not toward where the guild had gone, but deeper into the unstable darkness, toward a secondary exit point I'd memorized from the mission schematics days ago, when I still thought knowing the escape routes was just a precaution.

Now, it was a plan.

The blue text flickered once more as I climbed over a sharp-edged boulder, a final, silent message before it faded from my sight.

**[Primary Directive Logged: Revenge List — Initialized.]**

I kept moving. The smile was gone. The cold thing behind it stayed. Settling in. Making a home.

Six names. I had a list to write.

*Power Stone if Vera's still ruining lives the way you want her to.*