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Chapter 13 - Chapter 10: A Goat and A Spider’s Meeting

(AN: Yes, more lore, and also we explore Jester's complex mindset and inner thoughts)

Toriel POV

The moment is peaceful.

Soft.

My child leans forward, pressing his horns gently against mine in a gesture I recognize instinctively—a quiet, sacred form of trust among monsters. It is not something given lightly.

And so, I accept it just as gently, my hands resting lightly against his shoulders, my heart warm at the closeness he has allowed himself.

"My dear child…" I murmur softly.

And then—

The air changes.

Sharp.

Violent.

A growl tears through the clearing, deep and raw, snapping the moment apart before I can even react.

I stiffen, my ears flattening slightly as instinct rises within me, my body shifting subtly into readiness—

And then I see it.

A figure drops from above, landing with unnatural precision between us and the forest beyond.

A monster.

Spider-like.

Multiple limbs retracting, posture tense, presence heavy in a way that immediately sets every instinct on edge.

My breath catches—not in fear, but in surprise.

"…Oh my—"

Before I can say anything more—

Harlequin moves.

Fast.

Faster than I have ever seen him.

His tendrils snap upward, rising instinctively as he steps directly in front of me, placing himself between me and the newcomer without hesitation.

Protecting me.

The realization settles instantly.

And it makes my chest tighten—not with fear, but with something far softer.

"My dear—" I begin, but stop when I feel it.

The shift.

He freezes.

Not physically.

But internally.

His posture stiffens, his movements halting just slightly as recognition sets in.

And then I understand.

This is someone he knows.

My gaze moves past him, settling fully on the other monster now, studying them carefully.

Their stance is rigid.

Controlled.

But beneath that—

There is tension.

Sharp.

Coiled.

Directed.

At me.

Not confusion.

Not curiosity.

But something closer to… offense.

As though my mere presence has disrupted something important.

I blink once, surprised, my hands lowering gently to rest at my sides as I take a small step forward—not past Harlequin, but enough to be seen clearly.

"…I see," I murmur softly.

My eyes soften, not with weakness—but with understanding.

Because I have seen this before.

Long ago.

In smaller forms.

In little monsters who clung tightly to what was theirs, who guarded their bonds with fierce devotion.

It reminds me…

Of Muffet.

Of her kin.

That same instinct.

That same protectiveness.

But here—

It is far more intense.

Far more focused.

And directed at me.

I tilt my head slightly, my ears lifting just a fraction as I regard them with gentle calm, refusing to mirror their tension.

"I believe I have startled you," I say softly.

My voice is steady.

Warm.

Unthreatening.

Not because I am unaware of the danger—

But because I choose not to escalate it.

My gaze flicks briefly to Harlequin, to the way he stands between us, caught between two sides that should not be opposing one another.

My child.

Protecting me.

Yet clearly… bound to this one as well.

"…You must be someone important to him," I continue, my attention returning to the spider-like monster, my expression filled with quiet understanding.

Because that much is clear.

The way they look at him.

The way they reacted.

This is not random.

This is not chance.

This is connection.

"…I am Toriel," I add gently, inclining my head slightly in polite greeting.

No fear.

No hostility.

Only calm.

Because whatever this is—

Whatever has brought them here—

I will not meet it with conflict.

Not in front of my child.

Not when he is already caught in the middle.

My hands fold softly together as I wait, my posture open, my presence steady.

"…And you are?"

Harlequin POV

I knew it.

I knew at some point Jester would follow me.

I just—

I didn't think it would be today.

Didn't think it would be like this.

My stomach drops the second I hear that growl, my entire body locking up before instinct takes over and I move—fast—stepping in front of her without even thinking.

Mom.

The word is already there.

Not "Goat Mom."

Not something playful.

Just—

Mom.

And the second I put myself between them, it hits me all at once.

Jester.

Here.

Seeing this.

Seeing her.

"…No—no, no, no—" I breathe under my breath, panic spiking sharp and sudden as my tendrils lash upward on instinct, spreading wide, defensive, ready to strike if I have to.

Because he's looking at her like—

Like she's a problem.

Like she's something to deal with.

And I—

I can't let that happen.

Not here.

Not to her.

"Don't—!" I start, my voice coming out rough, strained as I throw my arms out slightly, blocking his line of sight just enough.

"Jester, don't—"

I don't even know what I'm saying.

What I'm trying to stop.

Everything.

This whole situation.

Because this is wrong.

He wasn't supposed to find this place.

Wasn't supposed to see her.

Wasn't supposed to—

My thoughts trip over themselves as I glance back at her for just a second, panic tightening in my chest.

