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Chapter 15 - Chapter 15: The Weight of What Never Ended

Saaniya picked up her car keys without saying much, her mind already made up. She gave a quick goodbye to everyone—and a brief glance at Daniyal—before walking out.

The drive felt longer than usual.

She dialed.

"Are you home?" she asked as soon as Usman picked up.

A pause.

"No… I'm out somewhere."

Saaniya's lips tightened slightly. "Oh. Okay. How are you feeling?"

"I'm fine."

Before she could respond, the faint sound of a doorbell echoed through the call.

Saaniya smiled to herself.

A moment later, the door opened—and there she was.

Standing right in front of him.

She didn't say a word. Just stepped forward and punched him lightly on the chest.

"Liar."

Usman couldn't help but smile.

From inside, his father appeared. "Oh, Saaniya! Good you came. He's been like this all day."

Saaniya nodded confidently. "Don't worry, uncle. I'll fix him."

Usman shook his head, amused, and led her inside.

The room was dim. Quiet. Heavy.

Usman picked up two glasses.

"Drinks?" he asked.

"Of course."

They sat across from each other. The clink of glass against glass broke the silence.

Saaniya leaned forward slightly, resting her elbows on her knees.

"Start from the beginning."

Usman exhaled deeply, running a hand through his hair. For a moment, he didn't speak. Then—

"It started when we were kids."

His voice softened.

"I was ten… she was eight. We were neighbors. We grew up together—same streets, same games, same everything."

A faint smile touched his lips, but it didn't reach his eyes.

"When I was sixteen, I realized… it wasn't just friendship anymore."

He paused, staring into his glass.

"I waited. Two years. Thought I'd be mature enough by eighteen." A dry laugh escaped him. "I wasn't."

Saaniya stayed quiet. Listening.

"I told her. Just like that. No drama. No planning."

"And?" she asked softly.

"She said yes."

The word lingered.

"But life…" he shook his head, "…life had other plans."

"I had to leave for cadet college. We stayed in touch. Calls, messages… everything was perfect."

His grip on the glass tightened.

"Then slowly… it started fading."

Saaniya frowned. "Fading how?"

"I'd send twenty messages. She'd reply to one."

"I'd call. She'd say she's busy."

"Days… then weeks."

The room felt smaller.

"I came back at twenty-four. Left everything midway. Just… came back for her."

He let out a hollow breath.

"And when I saw her…"

He stopped.

Saaniya leaned forward. "What?"

"She was the same… and not the same at all."

His voice dropped.

"More beautiful… but distant. Like… she was there, but not really there."

"I tried talking to her. She avoided me."

"So one day… I went to her house."

Saaniya could almost see it unfolding.

"I held her hand and took her straight to her mother."

His jaw tightened.

"I said, 'I love your daughter. I want to marry her.'"

A sharp silence followed.

Then—

"She slapped me."

Saaniya's eyes widened slightly.

"I expected it," he said calmly. "But what I didn't expect was…"

"…her."

"Her?" Saaniya whispered.

"She was crying." His voice cracked—just slightly. "Standing there… not saying a word. But her eyes…"

He swallowed.

"They still had me in them."

Silence.

"Her mother said we belonged to different sects. Same religion… different divisions. And that was enough to end everything."

"That night," Usman continued, "I climbed into her room."

Saaniya blinked. "You what?"

"I wasn't leaving like that."

For the first time, there was a flicker of intensity in his eyes.

"She was crying. I told her—let's leave. Right now. We won't look back."

"And?" Saaniya asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

"She said no."

The word hit hard.

"She said her father would die of shame."

Usman laughed—but it wasn't humor.

"I told her I'd take care of everything. She just… kept shaking her head."

A knock.

The memory shifted.

"There was banging on the door."

He leaned back, staring at the ceiling.

"She told me to hide. Not to open it."

A pause.

"I opened it."

"Usman…" Saaniya murmured.

"Her father was there."

His hand clenched.

"He slapped her. Hard."

Saaniya's breath caught.

"I couldn't…" he shook his head, anger flashing briefly, "…I couldn't stand it. I pushed him away."

"And then?" she asked.

"And then everything turned ugly."

"My father… my brother… everyone got involved."

His voice grew distant.

"They didn't fight us. They didn't argue."

He laughed bitterly.

"They emotionally broke us."

Silence filled the room again.

"A week later… she got engaged."

Saaniya closed her eyes briefly.

"A month later… she was married."

Usman stared at his drink, untouched now.

"Fifteen years," he whispered. "Fifteen years of loving someone… and then learning how to breathe without them."

A tear slipped down his cheek.

He didn't wipe it.

"Six months ago, I saw her again."

Saaniya looked up.

"She was… working in a small office. Struggling. Tired."

His voice softened painfully.

"That's not the life she deserved."

"So I brought her here."

The truth sat heavy between them.

"I can see it," he added. "She's not happy."

Saaniya slowly reached out and held his hand.

"Partner…" she exhaled, "…I don't know how to fix this."

Usman smiled faintly. "You don't have to. Just… be here."

She nodded.

"I'll talk to her," she said firmly. "If she's not happy, she shouldn't stay."

Usman didn't respond immediately.

Instead, he whispered—

"She didn't look at me today."

That broke something.

Saaniya sat still.

For the first time, something unfamiliar crept into her chest.

Not just sympathy.

A quiet, unsettling realization.

Love doesn't end.

It just… changes shape.

As she left his house later that night, her grip tightened on the steering wheel.

She didn't know it yet—

But she was already walking toward the same storm.

The same kind of love.

The kind that doesn't leave…

Even when it destroys you.

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