200th Round
Everyone who I loved has the birthday of January 17th. Damien Zuozhe as my own original character has the birthday of January 17th. Mahiru Shiina from Milgram's birthday is on January 17th. The third one is a real life person whose birthday is also on January 17th. If you don't know by now, the third one is Khaleesi Lizmarie Lectora.
(brainstorming: how would the author combine all the manuscripts to make one story as a whole with 117 chapters?)
The author is frustrated by his own works of constantly restarting and executive function. Thus he disintegrates due to his own frustration.
201st Round
What was I going to say again?
I forgot.....
The author is shocked after hearing from the advisor that the way he has been "loving" Lizmarie has been in a way that doesn't make her feel fully recognized.
The author ponders to himself on how to get Lizmarie's attention and have her fall in love with him.
Even trying to learn Spanish for her isn't enough to make her fall in love with him.
Khalessi Lizmarie Lectora, who is she you may ask. Well, she is the woman I talk about so much that people often go "oh my god, here we go again".
A Behavioral Health Staff named Raine told me "we have been chatting for 20 minutes and the only thing you have been telling me is this Puerto Rican woman."
.... I didn't realize I spoke about this Puerto Rican woman so much that people noticed that she was the only thing I could talk about.
The author sat on Frank Putnam Flint's statue in hopes of getting their blessings.
He proceeded to walk to the Grand Park in his country. There he discovered some ripped up acorns. They were probably eaten by a squirrel or something. It would make sense why they are just there alone.
The author is a man, somehow people think the author is a woman. At this point, the author might as well identify as an unknown gender because random side characters kept on getting the author's gender wrong.
"Was I Kim Dokja in my past life?"
The sign points to yes.
"Am I a Kim Dokja fragment?"
The sign is blurry.
"So I am a Kim Dokja reincarnation?"
The magic 8 ball becomes blurry.
The author realizes that he really is a fragment of 49% Kim Dokja.
The author realizes that he can be the controller of someone who enforces people to relive their worst trauma over and over again. He sends a monster to poison Elaina Saggitarius to do that. It was a revengeful act for the amount of trauma that Elaina inflicted upon the author.
The author does not care if Elaina is in pain or crying. The author simply wants Elaina Saggitarius to burn in hell and live the life of having [Borderline Powerful Disorganization].
The author has used a [self sacrificial attempt] to disintegrate by having a seizure. The author took too many sleeping pills on purpose and died.