She doesn't move.

Doesn't step back.

Doesn't tense.

She just… stands there.

Calm.

Warm.

Like nothing about this is dangerous.

Like the towering difference between them doesn't matter—

Because it does.

It really, really does.

Jester stands there, tall—yeah—but nothing compared to her.

She looms.

Not threatening.

Not aggressive.

Just… there.

Eight feet of quiet, steady presence that makes everything else feel smaller without even trying.

And Jester—

For the first time—

Looks like he's the one stepping into something bigger than himself.

His limbs retract slowly, slipping back into his torso as his form shifts, smoothing out, the more monstrous edges pulling away as he forces himself back into something controlled.

Something contained.

But his eyes—

They don't soften.

They narrow.

Still locked on her.

Still sharp.

Still—

Watching.

My breathing doesn't steady.

Not even a little.

Because I know him.

I know what that look means.

He's thinking.

Calculating.

Deciding.

And that's worse.

That's so much worse.

"…He's not gonna stop," I whisper under my breath, barely audible even to myself as my fingers twitch at my sides, my tendrils still hovering, still ready.

But then—

She speaks.

Soft.

Gentle.

Like none of this is about to explode.

And somehow—

Somehow—

It works.

I feel it before I see it.

The way the tension shifts.

The way the air doesn't feel like it's about to snap anymore.

I blink, glancing between them, my chest still tight, my heart still pounding way too fast.

Jester straightens.

Not relaxed.

Not even close.

But—

Controlled.

His posture shifts, more upright, less coiled, though he still stands shorter than her—noticeably so now that the initial shock is fading.

6'3 against 8 feet.

It's—

It's ridiculous.

He should feel overwhelming.

He always does.

But here?

In front of her?

He looks…

Smaller.

Not weaker.

Just—

Outmatched in a way I don't think he's used to.

And I don't know if that makes this better—

Or worse.

I swallow hard, my throat dry as I slowly lower my tendrils, though they don't fully disappear.

Not yet.

Not until I'm sure.

"…Jester," I say, my voice still tight, still uneven as I glance back at him, then at her, then back again.

God.

This is bad.

This is really bad.

Because now he knows.

Now he's seen her.

And I don't know what he's going to do about it.

And that—

That scares me more than anything else right now.

Jester POV

I do not show it.

Not in my posture.

Not in my voice.

Not in the way I stand there, straight-backed and controlled, my limbs fully retracted, my expression carefully neutral.

But I feel it.

Sharp.

Unwelcome.

A tight, unfamiliar ache in my chest that does not belong there.

Because he is afraid.

Harlequin.

Afraid of me.

My eyes flick to him—just for a second, just long enough to catch it fully now that I am looking for it. The tension in his stance, the way his tendrils have not fully lowered, the way he positions himself between me and her like I am the threat that needs to be stopped.

Protecting.

Against me.

My jaw tightens, though nothing else shifts.

Nothing else can shift.

Because instinct roars louder than that ache ever could.

It surges through me, sharp and immediate, screaming the same conclusion over and over again—

Outsider.

Unknown.

Intrusion.

She stands there—Toriel—calm, unmoved, untouched by the disruption she has caused simply by existing in this space. Warm. Open. Inviting in a way that feels wrong given everything I know about how survival works.

Everything about her contradicts what should be.

And that makes her dangerous.

My instincts do not quiet.

They coil tighter, sharper, pressing at the edges of my control.

She is a threat.

She is taking something that is not hers.

She is changing him.

My gaze narrows again, settling on her, dissecting every detail, every movement, every expression.

Too calm.

Too steady.

Too—

Kind.

The word settles with irritation.

Because kindness like that does not exist without cost.

Not in our world.

Not in his.

And yet—

She gives it freely.

And he—

My attention snaps back to him.

He accepts it.

Trusts it.

Leans into it.

And for a moment—

The ache in my chest deepens.

Because beneath the instinct, beneath the suspicion, beneath the need to control the situation—

My rationality forces itself forward.

Cold.

Clear.

Unavoidable.

…Of course he does.

He is young.

Younger than he pretends.

Younger than he acts.

The youngest of my pack.

The one who still carries edges that have not fully settled into something stable.

The one who should have been guided more carefully.

Watched more closely.

Protected more thoroughly.

And I—

My fingers twitch once at my side before going still again.

I came here like a threat.

Dropped into the space without warning.

Growled.

Pressed.

Demanded.

My presence alone—

Enough to make him react like that.

Enough to make him put himself between me and something else.

Against me.

