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Chapter 30 - where she felt safer

✦ CHAPTER — DON'T BE ALONE ✦

Jayjay's POV

I tried to sleep.

I really did.

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I turned to one side.

Then the other.

Pulled the blanket closer.

Closed my eyes.

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But my mind wouldn't stop.

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The kiss.

His voice.

The way he looked at me.

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And then—

something else.

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A memory.

Not clear.

But enough to make my chest tighten.

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I sat up suddenly.

Breathing uneven.

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The room felt too quiet.

Too still.

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I didn't like it.

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I hugged my knees slightly.

Trying to calm down.

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It didn't work.

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My eyes moved to the door.

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And before I could think too much—

I got up.

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Walked out.

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The hallway was dim.

Silent.

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My steps slowed when I reached his door.

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For a second—

I hesitated.

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Then I knocked.

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Soft.

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A pause.

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Then footsteps.

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The door opened.

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Keifer stood there.

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His expression changed the moment he saw me.

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"…Jay?"

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I didn't know what to say.

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Didn't know how to explain it.

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"…can I stay here?"

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That was all that came out.

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His brows pulled together slightly.

Concern.

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"What happened?"

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I shook my head.

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"…nothing. I just—"

My voice faltered.

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"I don't want to be alone."

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Silence.

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Then—

he stepped aside immediately.

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"Come in."

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No hesitation.

No questions.

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Just… space for me.

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I walked in slowly.

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The room felt warmer.

Safer.

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He closed the door behind me.

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"Lie down."

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His voice was softer now.

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I didn't argue.

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I got into the bed quietly.

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For a moment—

there was space between us.

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Then—

the bed shifted.

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He laid down beside me.

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Not too close.

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Waiting.

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Like he was giving me a choice.

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I turned slightly.

My back facing him.

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A small pause.

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Then—

his arm moved.

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Slowly.

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Wrapping around my waist.

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Pulling me just a little closer.

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My breath caught.

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But I didn't move away.

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His hand rested there.

Warm.

Steady.

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"…you're okay," he murmured.

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My eyes closed slowly.

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I didn't realize how much I needed to hear that.

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His fingers moved slightly.

Ruffling my hair gently.

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Not perfect.

Not practiced.

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But soft.

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"…baby."

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The word came out low.

Quiet.

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And something in my chest melted.

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I turned slightly toward him.

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Just enough—

to hold onto his shirt.

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"I'm here," he continued softly.

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His hand moved again.

Smoothing my hair this time.

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Then—

he leaned down.

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Pressed a gentle kiss into it.

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Not rushed.

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Just… there.

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"You don't have to be alone."

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My grip on him tightened slightly.

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"…stay."

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"I am."

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No hesitation.

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No distance.

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Just him.

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Holding me.

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His thumb brushing lightly against my arm.

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My breathing slowly evened out.

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The fear—

quieting.

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Because he was there.

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And this time—

I went to him.

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Not the other way around.

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And somehow—

that made it feel even safer.

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Keifer's POV

She came to me.

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That was the first thing that stayed.

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Not the fear in her eyes.

Not the way her voice shook.

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But the fact that—

she came to me.

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My hand stayed around her waist.

Holding her there.

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Like I wasn't letting her go.

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She held onto my shirt like she needed it.

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And I let her.

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I didn't move.

Didn't loosen my hold.

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Because I knew—

if I did—

she might pull away again.

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My fingers moved through her hair slowly.

Carefully.

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Ruffling it slightly.

Then smoothing it back down.

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"…baby," I murmured again.

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She didn't answer.

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But she moved closer.

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And that—

was enough.

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I leaned down slightly.

Pressed another soft kiss into her hair.

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Then rested there.

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Listening to her breathing slow.

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Feeling her relax against me.

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And for the first time—

I didn't feel out of control.

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I felt… needed.

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And I stayed exactly like that.

All night.

Without moving. 🤍

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