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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4

London felt different.

Harry couldn't tell whether that was because the city itself had changed—or because he had.

He stood near the edge of a busy street, hands tucked into the pockets of his cloak, watching red buses thunder past and people surge along the pavement with a purpose that had nothing to do with prophecies or wars. The air smelled of rain and petrol and something fried from a nearby shop. It was loud. Chaotic. Alive.

He had passed through London as a boy, of course.

But he had never really been here.

Back then, he had been obedient.

The thought surfaced unexpectedly, sharp enough to make him pause.

He had followed instructions without questioning them. When Dumbledore suggested, he complied. When adults told him where to stay, what to do, whom to trust—he listened.

Always.

Harry didn't know when that had started, or why he had never questioned it.

Dumbledore had been his headmaster. Nothing more. He hadn't trained Harry. Hadn't prepared him for war. Hadn't sat him down and taught him how to survive the things the world kept throwing at him. He hadn't given Harry special protection or guidance—only house points and gentle words and the expectation that Harry would somehow manage.

And Harry had.

He had stayed where he was told to stay. He had gone where he was told to go. He had accepted confinement as wisdom and isolation as necessity because someone older and supposedly wiser had suggested it.

Why didn't I ever ask why? he wondered now.

The question had no comfortable answer.

As a child, he had been grateful for any direction at all. After the cupboard, after the neglect, being told what to do had felt like safety.

But it had also meant he never explored.

Never wandered.

Never learned the world on his own terms.

The Muggle world, especially, had remained distant—something he observed through car windows or train platforms, something he passed through on the way to somewhere else. He had never lingered long enough to notice how fast it moved.

Until the Phoenix Legion.

Until running had become a way of life.

He had slept in abandoned flats, train stations, warehouses, safe houses hidden in the cracks of cities that never stopped growing. He had watched the Muggle world change rapidly—technology advancing at a pace that magic struggled to match. Screens everywhere. Machines that connected people across continents in seconds.

In his own time, the Muggle world had begun to resemble the magical one—not in spellwork, but in power. Influence. Reach.

Standing here now, younger and smaller and stripped of the future he had lived through, Harry felt that same disquieting familiarity.

This world doesn't need us, he thought. Not the way we think.

He turned down a quieter street, pulling his cloak tighter as the city's noise dulled into a constant hum. He didn't have a place to go. Not really.

There were no safe houses yet. No Legion contacts. No Hermione quietly arranging logistics three steps ahead of him.

There was only one place he could stay.

Grimmauld Place.

The irony almost made him laugh.

He knew Sirius wouldn't arrive there until after the Triwizard tournament ended, after the world shifted just enough to let Sirius breathe again. Until then, the house would remain empty, sealed, brooding.

Perfect.

Harry slipped into a narrow alley and murmured a charm under his breath, the air folding around him as he Apparated carefully, deliberately, infront of the familiar door of Number Twelve.

The door creaked open with protest, as if Number Twelve Grimmauld Place resented being disturbed.

Dust billowed outward in a choking cloud, thick enough to sting Harry's eyes. The smell hit him a heartbeat later—old magic, rot, damp stone, and something sharp and bitter that clung to the back of the throat. Spiders scattered across the walls and floor, retreating into massive webs that stretched from banister to ceiling like abandoned siege works.

Harry stood still in the doorway, taking it in.

For a moment, he thought he was misremembering.

He had seen Grimmauld Place at its worst—or so he had believed. Back then, it had felt oppressive, angry, choked with the weight of generations who had loved cruelty more than each other.

But this—

This was something else.

This wasn't merely neglected.

This was abandoned.

He stepped inside, the door slamming shut behind him with a hollow thud that echoed through the entryway. The sound stirred more movement—skittering legs, whispering silk as webs shifted.

"So this is what you really looked like," Harry murmured.

In his other life, when he had first entered this house with Sirius, it had already been scrubbed, warded, restrained. Someone—likely Lupin, Tonks, Molly—had worked tirelessly to make it habitable. To make it look merely unpleasant instead of unlivable.

Looking at it now, Harry understood just how much effort that must have taken.

This place had not wanted to be clean.

Harry raised his wand.

"Evanesco."

The spell rolled out smoothly, controlled. Dust vanished in wide swathes, cobwebs unraveling and dissolving as if they had never existed. He advanced slowly, clearing as he went, the air growing fresher with every step.

Still, the house felt… watchful.

He moved through the hallway, his thoughts drifting despite himself.

What now?

There was no version of the future where he stayed away from the magical world. That had never been an option—not even when he'd tried. And staying away from Hermione…

His jaw tightened.

That would be worse.

She hadn't wanted distance even in the future. Not when it mattered. Not when it hurt. And now, knowing she was here—alive, brilliant, unbroken—pretending she didn't exist felt like tearing open an old wound and calling it discipline.

He banished another layer of grime, the floorboards groaning softly beneath his feet.

"I should have listened to you more," he muttered, not sure whether he meant Hermione or his younger self.

The thought barely finished forming before magic lashed out.

Harry twisted instinctively, the curse slicing past where his head had been a second earlier and scorching the wall behind him. Stone cracked, blackened.

He didn't even raise his wand fully before he saw it.

A small, twisted figure stood at the base of the staircase, eyes blazing, thin fingers curled around a knot of concentrated magic. Its ears twitched violently, its mouth pulled back in a snarl that bared sharp little teeth.

"Thieves," it hissed. "Burglars in the house of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black. You will not—"

"Stop."