My jaw tightens again.

Not in anger.

In recognition.

…Of what I look like from his perspective right now.

What I am in this moment.

The danger.

The one disrupting something he has found comfort in.

Something he clearly—

Needs.

My gaze shifts once more to Toriel.

Assessing again.

Re-evaluating.

She has not escalated.

Not challenged.

Not reacted with fear or hostility.

Only calm.

Only control.

And—

Understanding.

My eyes narrow slightly.

That changes things.

Not enough to remove suspicion.

But enough to adjust response.

My posture straightens just slightly more, tension pulling inward instead of outward, my presence shifting from immediate threat to something more contained.

More deliberate.

"…You placed yourself between us," I say finally, my voice low, even—directed at Harlequin, not her.

An observation.

Not an accusation.

My gaze holds his.

Steady.

Unwavering.

"…That is noted."

Because it matters.

Because it tells me everything I need to know about how far this has progressed.

My attention flicks briefly back to Toriel.

Still watching.

Still measuring.

Still uncertain.

"…This does not end here," I add quietly.

Not a threat.

A fact.

Because I will not ignore this.

But I also—

Do not advance.

Do not push.

Do not escalate further.

Not with him standing like that.

Not with that look in his eyes.

The ache in my chest lingers.

Unresolved.

Uncomfortable.

As I remain where I am—

Caught between instinct that demands action…

And something else that, for once—

Holds me back.

Toriel POV

I recognize that look.

Not from fear.

Not from hostility.

But from something far older.

Far more familiar.

My gaze rests steadily on the spider-like monster before me—Jester, as my child has called him—and I see it clearly now.

That tension.

That coiled protectiveness.

That instinct to guard what is his.

It reminds me… so very much of Muffet.

Of her kin.

Of the way they would stand their ground, unwavering, when something they cared for was threatened.

But this—

This is deeper.

Stronger.

More controlled.

And as he speaks, his voice even, his posture composed despite the earlier aggression, I feel it.

Not through words.

Through his soul.

It does not lash wildly.

It does not burn with blind rage.

It is sharp.

Focused.

Protective.

And beneath it—

There is pain.

Quiet.

Buried.

But present.

My ears lower just slightly, my expression shifting—not into softness alone, but into something firmer.

Something maternal.

Because I understand him.

And I will not allow this to escalate further.

Not when my child stands between us, trembling beneath the weight of both sides.

I step forward.

Not away.

Not back.

Forward.

My presence does not waver as I gently place a hand on Harlequin's shoulder, grounding him, steadying him.

"My dear," I murmur softly to him first, my voice warm but firm. "You are safe."

The words are not just for comfort.

They are a statement.

A promise.

Then—

I lift my gaze fully to Jester.

And I do not yield.

My posture straightens, my full height unmistakable now as I meet him directly, my presence calm but unyielding.

"I see what you are," I say, my tone even, measured—not hostile, but not gentle either.

Clear.

Certain.

"A protector."

Not a guess.

An acknowledgment.

My eyes soften just slightly—not in weakness, but in understanding.

"You lead them," I continue, glancing briefly toward Harlequin before returning my attention to him. "You carry responsibility for those under your care."

And I respect that.

But—

My hand remains steady on Harlequin's shoulder.

Grounded.

Protective.

"And yet," I add, my voice lowering just a fraction, firm now, "you frightened him."

There is no accusation in the words.

Only truth.

Only observation.

Because I will not ignore what I saw.

What I felt.

My gaze does not leave his.

I do not step back.

I do not waver.

Because I will not allow my child to feel threatened in a place meant to be safe.

"But I also see why," I continue after a moment, my tone easing—not softer, but more layered.

More understanding.

"You sensed something unfamiliar."

"Something outside your control."

"And you reacted."

As any protector would.

As any leader must.

My ears lift slightly, my expression steady.

"That is not wrong."

But it is not entirely right either.

There is a balance.

And I will make him see it.

"I am not your enemy," I say, more gently now, though the firmness remains beneath it.

"And I am not here to take him from you."

Because that—

That is what he fears.

I can feel it.

That subtle pull in his soul.

The instinct that screams loss.

My hand presses just slightly more firmly against Harlequin's shoulder—not restraining, not holding him in place—

Reassuring.

"He came to me of his own will," I continue calmly.

"And he remains so."

No manipulation.

No coercion.

Only choice.

"And I will not harm him."

That is not a promise I make lightly.

It is a truth.

My gaze softens just slightly once more, though it does not lose its strength.

"But neither will I allow him to be harmed here."

Not even by you.

The words remain unspoken.

