I gained a new perspective after talking to Sebastian, he practically doesn't have stable housing. He curses a lot and seems to be impulsive. I'm aware he has raging ADHD, he also is even more suicidal than I am. I talked to Sebastian about steaks, he said it was juicy and all about the texture. However I was here looking at the photo and being all like "what?"
I wasn't an expert on steak nor meat in general. Now he's talking about cooking stuff about chicken, steak, bacon, and stuff. He's talking to me about cooking things. I don't even cook so I had no idea what he was about. Is this what it's like for a guy who had druggie parents that left him?
"I know nothing about cooking chicken," I said.
"Well you gotta learn how to cook eventually" Sebastian said.
"True" I replied back to him.
He was a kind and nice guy in all honesty. It's sad that his story seemed to be tragic and that he had nothing. He seemed lonely at times and was in a lot of stress.
"You can talk now Mr. Zuozhe"
"...."
"Hello" I said.
"Hello! Your last name seems Chinese!" a mysterious voice that sounded light and cheery said to me from Sebastian's phone call. I could hear noises from Sebastian and overhear their conversations that my friend was having.
I wanted to ask Sebastian if he was into men. I was slightly interested in him as a potential romantic partner if I was being honest. Sebastian was someone that went to the hospital 4 times in a row, he was similar to me. Meeting with Sebastian was hard, was this how Lizmarie felt?
I thought Sebastian was chronically suicidal as I was and I was correct. I wondered if he was also straight, I was fine with him being friends either way, he was a great guy. Perhaps on text Sebastian would display his answer to me. I had Borderline Personality Disorder, I love very hard. I also had high empathy too.
I didn't understand why my mother didn't. My mother was sadly suspicious of Sebastian. She didn't want people from the hospital to come to her house.