Nyx
I sighed "oh my god, why does my life keep getting worse. Jesus" Yelling in my room. Seriously, why does it have to be like this? Not even a single day in my life has been good to me. Fuck, this life. I tried everything, really everything to make my life better. But it always punishes me and never rewards me no matter what I do, what I say and shit like that. Everything I get attached to always ends up going away from me as far as possible. Not that I've never tried being numb and cold. Seriously, it never helped at all. And when I finally started liking something about my life this teenage came and messed everything up. And now I'm the girl who doesn't talk much. Seriously it hurts as hell. Thinking about these things while laying on my bed. That's when my mom started yelling from downstairs. "Come downstairs, the lunch is ready." she screamed. "Coming, mom." running downstairs and sat at the dinner table. And I saw his face and my mood got worse than it was already..