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Chapter 6 - CHAPTER 6 — Burn, Don’t Break

I shouldn't have picked up the phone.

I knew that even before my hand moved.

But it kept vibrating against the table like it was alive—like it wouldn't stop until I gave in.

So I did.

I flipped it over.

Adrian.

Of course.

My chest tightened. Not the same way as before. Not soft. Not aching.

Sharp.

Annoying.

I stared at the screen for a second too long.

Then I answered.

"What?" My voice came out colder than I expected.

Silence on the other end for a beat.

Then his voice.

"Where are you?"

No apology. No hesitation.

Just control.

Something in me snapped.

I let out a small, humorless laugh. "That's what you're starting with?"

A pause.

Then, calmer, measured— "Luna, I've been calling you."

"I noticed."

Another silence.

I could picture him right now—standing somewhere perfectly composed, jaw tight, already irritated that things weren't going his way.

"Come back," he said.

Not please.

Not can we talk.

Just—

Come back.

Like I was something that belonged to him.

My grip on the phone tightened.

"No."

The word came out fast. Immediate.

Even I felt it.

That was new.

Adrian didn't like that.

I could hear it in the way his breathing shifted slightly.

"You're upset," he said. "I understand that. But walking away without talking isn't going to fix anything."

I actually laughed this time.

A real one. Bitter.

"Fix?" I repeated. "You think this is something you fix with a conversation?"

"Then what do you want, Luna?" His tone sharpened. "Because you're not being clear."

Not clear.

Of course.

I turned slightly, pacing without realizing it.

"I walked into your room," I said slowly, forcing each word out. "You were with her."

"I told you—"

"No." I cut him off, my voice rising for the first time. "Don't do that. Don't twist it. Don't make me sound insane just so you don't have to admit what you did."

Silence.

Heavy this time.

Real.

Good.

Let it sit.

When he spoke again, his voice was lower.

"You're overreacting."

That did it.

Something hot and furious surged up my chest so fast I had to stop walking.

"Overreacting?" I repeated, almost breathless. "You cheated on me—with my step-sister—and I'm overreacting?"

"I didn't say that," he replied quickly.

"You didn't have to."

My hand was shaking now, but I didn't care.

"I saw you, Adrian. I saw her. Don't stand there and act like I misunderstood something that obvious."

He exhaled slowly, like I was exhausting him.

God.

That hurt more than the betrayal.

"You're letting your emotions control this," he said.

I went still.

Completely still.

Because there it was.

The way he always did it.

Turn my pain into weakness.

Turn his actions into something logical.

Something manageable.

Something… excusable.

"No," I said quietly.

A pause.

"I'm finally not."

The silence that followed felt different.

Like something shifted on his side too.

"You need to calm down," he said, but it didn't sound as steady anymore.

I smiled slightly.

Not soft.

Not warm.

Just… done.

"I am calm."

And that was the scariest part.

Because I was.

No tears.

No begging.

No confusion.

Just clarity.

"You don't get to talk to me like I'm the problem anymore," I continued. "You lost that right the second you touched her."

His voice hardened.

"Watch your tone."

That almost made me laugh again.

"Or what?" I shot back. "You'll hang up? Go back to her?"

A sharp pause.

I hit something.

Good.

"You don't know what you're talking about," he said, colder now.

"Then explain it," I snapped. "Go on. I'm listening."

Silence.

Longer this time.

Too long.

And that told me everything.

My chest tightened—but not like before.

This time it wasn't breaking.

It was burning.

"Right," I said softly. "That's what I thought."

"Luna—"

"No." My voice dropped again, cutting him off. "You don't get to say my name like that. Not anymore."

I pulled the phone slightly away from my ear, like even hearing him too close felt wrong.

"You don't get to act like I'm still yours when you couldn't even respect me enough to be honest."

"I never said you weren't important," he replied quickly.

That made me freeze.

Because for a second—

Just one second—

That part of me… the old part… reacted.

Important.

Not loved.

Not chosen.

Important.

I swallowed hard.

"Do you even hear yourself?" I asked quietly.

No answer.

Of course not.

I let out a slow breath.

"You didn't lose control, Adrian," I said. "You made a choice."

Each word felt heavier than the last.

"And now you're trying to manage the consequences like it's just another problem to solve."

That hit him.

I knew it did.

Because his voice changed when he spoke again.

Less controlled.

More real.

"You think it's that simple?" he said.

I closed my eyes for a second.

Tired.

So tired.

"Yes," I said. "It is."

Another silence.

Then—

"You're not walking away from this," he said.

Not loudly.

Not angrily.

Just… certain.

Like he believed it.

Like I didn't have that option.

My fingers tightened around the phone again.

And for the first time—

Something in me pushed back without hesitation.

"Watch me."

The words came out quiet.

But they landed.

Hard.

Before he could respond—

I hung up.

The silence after was immediate.

Heavy.

Real.

My hand dropped slowly to my side.

For a second, I just stood there.

Breathing.

Heart racing.

Not from pain.

From something else.

Something unfamiliar.

Something… stronger.

Behind me, I felt it before I heard it.

Alex.

He had been there.

Listening.

Of course he had.

I turned slightly.

He was leaning against the wall, arms crossed—but not in a casual way.

More like he was holding himself back from stepping in.

His eyes were on me.

Not soft this time.

Not just concerned.

Something sharper.

"Finally," he muttered.

I blinked.

"What?"

He pushed himself off the wall and stepped closer.

"That," he said, pointing slightly toward my phone, "is the first real thing you've done since this started."

I frowned slightly, confused.

"I just yelled at him."

"No," Alex said. "You stopped letting him control the conversation."

That made me pause.

Because… he wasn't wrong.

I looked down at my phone again.

It was quiet now.

For once.

"I don't feel better," I admitted.

Alex nodded.

"You're not supposed to," he said.

A small, tired breath left me.

"Great."

He stepped a little closer.

Not too much.

Just enough.

"But you're not broken right now either," he added.

I looked up at him.

Really looked this time.

And something shifted again.

Not big.

Not dramatic.

Just… noticeable.

The way he was standing there.

Steady.

Real.

Not trying to fix me.

Not trying to control anything.

Just… there.

And for a second—

My chest felt different.

Not heavy.

Not empty.

Just… quieter.

I looked away quickly.

Because that feeling?

That one scared me more than anything else so far.

Because it wasn't pain.

And I didn't know what to do with something that wasn't pain anymore.

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