Harry's voice cut through the air like a blade.

Kreacher froze.

Not staggered or hesitated.

Frozen.

Its arm locked mid-motion, magic still writhing in its hand like a trapped serpent. Its body trembled, eyes widening in shock.

"How—" it wailed. "How did you—"

"Shut up."

The words landed with absolute authority.

The magic in the Kreacher hand dissipated instantly. Its mouth snapped shut so hard its teeth clicked together. It tried to speak again—

"Shut. Up."

Silence.

The house-elf stared at Harry, terror and confusion warring across its face.

Slowly, Harry lowered his wand.

"Go upstairs," he said calmly. "Start cleaning. Properly this time."

The elf's body jerked as if pulled by invisible strings.

"Yes, Lord," it croaked, voice breaking.

It vanished with a sharp crack, leaving the staircase empty.

Harry stood there for a long moment, heart steady, mind racing.

Lord.

He lifted his left hand.

At first, he saw nothing.

Then, as if responding to his attention, something shimmered into view—a faint golden glow coalescing around his finger. A ring, ancient and heavy with magic, revealing itself only because it chose to.

The Black Family ring.

Recognition hit him like a blow.

"I'm still Lord Black," Harry whispered.

That made no sense.

In this time, Sirius is alive. Wrongly accused, hunted, but alive. By every law of inheritance Harry knew, Sirius should have been the rightful Lord.

And yet—

The house had obeyed him.

The elf had recognized him.

The ring had answered.

Harry flexed his fingers slowly, feeling the immense, quiet weight of authority settle around him like a mantle he had never truly put down.

He didn't know how it was possible.

He didn't know what loophole, what ancient magic, what cruel twist of fate had allowed this to happen.

But he understood one thing immediately.

This changed everything.

Power like this wasn't just symbolic. It meant access—vaults, wards, records, contracts written in magic far older than the Ministry itself. It meant leverage in a world that pretended laws were neutral while enforcing bloodline privilege at every turn.

Harry's lips curved into something sharp and thoughtful.

"Alright," he murmured to the silent house. "Let's see what I can do with this."

The chandelier above flickered, as if Grimmauld Place itself were listening.

Grimmauld Place did not sleep.

The house creaked and sighed around Harry as he sat alone in the drawing room, fire lit low, dust mostly banished but the air still heavy with memory. The curtains remained half-drawn, the street outside reduced to a blur of lamplight and passing shadows. The Black house watched him think.

And Harry needed to think.

Time travel, Hermione had said, was not neat.

If you crossed your own path—if your past self saw you, sensed you, even brushed against your magic—you would feel it. A pull. A resonance. A fracture. Something unmistakable.

Harry felt nothing.

No echo.

No sense of another him moving through the world.

Which meant one of two things.

Either he had not crossed his own path yet—

Or he never would.

That realization unsettled him more than he liked to admit.

He leaned back in the chair, staring into the fire, letting thoughts drift where they would.

Victor Krum crossed his mind briefly, unbidden. The absurdity of it almost made him snort. Krum had been famous long before Hogwarts. A Quidditch star, known across Europe. And Harry remembered—very clearly—Krum's fascination with Hermoine.

No. Not Victor Krum.

There was no one else, either. No mysterious stranger who tried to be closer to Hermoine. No older wizard whose presence had ever made something inside him stir with recognition.

Because there couldn't be.

Harry Potter could not exist twice in the same world.

Not openly.

And Harry Potter—The Boy Who Lived, the symbol, the convenient martyr—had already been claimed by history in this timeline. There was no room for another version of him walking around asking questions.

He would need a new skin.

A new story.

A new name.

The answer came not as inspiration, but as inevitability.

Lord Black.

Harry closed his eyes briefly.

Sirius was chaos wrapped in charm. Reckless. Brilliant. Infuriatingly alive. A man who had enjoyed his youth with enthusiasm and very little restraint. Harry had heard the stories—half-joking, half-embarrassed confessions told late at night over firewhisky.

And Azkaban had taken the rest.

Dementors did not just drain joy. They hollowed memory. They tore context apart, left fragments floating without anchors. Sirius himself had admitted there were entire stretches of his life he could no longer clearly recall—faces without names, nights without endings.

Which made the lie… elegant.

Plausible.

Harry straightened slowly.

A lost son.

A child conceived in youth, never known, never claimed. A woman who disappeared during the war—muggle-born, perhaps, or foreign, or simply unimportant enough that no one bothered to look for her. A child raised away from Britain, away from wizarding politics.

And then—

The escape from Azkaban.

The headlines. The panic. Sirius Black, fugitive and alleged mass murderer.

That would be the catalyst.

The moment a hidden life was forced into motion.

I came because I heard my father broke out of Azkaban.

Powerful. Simple. Difficult to disprove.

And most importantly—

It let Harry get close to Sirius.

Not as Harry Potter.

Not as the godson who carried prophecy and expectation of the wizarding world .

But as Helios Black.

Helios, the sun.

Lost son of Sirius Black.

Arrived in England after news of the escape. Curious. Looking for answers. Looking for a father he had never known.

Harry exhaled slowly.

Sirius already had a godson.

The world did not need another Harry Potter.

But a son?

A son was different.

A son explained proximity. Loyalty.

And Sirius—reckless, guilt-ridden, desperate for something to anchor himself—would believe it. Would want to believe it.

Harry stared into the fire, eyes hard, calculating.

"I will love him like a father and protect him from everyone," he murmured. "And I won't destroy him with the truth either."

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