They do not need to be said.

Because the meaning is clear.

I stand there, steady and unyielding, meeting the gaze of a creature built on instinct and control with something just as strong—

Not aggression.

Not dominance.

But certainty.

Because I understand him.

And because I will protect my child—

Just as fiercely as he would.

Jester POV

Not away.

Not back.

Forward.

My attention sharpens immediately, every instinct snapping into place as I track the movement, my posture tightening just slightly though I do not advance.

She places her hand on him.

On Harlequin.

My gaze drops to it for half a second—

And something in me coils again.

Not enough to act.

But enough to register.

Territory.

Contact.

Familiarity.

All things that should not come so easily.

"…You are safe."

The words are directed at him.

But I hear them.

And I do not like them.

Not because they are false—

But because they are unnecessary.

He was not in danger.

He would not have been harmed.

I would not—

My thoughts stop there.

Because that is not the point.

My eyes lift back to her as she addresses me directly, and I feel it immediately—

The shift.

She does not retreat.

Does not soften.

Does not defer.

She stands there—

And meets me.

Fully.

At her height.

At her presence.

And for the first time since I entered the clearing—

I am being assessed.

Not superficially.

Not cautiously.

Directly.

Thoroughly.

Like she is looking past what I choose to show.

My expression stills.

Not outwardly.

But internally, something tightens.

Because I do not like that.

Not at all.

"I see what you are."

My eyes narrow just slightly.

"…Do you," I reply, my voice even, controlled.

Guarded.

Because she does not.

She cannot.

No one does.

Not unless I allow it.

And I have not.

I do not react to the rest immediately.

Protector.

Leader.

Responsibility.

All accurate.

All obvious.

All things that can be observed without understanding anything deeper.

Which means she is not guessing.

She is concluding.

And that—

That is something I do not trust.

My gaze flicks briefly to Harlequin as she mentions him being frightened.

My jaw tightens.

Again.

There.

That point.

That reaction.

Unwelcome.

But I do not deny it.

I do not acknowledge it either.

Instead, I hold my posture, my presence contained, controlled, my limbs fully hidden as I force every outward sign of tension into stillness.

"…He reacted quickly," I say simply.

Neutral.

Measured.

Not defensive.

Not apologetic.

Just fact.

Because that is all I will give her.

She continues.

And I listen.

Because I need to.

Because every word she says is information.

And right now—

Information matters more than pride.

"I am not your enemy."

My gaze sharpens again.

"…That remains to be determined," I reply quietly.

Not a challenge.

Not a threat.

A statement.

Because I do not make that decision lightly.

Not when variables remain unaccounted for.

Not when I do not understand what she is.

Or how she has achieved this level of influence so quickly.

"And I am not here to take him from you."

There.

That.

That is the part that matters.

My attention locks onto her fully now, every detail of her stance, her tone, her control being dissected, analyzed, measured against everything I know.

Because she says it like she understands the implication.

Like she knows what would happen if that line were crossed.

My eyes narrow further.

"…You assume that is possible," I say, my voice low, steady.

Not anger.

Not aggression.

Just… correction.

Because Harlequin is not something that can be taken.

Not by force.

Not by manipulation.

Not by kindness.

And yet—

My gaze flicks to him again.

He stands there.

Still between us.

Still tense.

Still watching me like—

Like I might be the one who breaks something.

My chest tightens again.

I ignore it.

I have to.

My attention returns to her as she finishes speaking, her final words settling into the space between us with quiet certainty.

She will not harm him.

And she will not allow him to be harmed here.

The meaning is clear.

Even without being spoken fully.

I do not move for a moment.

Not physically.

But internally—

I adjust.

Because she is not what I expected.

Not a predator.

Not an immediate threat.

Not something easily categorized.

Which makes her—

Complicated.

My posture straightens just slightly more, my expression smoothing into something even more controlled than before, my gaze no longer sharp with immediate challenge—but not softened either.

Guarded.

Careful.

"…You speak with certainty," I say after a moment.

Not dismissive.

Not accepting.

Observing.

Testing.

Because she does.

Far more than she should for someone in her position.

And that alone—

Is something I will not overlook.

My eyes remain on her.

Unwavering.

Unblinking.

"…And you expect me to trust that."

Not a question.

A statement.

Flat.

Because trust—

Is not given.

It is built.

Earned.

Tested.

And right now—

She has none of it from me.

Not yet.

But I do not advance.

Do not escalate.

Because Harlequin is still watching.

Still reacting.

Still—

Caught between us.

And for now—

That is enough to hold me where I stand.

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