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Chapter 53 - Chapter 2: A Feeling Without a Name

/POP Sana/

After that, Sana was in a medieval-type hospital. There were a lot of small beds with blue colour on them, arranged in a perfect way to make any wounded people have the best space to rest. At the same time, he was lying heavily on the pillow to show how tired he was after being attacked by a strong attack from his opponent, just as Sana didn't have anyone else when he had come here to help a student. This place doesn't have any doctors or special treatment like a normal school in the modern world usually does. Sana started to hate it. His body still hurts so badly. The atmosphere is very peaceful, not like the crowd of many people, so annoying by their voices. Sana likes this peace; it makes his mind better, and then his mind starts to meet Alice again in his memory in all the timelines. The sad, happy moments with her, while the cool wind catches his cheek. The more memories he has with her, the deeper the hurt becomes.

Suddenly, he hears the door open as someone comes to this boring place. Sana didn't care; he was just happy with his memories. He lost his dream in his own world.

A beautiful girl with long hair and red eyes, with a horn on her head, looked at Sana's happy face with curiosity. She wonders why this boy makes her feel weird when, for the first time, her eyes had moved to meet him, as if something inside her soul forces her to do it.

Her voice was very calm. "Have I met you before?"

She wants to be sure that this is just a stupid thought in her mind. Why is she so stressed?

For some reason, when she met his eyes, something in her soul stirred. She had lived for a very long time, but she had never felt this way before.

Sana was taken aback when he realized she came to destroy his peaceful world again. Then his eyes met hers. He smiled. "No, I've never met you before."

[Why is she here? This is bad. I wish she didn't remember anything. Her look has changed, but I still know she is really Alice in this romance fantasy novel.]

His heart hurt.

[Because I don't want to hurt Alice anymore. Alice can live a normal life without me. This is the best choice. In my past life, I had hurt her so badly.]

Alice felt the same, too. For some reason, she didn't believe his words. Her special skill to detect a liar or a truther is not active. This is the first time she knows someone can fool her in this world.

Alice, with emotionless eyes, said, "Sorry to bother you. I'll take my leave."

In her thoughts, why is he so happy while being defeated? The way his eyes look at her is like some old friend meeting her again. It makes her feel weird again. He looks so weak, there's no chance he can fool her. Just keep telling lies to her.

Sana's face looked sad. Tears fell from his eyes as he watched her leave.

[Is this the right choice? This is right. After all, I do it just for her, even if it breaks something inside me.]

His heart hurt so badly.

Sana showed a painful expression.

[She doesn't remember me. This is good. I'll make sure she will be happy in this new life.]

At the same time, for some reason, Alice cried too. She touched her eyes and asked herself,

"What happened to me? The only one I love in this world is Ino Talaka… can another man make me feel this way? I should never come near him."

For the first time, she feels like she's lying to herself.

Her heart hurt the further she walked. Suddenly, she stopped, and her heart became a bit more stable.

"This is weird." Her face looked like she was in a little pain, like being stabbed with a sword thrust to her heart.

She never feels this way, and she tests to know the truth. She moved back to the place Sana is.

Then she heard Sana crying from far away. Her hearing was very strong to hear any small sound from far. Her heart hurt even more after seeing that. She didn't know what to do. This made her confused. She looked at the sky to calm her messy mind. But her mind can't stop thinking of Sana. This is weird. I must think about Ino, not him. But why does he cry when I take my leave? He totally lied to me. He really knows me, but somehow I can't remember it. But he is not my top now. She talks to herself again and again to make sure she will forget about him.

Suddenly, someone called her name in a worried voice. But she knows that's just a liar. Her face frowned, but she forced a fake smile.

Ino Talaka: "Where did you go? I've been looking for you. I have something to discuss with you."

Alice hid her hurt expression and smiled. "Yeah, darling."

She held his hand tightly and walked with him. Ino showed a reluctant face to her, but he accepted it because the way she looked was very sad. Alice knows Ino is very scared of her and doesn't have feelings for her. But she can't give up on him because he is special, the fate from the first time she had been born into this world.

Even though her heart hurt badly, she ignored it. But the more she ignored it, the more tears unknowingly filled her eyes.

Ino Talaka looked worried. "Why are you crying?"

Alice, in disbelief, touched her eyes. "I don't know… maybe I'm just feeling unwell."

This is weird. Why is she behaving like this? She asks herself again while talking to Ino.

After discussing their engagement, Alice forced a smile. Her plan was very clear. She would make Ino Talaka belong to her. With her power, there was no way he could escape from her love.

It seems like he wants to delay their engagement for some reason. But she knows he really doesn't want to be with her. Why does she love him? Simply because he is special, kind, and her only friend in this world. Everyone else is scared of her, but he is the only one who accepted her. When she was in hard times, he had saved her many times in the past. This is why she is so obsessed with him. But for some reason, when he became 10, he started to be scared of her and didn't want to talk to her. That hurt her so much. But she doesn't give up on loving him, because he had saved her dark world with his light.

But for some reason, she felt happy when this engagement was delayed too.

She came to her room in school and lay on her bed to rest. But for some reason, her heart still hurt. The more time passed, the more it hurt. She started to be unable to bear it. Her breathing became heavy, and tears began to fall. Then she talked to herself,

"What is happening to me? Why don't I feel happy about the engagement?"

She touched her chest to calm her pain.

"Did that boy curse me? I will make sure he pays for making me feel this way," her voice was angry and dangerous.

Her mind became unstable. Then she used space magic to create a gate. Luckily, she had sent a little mana of hers to him before leaving.

She went through the gate in unclear thoughts. She didn't even care what was behind that gate and went to Sana.

But she unknowingly arrived while he was naked, washing his body in a painful way. It was very hard for him to take care of his wounds.

Sana was shocked. He pretended to be shy when Alice appeared because he had been acquainted with Alice for a long time.

Alice's heart felt a little better now, but her face suddenly flushed when she saw the scene in front of her. What am I doing? she asked herself. This is wrong, definitely wrong.

The atmosphere became awkward.

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