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Chapter 36 - Shadows

Shadows

Bella noticed the car three blocks from her apartment.

Black sedan. Tinted windows. Nothing remarkable about it except that it had been behind her for the last fifteen minutes.

Probably nothing.

She turned left at the next intersection.

The sedan turned left.

Bella's grip tightened on the steering wheel.

Could be a coincidence.

She turned right two blocks later.

The sedan followed.

Her pulse quickened. She told herself she was being paranoid. That this was a busy part of the city and plenty of cars took the same routes.

But the knot in her stomach said otherwise.

Bella pulled into her apartment complex's parking garage. The sedan drove past the entrance without slowing.

She sat in her car for a moment, watching the street through the rearview mirror.

Nothing.

You're being paranoid. It was nothing.

But her hands were still shaking as she grabbed her purse and headed for the elevator.

***

Jack was on the couch when she walked in, his laptop open on the coffee table.

"Hey," he said, looking up with a smile. "How was your day?"

Bella set her purse down. "Fine. Mostly fine."

Jack's smile faded. "Mostly?"

She hesitated. "I think... I might have been followed. On the way home."

Jack sat up straighter. "Followed? By who?"

"I don't know. A black sedan. It was behind me for a while, took the same turns." Bella shook her head. "It's probably nothing. I'm probably just being paranoid."

"Did you get a plate number?"

"No. It drove past when I pulled into the garage."

Jack was quiet for a moment. Then he shrugged. "Could've been someone going to the same area. This part of town is pretty busy."

"Yeah." Bella forced a smile. "That's what I figured."

But the knot in her stomach didn't loosen.

Jack stood and crossed to her, pulling her into a hug. "You're okay. You're safe."

Bella leaned into him, breathing in his scent. "I know."

I hope.

"Hey," Jack said, pulling back to look at her. "Let's have a lazy night in. It's been forever since we just... relaxed. No work talk. No stress. Just us."

Bella smiled. "That sounds perfect."

"Good. I'll order pizza. You go shower. We'll watch something stupid and eat junk food on the floor like college kids."

"Deal."

***

Jack ordered the pizza while Bella was in the shower.

Large pepperoni. Breadsticks. Wings.

Comfort food.

He could hear the water running in the bathroom. Could picture Bella standing under the spray, letting the heat ease the tension from her shoulders.

She was followed.

Jack pushed the thought away.

Probably nothing. Just a coincidence.

But the fear was there. Lurking beneath the surface.

What if it wasn't a coincidence?

The pizza arrived twenty minutes later. Jack spread everything out on the carpet in front of the TV—pizza boxes, breadsticks, a bag of chips, two bottles of beer.

Bella emerged from the bathroom in sweatpants and one of his old t-shirts, her hair damp and loose around her shoulders.

"This looks amazing," she said, dropping down beside him.

"Only the finest cuisine." Jack handed her a slice of pizza. "What do you want to watch?"

"Something dumb. Something that doesn't require thinking."

They settled on an action movie—explosions and car chases and terrible one-liners. The kind of movie that was so bad it was good.

They ate and laughed and threw popcorn at the screen during the worst scenes.

For a while, Jack forgot about the black sedan. About the warehouse. About everything except the warmth of Bella beside him and the taste of cheap beer.

"Oh," Jack said during a commercial break. "I got another supporter today."

Bella looked at him. "Yeah? Who?"

"Small business owner. Runs a marketing firm downtown. I promised him a free membership if he helps promote the warehouse."

Bella's face lit up. "Jack, that's great! You're getting really good at this."

"At what?"

"Networking. Being a leader. Building relationships." She nudged him with her shoulder. "You're turning into a real businessman."

Jack felt his cheeks warm. "You're doing all the hard work. I'm just... talking to people."

"That's exactly what a leader does." Bella took a sip of her beer. "You're good at it. Better than you think."

Jack looked down at his pizza. "Thanks."

They fell into comfortable silence, the movie playing in the background.

"Warehouse should be ready by the end of the month," Bella said. "Latest."

"That soon?"

"Yeah. Construction's ahead of schedule. We'll need to start hiring staff soon. Receptionists. Security. Cleaners."

Jack nodded. "I can start putting out ads."

"Good." Bella was quiet for a moment. Then: "There's something else I need to tell you."

Jack's stomach tightened. "What?"

"That gangster I mentioned. From a few weeks ago." Bella's voice was careful. Measured. "He approached me again. Asked about protection money."

Jack's blood went cold.

Protection money.

"What did you say?" His voice came out steadier than he felt.

"I told him I'd think about it."

"Bella—"

"Something happened today. At the warehouse." Bella set down her beer. "A guy came by. Asked to speak with me privately."

Jack's stomach dropped. "What guy?"

"I think he was a gangster. He was... professional about it. Polite, even. But there was something about him." Bella's voice was steady, but Jack could hear the tension underneath. "He asked about protection money."

Jack's blood went cold.

"Bella—"

"It's fine, Jack. It's just protection money. This is standard for businesses in this area."

Standard stuff.

Jack's hands clenched into fists. "How much do they want?"

"We didn't get into specifics. But he made it sound manageable."

"Manageable." Jack's voice was tight. "They're threatening you, Bella."

"They're not threatening me. They're offering a service."

"A service we don't need."

Bella sighed. "Jack—"

"I want to hire bodyguards. For you."

"That's not necessary."

"Yes, it is." Jack turned to face her fully. "If these guys are serious—"

"They're not going to hurt me. They want money, not violence."

"You don't know that."

"I do know that. This is how these things work." Bella's voice was patient. Calm. "Eventually, yes, I'll hire security. But right now, it's not that big of a threat."

"Bella—"

She moved closer, pressing herself against his chest. Her arms wrapped around him.

