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Chapter 13 - The Way He Looks at Me

"Now you see me."

The words still hung in the air long after they left my mouth.

But the truth was, I didn't fully know what they meant.

I stood there breathing hard, power rolling through me in waves that refused to settle, the cracked ground trembling beneath my feet like it was afraid to stay whole around me. The men who came to take me had stepped back without being told. Their confidence was gone now. Replaced by something far more satisfying.

Fear.

I should have felt victorious.

Instead, I felt split in two.

One part of me wanted to scream.

The other part wanted to smile.

And that terrified me more than anything else.

My chest rose slowly as I tried to steady myself. The energy inside me wasn't raging anymore. It was circling. Waiting. Watching. Like a living thing that had tasted freedom and was deciding whether to obey me or consume me.

Then I felt him.

Even before he touched me, I felt him.

That grounded presence.

That dangerous calm.

That man who always stepped closer when everyone else stepped back.

The Alpha moved in front of me slowly, eyes locked on mine, shoulders tense, every muscle in his body ready for war. He looked at me like I was both the most precious thing in the room and the most dangerous.

That look did something to me.

Something warm.

Something reckless.

"Talk to me," he said.

His voice was low, rough, controlled.

But underneath it was strain.

He was worried.

For me.

"I'm here," I said.

"Are you?"

That question cut deeper than I expected.

I swallowed hard. "I think so."

He took another step closer.

Close enough that I could feel the heat coming off him.

Close enough that my body reacted before my pride could.

My pulse quickened.

The power inside me stirred.

His jaw tightened slightly as if he noticed both.

"You're shaking," he said.

"I'm angry."

"You're scared."

"I'm not scared."

His eyes darkened.

"Liar."

That single word hit me like a hand around the throat.

Not because it was cruel.

Because it was true.

I hated how easily he saw through me.

I hated how much I wanted him to keep looking.

The men around us shifted nervously, clearly waiting for orders, but neither of us looked at them. The room had narrowed until it was only him and me standing in the center of destruction.

"I don't know what's happening to me," I admitted quietly.

His expression changed at once.

Still hard.

Still dangerous.

But softer around the edges.

The kind of softness powerful men only show when they forget to hide it.

"You don't have to know everything tonight," he said.

"I need to."

"No. You need to survive tonight."

That answer made my chest tighten.

Because he spoke like someone who had already decided he would bleed first.

I looked away from him for the first time, trying to breathe through the confusion, the attraction, the fear. But his hand caught my chin gently and turned me back.

"Look at me."

The command should have angered me.

Instead, my knees nearly weakened.

I met his eyes.

Dark.

Focused.

Hungry in a way that had nothing to do with food.

"You are not losing yourself," he said. "You are becoming visible."

The words stunned me.

No one had ever described me that way.

All my life people had called me emotional, difficult, too much, unstable, sensitive.

Never visible.

Something sharp burned behind my eyes.

I blinked it back instantly.

He noticed anyway.

Of course he did.

"You cry now and I'll kill everyone in this room for seeing it," he said flatly.

A shocked laugh escaped me before I could stop it.

"That's insane."

"It's efficient."

Despite everything, despite the broken walls and the enemies and the storm inside me, I laughed again.

Small.

Real.

His gaze lowered to my mouth for a fraction of a second.

That tiny movement sent heat through my entire body.

The power inside me responded too, pulsing warmly instead of violently.

He saw that as well.

"What was that?" I asked.

"You tell me."

"You looked at me."

"I'm still looking at you."

I hated how my breath changed.

I hated how much I liked it.

One of the attackers rushed forward suddenly, maybe desperate, maybe stupid.

I didn't even turn.

My hand lifted on instinct and the force slammed him sideways across the room, hard enough to shatter stone.

Silence followed.

I stared at my own hand.

"That's new," I whispered.

"You're adapting fast," he said.

"That should worry you."

"It does."

"But you're still standing close."

"I'm not smart when it comes to you."

That line landed so hard I forgot the room existed.

"You say reckless things," I murmured.

"I do reckless things too."

Before I could answer, another wave hit me.

Pain this time.

Sharp and sudden through my chest.

I bent forward with a gasp.

His arms caught me immediately, strong and certain, pulling me against him before I hit the ground.

Everything in me reacted.

The power surged.

My body trembled.

My face pressed against the hard line of his chest.

And for one dangerous second, safety felt like him.

"I've got you," he said.

The words were simple.

But no one had ever said them like that.

No hesitation.

No condition.

No lie attached.

I gripped his shirt without thinking.

He froze for half a second.

Then one hand slid to the back of my neck, holding me there with rough care.

"Easy," he murmured near my ear.

That almost destroyed me.

Because the tenderness in his voice was rarer than violence.

And somehow far more powerful.

"I hate this," I whispered.

"What part?"

"The part where I need you."

His hand tightened slightly.

"You don't need me."

"Then why am I still holding on?"

He went quiet.

When he spoke again, his voice was lower.

"Because I'm the only thing in this room not afraid of you."

I pulled back just enough to look at him.

"You should be."

"Maybe."

"But you're not."

"No."

"Why?"

His thumb brushed once against the side of my throat, slow enough to feel intentional.

"Because when you break," he said, "I want to be the one holding the pieces."

My mouth parted.

No answer came.

No clever line.

No anger.

Nothing.

He had done what no enemy, no betrayal, no power surge had managed to do.

He left me speechless.

The remaining men finally charged together, desperate to end whatever this moment was becoming.

He moved first.

A brutal blur.

One body hit the wall.

Another folded under a strike.

I rose behind him, fury and heat and power mixing into something dangerous.

They came for us.

We became the mistake they made.

I lifted both hands and the room exploded with force.

Stone cracked.

Bodies flew.

Shouts died.

When the dust settled, no one remained standing except him and me.

His back was to me.

Breathing heavy.

Blood on his knuckles.

Beautiful in the most troubling way.

Then he turned.

Slowly.

His eyes found mine again.

Still burning.

Still fixed.

Still making my body betray me.

"We need to leave," he said.

I stepped closer instead.

"Probably."

Neither of us moved after that.

The distance between us disappeared one breath at a time.

My hand touched his chest.

His hand found my waist.

The room was wrecked.

The night was worse.

And yet all I could feel was him.

Then a violent tremor shook the ground beneath us.

The darkness below the cracks answered with a roar.

Something ancient was waking.

And this time

it wasn't inside me alone.

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