"Jack," she said softly. "I need you to trust me on this. I know what I'm doing."

Jack's jaw was tight. Every instinct screamed at him to protect her. To hire an army of bodyguards. To shut down the warehouse and run.

But Bella's warmth against him was soothing. Her breathing steady.

"Just enjoy the moment," she murmured. "Please. We've been working so hard. Let's just... be here. Together."

Jack's arms came around her slowly. He pulled her closer, burying his face in her hair.

"Okay," he whispered.

But his mind was racing.

Protection money. Gangsters. Threats.

She's in danger.

Bella tilted her head up and kissed him softly. "Thank you."

Jack kissed her back, trying to lose himself in the sensation.

But the fear wouldn't leave.

They finished the movie curled up together on the floor. Bella fell asleep against his chest halfway through, her breathing deep and even.

Jack stared at the TV without seeing it.

I need to protect her.

I need to do something.

But what?

He couldn't hire bodyguards if she didn't want them. Couldn't force her to take the threat seriously.

So what can I do?

The answer came to him slowly.

I can protect myself. Learn to protect her.

Jack carefully extracted himself from Bella's embrace and carried her to the bedroom. She mumbled something incoherent but didn't wake.

He stood in the doorway for a long moment, watching her sleep.

I won't let anything happen to you.

I promise.

***

The gun shop smelled like oil and metal.

Jack stood just inside the door, feeling completely out of place.

The walls were lined with firearms—handguns, rifles, shotguns. Display cases full of ammunition and accessories. A few other customers browsed the aisles, all of them looking far more comfortable than Jack felt.

What am I doing here?

A man behind the counter looked up. Mid-fifties, graying beard, wearing a shirt that said "Second Amendment Solutions."

"Help you with something?" he asked.

Jack approached the counter slowly. "I, uh. I need to buy a gun."

The man's eyes narrowed slightly. "First time?"

"Yeah."

"What do you need it for? Home defense? Concealed carry?"

Jack hesitated. "Protection. General protection."

"You got a permit?"

"No. I—I don't know what I need."

The man sighed. "Alright. Let's start from the beginning. You ever fired a gun before?"

"No."

"Ever held one?"

"No."

The man studied him for a long moment. Then he pulled out a clipboard. "Fill this out. Background check. Takes a few days to clear."

Jack took the clipboard. His hands were shaking slightly as he filled in his information.

Name. Address. Social Security Number.

Have you ever been convicted of a felony?

Have you ever been involuntarily committed to a mental institution?

Jack checked "No" on everything and handed the clipboard back.

The man reviewed it, then nodded. "Alright. Now let's talk about what you're looking for."

He pulled out several handguns from the display case, laying them on the counter.

"This is a Glock 19. Nine millimeter. Good for beginners. Reliable. Easy to maintain." He picked up another. "This is a Smith & Wesson M&P Shield. Smaller. Better for concealed carry."

Jack stared at the guns.

They looked... wrong. Dangerous. Foreign.

I'm not a gun person.

"Can I... hold one?" he asked.

The man handed him the Glock.

It was heavier than Jack expected. Cold. The grip felt awkward in his hand.

"Point it downrange," the man said, gesturing toward the back of the shop. "Never point a gun at anything you don't intend to shoot."

Jack adjusted his grip, pointing the gun toward the wall.

"How does it feel?" the man asked.

"Heavy."

"You'll get used to it. Try the other one."

Jack set down the Glock and picked up the Shield. It was lighter. Easier to hold.

"This one," he said.

"Good choice. You'll need ammunition. Cleaning kit. Holster if you're planning to carry."

Jack nodded numbly as the man rang up the purchase.

$650.

For a gun I don't even know how to use.

"Background check should clear in three to five days," the man said. "I'll call you when it's ready for pickup."

"Okay. Thanks."

Jack walked out of the shop feeling like he'd just crossed some invisible line.

I own a gun now.

Or I will in a few days.

The thought should have made him feel safer.

Instead, it just made him feel more afraid.

***

The shooting range was louder than Jack expected.

Even through the ear protection, the sound of gunfire was deafening. Sharp cracks that made him flinch every time.

He stood in his lane, the Shield loaded and heavy in his hands.

The range officer had given him a quick tutorial—how to load the magazine, how to chamber a round, how to aim.

"Keep both eyes open," the officer had said. "Line up the sights. Squeeze the trigger, don't pull."

Jack raised the gun, pointing it at the paper target fifteen feet away.

Squeeze, don't pull.

He squeezed.

The recoil jerked his hands up. The sound was deafening even through the ear protection.

The bullet hit the target somewhere in the lower right corner. Nowhere near the center.

Shit.

Jack tried again.

And again.

And again.

By the time he'd emptied the magazine, his hands were shaking and his ears were ringing.

Only three shots had hit anywhere near the center of the target.

I'm terrible at this.

The range officer appeared beside him. "First time?"

"Yeah."

"You're gripping too tight. Relax your hands. Let the gun do the work."

Jack nodded and reloaded.

He tried to relax. Tried to breathe. Tried to remember everything the officer had said.

Squeeze, don't pull.

The second magazine went better. More shots hit the target. A few even came close to the center.

But Jack's hands were still shaking. His heart was still pounding.

This isn't me.

I'm not this person.

But he kept shooting anyway.

Because Bella was in danger.

Because he couldn't protect her with words and good intentions.

Because sometimes, survival meant becoming someone you never thought you'd be.

Jack emptied another magazine into the target.

I'll get better.

I have to.

He stayed at the range for two hours, burning through box after box of ammunition.

By the time he left, his hands were sore and his ears were ringing and he smelled like gunpowder.

But he'd hit the center of the target.

Once.

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